Friday, May 29, 2009

today i watched a boring show but something struck me

Love is not a feeling, it is an ability.

ohh...feel the cheemness~

(maybe i really do sound more down these days. i'm fine. affected by some shit but it's the same shit all the time and i do get on with life.so yes i'm fine. good. )

maybe there's truth to it, if things or people don't/can't/won't work out, then just avoid/ignore etc lo...... zz. I_I :*

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

what really matters to me,
now seem to cease existance

when i turned away from you i knew that was it.

waht does it take to have a better tomorrow?

Monday, May 25, 2009

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7PVWi-I4Uks

that's the song. this version of the song is so much better than the one that janell's friend send to her. nice one.

http://www.danbrown.com/novels/davinci_code/faqs.html
whoa. angels and demon is fantastic. super good show.it looks so real lah.doesn't look that fake. guess it's attributed to technology~ wah. it's really good. i must go check out his other books. this plot is like .whoo~ damn fun to talk abt it. come come, discussion

anw my dream is abt ....something so i prob wont forget it anytime soon. so i can talk abt it another day. i aim to finish boys over flower today. and i WILL.
this is . lol, a streak? maybe can win .

ytd i wanted to come home and proclaim 'wah, since friday, i've lost/disappointed/argued' with 3 people are very close to me. who mean a lot to me........
today the streak conts! 2 more.

is it really me? ytd my counsellor say it is. but DONT GIMME THAT.

cos your heart is on the floor and you need a way to come back. lol just kidding. i like that girls voice.. i . will never forget the day i went to captain grace's hse and got drunk on yi mian tang. which caused a series of events. and eventually having someone laugh at the way i sing.... wah. you scar me man. scar me real bad..

i hope i dont forget my dreams. i will talk abt them later. i got 10 min to reach hawparvilla lol.

hi caijing. you bullshit me all the time but i hope you enjoy reading runs end, running doesn't. you study in australia abt psycho for abt 2 mths alr right. analyse me leh. what's up with me?

Sunday, May 17, 2009

can you be so disturbed by something it becomes an extreme fear to you ?
you know the meaning of foreshadow? i look at this blog and read the previous post and it's how i see the meaning of it.

i first learnt of that word in sec4 when mbong went through the book ENEMY OF THE PEOPLE. how people's quotes became a foreshadow of the future.which were damn subtle i couldnt catch on. i thought it was just a play, it is bullshit. it cannot be real -

when i see the pretty little girl's photos in the vast greenery background i tell myself: i MUST stop. this is not fair. this is not right. this is not meant to be. this is what a "miracle" is. and stop i will.

...
when i close my eyes, it's you i see
......
i'm not alone, i'm not alone .

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

i ran to the collumbarium with dad. as i looked at the rectangles, i think to myself how sad it is to have your ashes alone in a box and not be accompanied by another person's ashes

those set of raisins are to be trayed in packets of six. you know how much it has been aching to look up at the sky?

Saturday, May 09, 2009

i'll take you for who you are
if you take me for everything

http://www.lyricsdomain.com/19/sick_puppies/all_the_same.html

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=okjxe8VWQPo
acoustic version: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D3ObnWWdi40

for once i dont have a preference over the acoustic version~

i got a lot of things to do today. 1) eat dinner with smart people 2) make new ezlink card 3) buy garfield toy for mother. garfield very cute meh? =/ zz

btw. i got facebook. add me. tiffany tan.