Thursday, August 23, 2007
today is a very memorable day. it's not a big bam boom! event that took place. no nth of that sort. just a quiet ceremony that didnt mean more than an obligation to me initially. but after reading an email (from andre), smth struck me and hey, i shld be taking this seriously.
so, what is it? well, to cut the long story short, this morning was the handover of...sv leading or whatever you call it. anabel passed the baton of leading sv to weixian and myself. very quiet affair. anabel went up, talked a bit and said that weixian and i will be leading next, then got everyone to pray with her for two of us. it was empowering...(though i admit i wasnt listening very muggeringly) halfway during the prayer, i felt a hand on my shoulder. realised it was weixian. that touch was...so sincere ,so heartfelt. every christian do have a responsibility to be vessels of the Good news. but, then, it dawned upon me that now the responsibility of making an impact in this secular school is much greater. and were you kinda 'pushing me to the task' Lord? ha..sorry. i must learn to trust more. i really pray that i'll be able to accept my task requirements though. andre and i have the same views on this.heh. and the mg senior i talked to a few times in school.
i was rather...sian diao tdy. plus i got vip invitation. -.- rachel sent a very encouraging sms though.was v touched. then during break, raechelle, candy and i had quite a...deep talk. very extremely grateful for that :) i enjoyed it.the sincerity and trust that is.. ha. talking abt rachelle, she said she found my blog.but nvr tag. haiyoh.
after sch,yingfen,angel and i studied.(oh my what am i doing?!why am i recounting my day) miss them man. hahaha.. introed them to cat and edward. hahaha...screwed up. and that wongli can squirt water!so fascinating. but not on me.zzz.
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY! to the 3rd guy
before i left for home i saw cat with meily. saw 6D class photo. hahahahha why do all the class photos i've seen so far have at least one siao ding dong. so wasted lah. meily said thad was away on some phillipines or indonesia trip. i feel v bad for putting these two countries tgt.explanation will not be offered.
i'm prob doing that cos i wanna acknowledge my rj friends....?hmmm probably..realised i havent done that before.i thinik. ohwells, i've done my fair share of blogging.
wait! junlong just reminded me. rj\s new overhead bridge is finally constructed! done, furnished and very pretty :) i was so excited while crossing it. even while climbing the THREE flights of stairs.had this extra energy and spring in my steps hehee.
ok NOW i am done. i'm quite excited for tmr. gonna run at mrr!!after so long. with edward. he's trg for sub9 by nextyr.that crazy freako. but i must be supporting as a FRIEND. i thought of whether i shld bring him to e crazy 10k route.hahahaha..but after much deliberate thought, i realised that i doubt i myself can do it now.
yo c, i wish you'd talk to me abt what you talked to her abt man. rmb that night?you said we'd be there for each other. maybe you dont feel comfortable telling me such things...but hey, the love for my, no our, team is there. and my purpose is meant to be there for you.to support you in whatever decision you make. and personally.i want to know your thoughts.i want to be there to be your emotional, physical and esp (as you said) spiritual support. i wldnt dare to tell any of these to you.but i wish you;d know how i feel as well.
so, what is it? well, to cut the long story short, this morning was the handover of...sv leading or whatever you call it. anabel passed the baton of leading sv to weixian and myself. very quiet affair. anabel went up, talked a bit and said that weixian and i will be leading next, then got everyone to pray with her for two of us. it was empowering...(though i admit i wasnt listening very muggeringly) halfway during the prayer, i felt a hand on my shoulder. realised it was weixian. that touch was...so sincere ,so heartfelt. every christian do have a responsibility to be vessels of the Good news. but, then, it dawned upon me that now the responsibility of making an impact in this secular school is much greater. and were you kinda 'pushing me to the task' Lord? ha..sorry. i must learn to trust more. i really pray that i'll be able to accept my task requirements though. andre and i have the same views on this.heh. and the mg senior i talked to a few times in school.
i was rather...sian diao tdy. plus i got vip invitation. -.- rachel sent a very encouraging sms though.was v touched. then during break, raechelle, candy and i had quite a...deep talk. very extremely grateful for that :) i enjoyed it.the sincerity and trust that is.. ha. talking abt rachelle, she said she found my blog.but nvr tag. haiyoh.
after sch,yingfen,angel and i studied.(oh my what am i doing?!why am i recounting my day) miss them man. hahaha.. introed them to cat and edward. hahaha...screwed up. and that wongli can squirt water!so fascinating. but not on me.zzz.
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY! to the 3rd guy
before i left for home i saw cat with meily. saw 6D class photo. hahahahha why do all the class photos i've seen so far have at least one siao ding dong. so wasted lah. meily said thad was away on some phillipines or indonesia trip. i feel v bad for putting these two countries tgt.explanation will not be offered.
i'm prob doing that cos i wanna acknowledge my rj friends....?hmmm probably..realised i havent done that before.i thinik. ohwells, i've done my fair share of blogging.
wait! junlong just reminded me. rj\s new overhead bridge is finally constructed! done, furnished and very pretty :) i was so excited while crossing it. even while climbing the THREE flights of stairs.had this extra energy and spring in my steps hehee.
ok NOW i am done. i'm quite excited for tmr. gonna run at mrr!!after so long. with edward. he's trg for sub9 by nextyr.that crazy freako. but i must be supporting as a FRIEND. i thought of whether i shld bring him to e crazy 10k route.hahahaha..but after much deliberate thought, i realised that i doubt i myself can do it now.
yo c, i wish you'd talk to me abt what you talked to her abt man. rmb that night?you said we'd be there for each other. maybe you dont feel comfortable telling me such things...but hey, the love for my, no our, team is there. and my purpose is meant to be there for you.to support you in whatever decision you make. and personally.i want to know your thoughts.i want to be there to be your emotional, physical and esp (as you said) spiritual support. i wldnt dare to tell any of these to you.but i wish you;d know how i feel as well.
