HI Gerard,
sianzzzz.........../Zzzzzz.........what does it mean?
i am the new member your English so "qing" i ready catch no ball.haha.............just jokeing....want to learn more from the young generation. Am i so "shua gu"?
nice to see u?very supporting now, keep in up!!!!!!!!
that's the cutest email i've ever read :) hahaha besides the upcoming erection(eLection)s both by the same person. hahah aww :) aged innocence. aquathlon tmr! if it was still mrng's time, i'd bring my costume to play in e sea after...actually i'd just jump in with my mg vest&shorts. ouch.
Friday, April 28, 2006
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
it's trg no.I for me since track season started. i know i'm giving lame excuses that this is my 1st ever track season so i cant adapt to the trg(s)--> i've only been to one so tech. wrong word used. but i'm really not coping well. monday track. thursday track (AGAIN). sat (12km again again again). monday track (all over).....
oh dear, i'm really dreading e next 10 weeks or so. i'm still suffering the side effects from monday!and i'm gonna have INTERVAL trg again tmr. having trg is fine..but it's interval! i think the int. dist wld be 1.2k. i'm so accustomed to macritchie terrain(going upslope means you can slack.noone's gonna blame you. going downslope means you can push less but go further) that i can't connect with e track anymore. it's like a foreign friend. you know it yet you don't.. i guess i've to start all over this relationship and try to be more accomodative this time.
but i'd nvr change my view on 3km. 7 1/2 rounds will always remain 7 1/2. i'd go crazy!!!!! arrgh.
aaah found a motto from sgrunners.com : complete -- not compete.
oh dear, i'm really dreading e next 10 weeks or so. i'm still suffering the side effects from monday!and i'm gonna have INTERVAL trg again tmr. having trg is fine..but it's interval! i think the int. dist wld be 1.2k. i'm so accustomed to macritchie terrain(going upslope means you can slack.noone's gonna blame you. going downslope means you can push less but go further) that i can't connect with e track anymore. it's like a foreign friend. you know it yet you don't.. i guess i've to start all over this relationship and try to be more accomodative this time.
but i'd nvr change my view on 3km. 7 1/2 rounds will always remain 7 1/2. i'd go crazy!!!!! arrgh.
aaah found a motto from sgrunners.com : complete -- not compete.
Saturday, April 22, 2006
Thursday, April 20, 2006
hahaha i got 17/20 for that feverishmathtest!. .. oh my,i'm starting to feel very ________. i've always wondered why people wld post their results; in exams wise and running wise. hahaha and i'm unknowingly falling into this pheno..me..non(correct me if my spelling is wrong)!
and i'm gonna indulge into another aspect(?) of people i can't tolerate. (i shan't attempt to describe it. i'll just jump straight into it. here goes: ) I LOST ONE MARRRK!!! arrghh and to be tops with tricia&gang at that!! i think my mind was in a state of whirl that i couldnt differentiate anti&clockwise. oh maaan one mark lost just like that!! how screwed is that?!?! (gosh i cant stand people who do that =x if somebody said that, i'd tell them 17 is good enough alr act.)
gosh , i think i can fully understand how acsi must have felt when they lost to (of all schs) vs. then again, natls and emathclasstest cant be parralled :(
a mental note: i'm nvr gonna use the comp in the morning. get v easily distracted. the xblog is like a...an artifact (spelling?!) of the mgxcountry legend. haha that word was revived ytd reading merrilyn's hist.bk. i think we shld update everyday there. boring or not boring.
on to running stuff, i did a pb for 2.4. i shan't put up my timing if not i'll feel even more smaller than small (in my view) i wanna rerun actually man..on a 400m track. it's different. grrr...i dont know what's getting into me. i dont feel satisfied abt my run. but at the same time, i'm not sad abt it. anyhow, it was great. i felt that it was more pressurising than natls man! my nervous level was much higher. cos 1) all your friends are there 2) you wld be able to hear your friends frm e all sides of the track 3) ... 100) you're a freaking cross country runner. you've to do a damn good time man. fine, the cheerings from the sidelines( haha) did help a lot. due to space confinement, the voices were amplified. i felt the whole 'crowd' cheering when i ran past; oh yea and mr ong's 'looking good. come on'. and actually even opp. the track, i can hear more cheerings, ger reading out timings. and it was very encouraging to see everyone cheer for everyone. and it felt wonderful to hear someone shout, " NO ONE FAILED!" at the end. :) just for that moment, i felt a very strong bond between all 3 classes; much stronger than cross. then after that, the bond just disappeared. like it was nvr there in the first place. but i'd hold this momentary feeling dear to my heart. the fact that it was there yet had an invincible effect...the contrast brings out the emotions more.
