http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zCdZwitrNoY

shared by clar.

anyway debbie is a really special person to me. we were from the same sec sch, we share the same humour (great plus point for me heh), we're ard the same height, great sense of humour, lovable smile, mature when needed....etc etc... :) 'okokokok let's play blind mice!', 'get into the car robin!' , ' OK!' , ''convertible' bus' etc etc.......................

i am here for i am sad. but whatever, it's time wasting to be sad man :( and energy zapping.

i'll try my best nvr to be late again. not for trg, for outings, for meeting with friends, nothing!

anw i dreamt abt someone really unexpectedly ,sad dream. and when i woke up, things went back to normal .but then i felt tears roll down when i blinked. it was scary man...but it felt nice.... =/

in some sense. maybe because crying is a sign of sadness. sadness is an emotion. i've been void of real emotions for a long time.

happyness is an emotion, and i'm glad God gave us such an emotion, that i've experienced.but it isnt like...sincerely happy? i rmb going to tanglin one night w daddy and rach and ryan and slping jan! cos daddy wanted to show ryan the 'snow' (foam in sg). but by e time we went there, the snow stopped its productions. so then we just played with the remains for a while, washed our feet then went back. daddy kena sa-man. hahaha. i was happy that night.cos daddy then drove us to orchard and we walked along....... the fountain place in orchard. ha i cant rmb the name now.but it's somewhat like 'Suntec City'. i'll edit that later. but anw there were many performances, lights :D, and all things fun. and the best part, i knew no one! so i became really annoying:D and janell piggybacked me!!! hehheh.it was really fun. i pgb her too so it was fair and sq.i like such random family outings. i'd love it more if she came willingly and played along with us stupidly too.

yup, okay the place is Takashimaya. =p . such is the life man...not one of rushing from one activity to the next, like how my life is now.

and btw, i'm trying to find my fit in religion again. okay not really religion. but more of relationship with God. they say christianity aint religion but a relationship yes? yup, so that.... i'm finding no rush though =x just praying and asking Him to do it in His time. (somehow i feel like i'm distorting His words. ah well.. running tmr)

Artist : Tristan Prettyman feat. Jason Mraz
Title : All I Want For Christmas Is Us
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what to get the girl who has everything
all i want for christmas is you
heres my list i checked it twice
wasnt good wasnt bad
i was naughty & nice
i've had my eye on you all year long
now i know for sure
wouldn't even have to try you on
no need for gift return

it's gonna be a cold winter
but i wont need the heat to keep me warm
as long as you wrap yourself around me
on christmas morning
and weather its now or later
as long as its before you go
my love is always in your favour
and now you know that all i want for christmas

sweet like a candy cane hanging from the tree
i will stripe you red & green
when you hit me like a sugar rush
dont care for the other stuff
this season, you're all that i need
they say that wishing for you
is like wishing for snow in california
but you know that i could prove them all wrong
cause my love is true i simply adore ya

it's gonna be a cold winter
but i wont need the heat to keep me warm
as long as you wrap yourself around me
on christmas morning
and weather its now or later
as long as its before you go
my love is always in your favour
and now you know that all i want for christmas

i can say that ive been good all year
im makin' resolutions to get you here
and if it means being better than whatever no sweat
well i bet my halls that i deck for the cause
& santa clause, he knows what my intentions are
even dismissin' misletoe so i can get to know ya
first of all we're singing oh my god
you're the reason that i decorate my yard

it's gonna be a cold winter
but i wont need the heat to keep me warm
as long as you wrap yourself around me
on christmas morning
and weather its now or later
as long as its before you go no
my love is always in your favour
now you know that all i want for christmas
all i want for christmas is us

http://youtube.com/watch?v=mz-Jk1FKRYY

:):):):) aww i love their voices and the way they sing.....

blessed christmas everyone!

and happy happy birthday to daddy :)thanks churchies for coming over to celebrate bday with daddy.i dont know if my dad's happy cos real men like daddy dont show feelings so freely.but i feel so pleasantly surprised and touched and O.O this cant be for me!for my daddy when he walked in from the kitchen and was greeted by his kids' church friends singing bday song for him.

happy bday weeteck and natalie too!

go watch prettyman and mraz sing that song !

:) when i dont think abt the blacks but abt the whites, all i can do is smile :)

i want to be a good and happy girl next yr.

i heard this from somewhere... about great achievements, great love, great passion, great etc , they all require great effort . and what else ?icant rmb hahaha. i'm going to debbie's for christmas party ! kevin's. derek's. renee's. i'm going to (aunt) renee's for christmas party! oh my next time i shld totally organise a party and pple can say ,' i'm going to tiffany's for dinner'.

Love is when-

When my mom makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.