Sunday, August 19, 2007
today. i'm rather...moody upset whatever as i told chris. and i think it's more than partially due to the sudden realisation, actually more subtly than suddenly, that expressing myself through words, through a wide range(or of whatever i had then) of vocab is becoming like maggimee. ah...this is gonna be my first post since that incident without mentioning thaddeus! oops i just did ._.
(i was talking with someone just now abt him..for a v brief moment.and hey twas not tht bad. life is unpredictable...that's true. but that'sonly from a human's perspective)
so yes back to wallowing in self distress. i cannot express myself adequately and properly anymore! so sad. just now chris talked to me online and said something like 'hello i decided to pop by :)' i wanted to give a witty reply but my goodness, nth came to mind. that is how out of tune i am with myself!or w whoever. ah well liverpool's playing tonight against chelsea. and it's more exciting this time cos i just made a chelsea friend.
hmmm, i read a very meaningful quote just now. "Life is like a pencil without an eraser." i wanted to start blogging again.. get my writing instincts flowing from scratch but. aiyah it's 11pm. so maybe i'll prac again another day.
btw nngi, what does nngi mean? and whatever it is i've done that's bothered you, yes we wont talk for another time soon but when we do again, please let me know?..thanks. btw, a short update on my life, i've abt 36days to promos.. your exams shld be abt now right..all the best man..
caijing, it'll take abt 5 yrs of friendship to get a drift of what friend is saying...yet it'll take more than 5yrs to know what friend means. ha.. :) hope preparations for a levels been good :)
sat,sun...two good days i look forward to. no it doenst give me the energy supply to last the week like they used to but rather the peace that i need.\
God's presence, faith, peace, promise. the 4 anchors.
Faith doesnt argue against reason, faith brings you beyond reason.
(i was talking with someone just now abt him..for a v brief moment.and hey twas not tht bad. life is unpredictable...that's true. but that'sonly from a human's perspective)
so yes back to wallowing in self distress. i cannot express myself adequately and properly anymore! so sad. just now chris talked to me online and said something like 'hello i decided to pop by :)' i wanted to give a witty reply but my goodness, nth came to mind. that is how out of tune i am with myself!or w whoever. ah well liverpool's playing tonight against chelsea. and it's more exciting this time cos i just made a chelsea friend.
hmmm, i read a very meaningful quote just now. "Life is like a pencil without an eraser." i wanted to start blogging again.. get my writing instincts flowing from scratch but. aiyah it's 11pm. so maybe i'll prac again another day.
btw nngi, what does nngi mean? and whatever it is i've done that's bothered you, yes we wont talk for another time soon but when we do again, please let me know?..thanks. btw, a short update on my life, i've abt 36days to promos.. your exams shld be abt now right..all the best man..
caijing, it'll take abt 5 yrs of friendship to get a drift of what friend is saying...yet it'll take more than 5yrs to know what friend means. ha.. :) hope preparations for a levels been good :)
sat,sun...two good days i look forward to. no it doenst give me the energy supply to last the week like they used to but rather the peace that i need.\
God's presence, faith, peace, promise. the 4 anchors.
Faith doesnt argue against reason, faith brings you beyond reason.
Thursday, August 09, 2007
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uST5KiWrgFs
http://xiawubei.wordpress.com/2007/08/07/in-loving-memory-of-thaddeus-chong/
http://flyfishingsg.proboards38.com/index.cgi?board=Announcements&action=display&thread=1182958736
stuff to read.quite interesting. i dont know how many times i've read it but always brings new perspective when i do
ytd was....... love singapore. the day of his power! i cant seem to rmb what was the opening song but it started things on a high note! the choir was really colourful. the atmosphere so lively, energetic yet...meaningful as shawn put it. glimpse of heaven. beautifully awesome. felt so much of God's presence. the videos were impact ful too. "different voices, one story. they've come to have the story written. are you going to do your part?" or smth like that. okay i dont really know how to put experiences into words so i'll end there. one last thing to add. go for next yr's love singapore! an experience nvr to be missed !
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyheJ480LYA
http://xiawubei.wordpress.com/2007/08/07/in-loving-memory-of-thaddeus-chong/
http://flyfishingsg.proboards38.com/index.cgi?board=Announcements&action=display&thread=1182958736
stuff to read.quite interesting. i dont know how many times i've read it but always brings new perspective when i do
ytd was....... love singapore. the day of his power! i cant seem to rmb what was the opening song but it started things on a high note! the choir was really colourful. the atmosphere so lively, energetic yet...meaningful as shawn put it. glimpse of heaven. beautifully awesome. felt so much of God's presence. the videos were impact ful too. "different voices, one story. they've come to have the story written. are you going to do your part?" or smth like that. okay i dont really know how to put experiences into words so i'll end there. one last thing to add. go for next yr's love singapore! an experience nvr to be missed !
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyheJ480LYA
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