ok i'm supposed to leave home like 1/2hr ago. i'm gonna be late for my traffic!! i bet my sisters are still sleeping
and i'm gonna indulge into another aspect(?) of people i can't tolerate. (i shan't attempt to describe it. i'll just jump straight into it. here goes: ) I LOST ONE MARRRK!!! arrghh and to be tops with tricia&gang at that!! i think my mind was in a state of whirl that i couldnt differentiate anti&clockwise. oh maaan one mark lost just like that!! how screwed is that?!?! (gosh i cant stand people who do that =x if somebody said that, i'd tell them 17 is good enough alr act.)
gosh , i think i can fully understand how acsi must have felt when they lost to (of all schs) vs. then again, natls and emathclasstest cant be parralled :(
a mental note: i'm nvr gonna use the comp in the morning. get v easily distracted. the xblog is like a...an artifact (spelling?!) of the mgxcountry legend. haha that word was revived ytd reading merrilyn's hist.bk. i think we shld update everyday there. boring or not boring.
on to running stuff, i did a pb for 2.4. i shan't put up my timing if not i'll feel even more smaller than small (in my view) i wanna rerun actually man..on a 400m track. it's different. grrr...i dont know what's getting into me. i dont feel satisfied abt my run. but at the same time, i'm not sad abt it. anyhow, it was great. i felt that it was more pressurising than natls man! my nervous level was much higher. cos 1) all your friends are there 2) you wld be able to hear your friends frm e all sides of the track 3) ... 100) you're a freaking cross country runner. you've to do a damn good time man. fine, the cheerings from the sidelines( haha) did help a lot. due to space confinement, the voices were amplified. i felt the whole 'crowd' cheering when i ran past; oh yea and mr ong's 'looking good. come on'. and actually even opp. the track, i can hear more cheerings, ger reading out timings. and it was very encouraging to see everyone cheer for everyone. and it felt wonderful to hear someone shout, " NO ONE FAILED!" at the end. :) just for that moment, i felt a very strong bond between all 3 classes; much stronger than cross. then after that, the bond just disappeared. like it was nvr there in the first place. but i'd hold this momentary feeling dear to my heart. the fact that it was there yet had an invincible effect...the contrast brings out the emotions more.
ok i'm supposed to leave home like 1/2hr ago. i'm gonna be late for my traffic!! i bet my sisters are still sleeping
Saturday, April 15, 2006
HAHA. i heard this over the radio(advertising on some political talk)
lady: there has been talk going around that the PAP are arrogant...
guy: (cuts in) well if we're arrogant, I wldn't be talking to you right now.
haha oh maaan. to hear the whole story, channel news asia! tmr, 16th apr 6.30 / 7.30. oh boy oh boy! i cant wait ;D
i dont know why i'm putting it here but it's prob for personal reference in future. breathtaking. (one of )the best race of my running life ever. and God is really kind to me to let the race be nationals. praise God. experience from saa race did not make me totally gape at the number of people in front of me. (the first few runners were out of sight ; i look down when i run.:.limited view) but there were times i was amazed at self that i was behind weilin (during those times, i unknowingly slowed down)
anw,tks mr q and ntu dude for supporting us throughout the race (literately man. it was scary) and also to ac, again, for your unduly support! :) i realised with every bunch of acjc cheerleaders i ran pass, it's always ," go weilin! inner self:how they heck do they know her name? did their research before coming? ... go mg! come on mg! ok no. gosh weilin's famous" ha
,>it must take lots of guts for top runners to take the lead of a race. more so the runners up, chasing after the fastest person in the division. it's scary enough to be able to count the no. of runners in front of you with your bare hands man; honestly. but the feeling is great. the adrenaline rush you get when you stop counting after using one hand.