When you tell someone something bad about yourself and you're scared they won't love you anymore. But then you get surprised because not only do they still love you, they love you even more.

I stood,
and then I went back.
Is this what I want it to be?
Is this meant to be?

I danced the tango, I skipped to the beat.
I was happy, satisfied-
until you came into my life.
You threw the rope at me, you spun me around, you tripped me.

Anxious, surprised, I quicken my steps
Aroused, startled, I moved with you.
No, i could not have stopped
for the show has to go on,
the show has to go on...

Is this what I want it to be,
is this meant to be?

I stretched, I shouted, I breathe.
I am happy, I don't believe it.
I am happy; I feel happier.
I screamed for joy, you stood there
miles away and smiled in content

That smile...so enchanting
it left me desiring to see more of it
But the crowd calls for us,
They cheer, they call for encores
A good show put up indeed

To you i look at, Hey there
In white and a hat
I took a step back,
Your soul, to me you bare

Lack of amibition and drive
Am i prepared to go the distance?
To forgo my tea?
Oh, sir, i wish you never left...
I wish I stood up for what my childhood's dreams were

Is this what I want it to be?
is this meant to be?
No, she's right.
It's eventually for me,
to put it properly-

For His Kingdom's cause
When you're down to nothing, God is up to something.

it's 12 now. took that long to write this thinggamini.and they dont mean anything .just random phrases plucked from the lit-deprived mind, inspired by random prose read throughout the night, put down to words things.

ric; broken & beautiful. says:
hey!
ric; broken & beautiful. says:
join me!
ric; broken & beautiful. says:
passerbys rock...make love not war
i tink u're cute i wish i could create a clan actly... says:
hey HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
ric; broken & beautiful. says:
plus u can watch the fight and eat popcorn at no risk of getting hurt

+ No guts No glory has been added to the conversation.

i tink u're cute i wish i could create a clan actly... says:
we've another friend
i tink u're cute i wish i could create a clan actly... says:
HAHAHAH
+ No guts No glory says:
haha
i tink u're cute i wish i could create a clan actly... says:
ric; broken & beautiful. says:
hey!
ric; broken & beautiful. says:
join me!
ric; broken & beautiful. says:
passerbys rock...make love not war
i tink u're cute i wish i could create a clan actly... says:
hey HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
ric; broken & beautiful. says:
plus u can watch the fight and eat popcorn at no risk of getting hurt

i tink u're cute i wish i could create a clan actly... says:
thats what happened before you came in
ric; broken & beautiful. says:
hahaha
ric; broken & beautiful. says:
i aso asked him
(cat pic) ric; broken & beautiful. says:
lol
(cat picture) i tink u're cute i wish i could create a (it's a pic of a dog) clan actly... says:
nice
(cat pic) (dog pic) + No guts No glory says:
helpless citizens

hahahha what the... looming war it has to be when i'm just abt to leave.cant put my peacemaking skills to good use. darn. what's going on is janniza n friends have some sheep club. nat and gang has some cat gang, which ric, no guts no glory and i think youre cute have been pushed into...until e latter three defied and created their own dog clan. screw, it's so messy.

Ray says:
Tired Tiffy Tries noT To be Tired buT yeT sTill Tired
Ray says:
wahahah ok that was random
Ray says:
maybe cause i a bit tired also
Ray says:
HA HA

HAHAHHA. it's either me... or i'm finding everything tonight very amusing.

Spoken to her, she is fine with, but she list 2 conditions:
- no cooking in house, as she wants everyone to relax and enjoy, no fuss.
- must be grand, as this is her 80 birthday.

on my grandma's 80th bday ,1st jan (so cool right :D) i love her so much. we're like buddies now! last time i was scared of her.

okay so anyways. i'm leaving for genting tmr to fri with family.and ahma and wai po.okay that's it. i'm going crazy tonight.

went to pasir ris shopping mall tdy.quite an interesting place. thanks =p and i ran at kallang tdy. OH MY GOODNESS YES. well, so from e last incident(like 12mths ago or so), i've started looking down a lot more agn when i run. and this time.EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. IT WAS like this ko-mo-do dragon thing.or isit lizard? it was huge. but it's in the shape of a lizard. THE HEAD.was freaking cut off or sth. damn grossssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. grosser than stepping in mud. no not cut off. like, sliced off but not entirely so the head is connected to the body by the last bit of meat.blood. stray strings (or maybe you call it arteries or whtever). sick. and i was actly looking at the natl stadium at that time. thankfully i saw the thing, move away and not let beautiful shoes touch them. this thing is 2 times worse than e dead bat .

okay i'm gonna end off here. i think i know why i'm feeling so jittery and trying to do everything now like it's the last day of my life !cos i'm very scared i wont make it back to sg. it's this really strong feeling, predominant. maybe cos of thad. ah whatever. till then !