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in speech and emotion, i'm officially out of swimming.
gosh i hate the feeling. something i've built up from young (like gb and tkd) only to go to waste just because of one pursue:cross country.

sometimes i really wonder, is it worth it?

yesterday was a blast. i've the best friends anyone could imagine: the most supportive juniors ever(laura was nice to laugh at my ramblings; merrilyn finally dares to talk to me; rachel likes to dance;my sis has the greatest sister etc.), the nicest, funniest peers and two greatest successors when i leave. and God loves me :) life seemed so perfect then. God must have paused time for that moment.

i'm back to reality now

* when people address things as ---est, it's usually relative :)

There were two businessmen discussing about the stupidity of their chauffeurs. The first bussinessman said," I asked my chauffeur to buy a Mercedes with $10, he took the money with no questions and headed to the shop." The second man said,"Mine’s worse; I asked him to go home and check if I was there and he left."

Just then, the two chauffeurs met on the way. "Gosh, my boss is so stupid." the first chauffeur said,"He asked me to buy a Mercedes but the shop is closed today!" "Bah mine’s worse." The second chauffeur scoffed,"Boss asked me to go home and check if he was home when he could have called home!"



saa rdrelay was by far the most exciting race i've ever been to. prob cos it's e 2nd race i went to w/o taking part in it. they're so smart to come up w this 'pass the wrist band around'.thus making running so much more exhilarating. it brings more meaning and variety to running! aah. i've always wondered how running could be further improved on(who makes sense when they run) and poof! the introduction of wrist band. smart association with (as usual) chionghei starters and fierce officials. everybody ran --exploded off-- so quickly. i see we've lots of competition for the big day man. and not all the schs were present lah. including mgs :) haha it's gonna be fun (!!)

talking to rebecca now and it just occurred to me; during the sec1s first few trainings, the whole world keeps telling me they want to steal janell's sponge bob keychain. . !? ...

i didnt know my team was that spongey. lol maybe we shld have a sponge bob theme gathering =D and speaking of which...i need to organise one more gathering soon. aaah the smses! the preparation! oh nooo i'm dreading it. oh well the end product always pays off. and i'm very sure the vip will appreciate our sponges a lot. ok this is getting really nonsensical and boring (blame it on the person i'm talking to now) i'm getting bored bye.

just last few words. what the hell is wrong with you guys? the team made a decision 2 yrs ago already; if you could not bear to listen to me, why the decision then? dont rake up the past. 10 more weeks. it's only for the last 10 weeks and you'll nvr hear my voice again. just 10 weeks of co operation is all i ask and i'll scram. i'll shut up and nvr bother you guys again. i will not even seek to gain your respect for me.

i figure i'd sound super self absorbed if i confronted you guys like that so there. i'll just work extra hard and finish off my duties.10 more weeks and i'd be legendary ;D i think my dad shld consider being a preacher. hahah :)

my first language is bringing me down real bad :(

teacher said to buy eng tys from popular. 'kiasu' me, knowing that getting 4 A1s for sci&math "wldnt be gd enough"(say i'll Ace them; which i wld work very hard towards to), went there straight after school and my did i get a SHOCK.
->there were 1million and 1 assessment books on improving english. from 'writing rites' to 'improving your vocabulary' to 'model composition writing skills' etc. i flipped through some and : whoa. theres actually SO MUCH to the language! i felt so foreign to it. maybe people have a perception that just because our first language is english, we dont need practise (or is it practice? hmmm)

anyhow, i am eternally grateful to my english teacher for sacrificially sparing us some of her precious time to give us extra help and homework so that our power of language with be strengthen(i'm not being sarcastic) i guess a Singapore-university-student-to-be(i will work towards one) will have to be fluently equipped in one language or another; i shan't even consider the odds for the other option since it'll probably be too hilarious.

let's see, with my bad command of language, the next subject i have to tackle is Literature. but i shall refrain myself from whining because, i really love that subject.

(since tricia asks me to recount..)
pe was fun w cao&cass. tricia & i ganged up against them smallies. intention being: to trash them down real hard and amuse ourselves by watching them helplessly try to hit the shuttlecocks back. well, results were not desired, but i'm VERY sure if tricia and i were more focused.. HA. HA. and if we were not facing the stupid walls (actually they weren't exactly walls. they had so many sq holes. it's probably to tease the eyes of badminton players that were facing them; like me. ah! it's a conspiracy between them walls and cao&cass. "TSK TSK")
:)

I thought I will encourage you guys as you train for the coming races and the Nationals.
Mr. Ng 010206