after the horn, i was quite fired up by my competitors cos amazingly even though they were lined up behind me, they(including my teammates lah! :D) managed to squeeze their way through and cut me. grr. i wanted to contribute to e team(according to mrq, that means getting top10) so i decided to run the outer lane and get them off me. 400m gate, 1.29. then the rest of the race was a blur with Pain now only. pride for long time. go go go in mind. [btw e sophisticated phrasing is : Pain is temporary, but pride lasts forever. Lance Armstrong]
though i didn't think any Godly thoughts like how i shld be doing, i felt calm. could sense some protective barrier over me; i'm sure that was God's presence. and yea, surprisingly, i was very cool headed about this whole race..to the point hoiyan and teo, yes teo, asked me at least twice,per person, :"eh you scared (for natls) not!"of course i was but there was this force pushing away all any distractions. it's just a race, which is a race, that is a race. maybe i lost some nervous energy lah..after the math test earlier on. ahhahaha goodness i had no idea what i was graphing out and my hands were shaking uncontrollably even though there wasn't much moving air.
anyhow, haha it's 12 ;D this will probably be the last time i'd stay up till midnight. so i better sleep now. oh no. i think my dad's gonna trash my sis real bad. he sounded really angry on the phone on his way to picking up her. oh no oh no.i had two major qns thrown at me few days ago: 1) join track? (there was a possibility i'd train alone)
2) rj?ac?
the former wasn't really a qn actually..i've always wanted to join track. and i'm not gonna care abt the latter.
to mr ng, natls to me was: a sigh of relief...joyous ...happy....that every thing you (i) did paid off in the end.
how true :) and there's a reason i'm only publicising it here not anywhere else. i'm sensitive to how the rest of the team will feel when they read this.
and with this, a closure to my last secondary cross season;(hopefully not e last),
It's so unbelievable,
I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall
lady: there has been talk going around that the PAP are arrogant...
guy: (cuts in) well if we're arrogant, I wldn't be talking to you right now.
haha oh maaan. to hear the whole story, channel news asia! tmr, 16th apr 6.30 / 7.30. oh boy oh boy! i cant wait ;D
i dont know why i'm putting it here but it's prob for personal reference in future. breathtaking. (one of )the best race of my running life ever. and God is really kind to me to let the race be nationals. praise God. experience from saa race did not make me totally gape at the number of people in front of me. (the first few runners were out of sight ; i look down when i run.:.limited view) but there were times i was amazed at self that i was behind weilin (during those times, i unknowingly slowed down)
anw,tks mr q and ntu dude for supporting us throughout the race (literately man. it was scary) and also to ac, again, for your unduly support! :) i realised with every bunch of acjc cheerleaders i ran pass, it's always ," go weilin! inner self:how they heck do they know her name? did their research before coming? ... go mg! come on mg! ok no. gosh weilin's famous" ha
,>it must take lots of guts for top runners to take the lead of a race. more so the runners up, chasing after the fastest person in the division. it's scary enough to be able to count the no. of runners in front of you with your bare hands man; honestly. but the feeling is great. the adrenaline rush you get when you stop counting after using one hand.
after the horn, i was quite fired up by my competitors cos amazingly even though they were lined up behind me, they(including my teammates lah! :D) managed to squeeze their way through and cut me. grr. i wanted to contribute to e team(according to mrq, that means getting top10) so i decided to run the outer lane and get them off me. 400m gate, 1.29. then the rest of the race was a blur with Pain now only. pride for long time. go go go in mind. [btw e sophisticated phrasing is : Pain is temporary, but pride lasts forever. Lance Armstrong]
though i didn't think any Godly thoughts like how i shld be doing, i felt calm. could sense some protective barrier over me; i'm sure that was God's presence. and yea, surprisingly, i was very cool headed about this whole race..to the point hoiyan and teo, yes teo, asked me at least twice,per person, :"eh you scared (for natls) not!"of course i was but there was this force pushing away all any distractions. it's just a race, which is a race, that is a race. maybe i lost some nervous energy lah..after the math test earlier on. ahhahaha goodness i had no idea what i was graphing out and my hands were shaking uncontrollably even though there wasn't much moving air.
anyhow, haha it's 12 ;D this will probably be the last time i'd stay up till midnight. so i better sleep now. oh no. i think my dad's gonna trash my sis real bad. he sounded really angry on the phone on his way to picking up her. oh no oh no.i had two major qns thrown at me few days ago: 1) join track? (there was a possibility i'd train alone)
2) rj?ac?
the former wasn't really a qn actually..i've always wanted to join track. and i'm not gonna care abt the latter.
to mr ng, natls to me was: a sigh of relief...joyous ...happy....that every thing you (i) did paid off in the end.
how true :) and there's a reason i'm only publicising it here not anywhere else. i'm sensitive to how the rest of the team will feel when they read this.
and with this, a closure to my last secondary cross season;(hopefully not e last),
It's so unbelievable,
I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall