Wednesday, February 24, 2010

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YLS29AE6rqw

another version of whole new world. katie and peter. (??) i like this whoel thing...the whole feel to it..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M3oMAVzpgkU
words. bee gee !

did 1500km swim. 3laps * 10. haha it 's KINDAAAA management psychologically like that...

on to more impt news

JANELL GOT FIRST FOR ACJC CROSSCOUNTRY

wah......... her alr famous stature just shot to further fame...... hide my face.
must show more respect for her alr.... *bows*
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J3pKbSuXLeA
nick lachey's what's left of me


he is here singing a whole new world. damn nicee!!! (but...dont really like how jessica is singing here...)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iATdIHvXfTo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Q-2TAfM3Fg FATAL BEATINGS ROWAN (y)
actly i got no backgrd reason/history/story for wanting to post up pictures. just want to show off how cute my friends are ^^




cat's bday. this pic is titiled 'cats bday. markmarkmarkmark' LOL i dont even rmb who the hell mark is but i rmb we got his number for her bday and wanted to call and ask him to wish cat happybday =p i think mark is a nickname now.... there was nvr a mark...

my bday !super tired . when we were anyhow wore the uniform (refer to rae)


ayg 2009. me jacelyn and priscilla. one of the best moments of my sporting life. damn coooool.
series of '______ of the year 08' 'pics.for whatever we are known foramongst ourselves. and will/have been discussing&laughing abt these characteristics for 2 years running now and i foresee for many more years to come...























(jolene went for some shit)_

these bunch of 6 pple, along with clar&aud, are the two most sig grps of ppl in my jc life. (FYI xc are alr part of my life. dont need say.) thanks to them for tahaning my antisocialness in jc and sticking w me throughout =) [siao lah ..even released my 'i'd like to keep this to myself&not blow it up' issue to them -.-] big hug !

that day(below) was a damn good day for me cos since i gta know rae in 2007 march, i always awaited the day that we 3 wld meet up...and tt day didnt fail me! even though we were...2years late. hahaha.













left picture: teaching annabel how to club in usa
right pic:the most unglam photo of annabel i cld find for that day














some normal pics ( i think)

specs ruL3zxz!
disclaimer: no crosscountry pics in this computer folder...+banana pics so nvr put x(
anyway .
ytd was a moment-ous outign for letty& me. but i dno why. anyway we two were laughing like siao at the canteen alone while talking abt usual shit . haha. the way she talks abt l is super funny...i rly wish that i can be friends with l so that i can bridge the gap.lolololll....what am i saying *smack my head* ^^v
and . i . learnt. something . about how someone viewed me.... i was very very very shocked...stun appalled. cua tio. etc. ohmaanzxz. how?how?i feel like i shld do sth abt it but .idonteven know if i'm supposed to know it! lol. yet . even if i rly do sth abt it ,it's gna be super egoistical of me. but . aiyaaaaaah. damnz. heck.
nus.ntu.nus.ntu.nus.ntu.
LOLOLOLL i'm reading a conversation from somewhere super long ago... ( -.- wth manz...) and i ended a whole longstory abt not being IT savvy with : that's why i need a husband.
HAHAHAH
"not that you've been living a lie, but that you've been trying to live with the truth"
is it possible to go back to the past ? is it what i want ?
if given a choice, i want my life to solely be abt studying&running&e grp of ppl i have a close rship w&earning money now.
lol letty&i were talking abt not getting married. then if we are gna be poor and alone, we'd be damn sad and pple will look down on us and we will be trueblue spinsters. so we must be rich. then our social status will elevate .:. my last point of earning money. hahahah things we talk abt in sch

Friday, February 19, 2010

i'm done with ob!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm alive...... !!! chionged the past.... two days..... kenny, the very first hardworking boy to be discovered from rmit 44th intake ,said that he started it 3 weeks ago.. and also ," whoa you chiong this in 2 days, if you get D (DISTINCTION HOR. NOT D AS IN 50-55), i will pengzzzzzzzzz "



then it hit me. shit. if i get credit... (OR A MERE PASSS...) i will . ... I dno. lose all hope and faith. it will take heck lot of affirmation to get me out of that . wa. sianzzxzzz... but this relevation has not that great an impact on me to want to review my 1612 words . haha.



===> I WILL START ON MY PROJECTS EARLIER NEXT TIME.



the best part of completing an essay is .throwing all my drafts away. grab all the pieces of paper all over the computer table and living room table and throwing it into penguin ^^v hands free!



now, accts on sat aftn and trng at BEDOK on sat morning...and praying fervently abt my stats results... lol... " been trying to study hard since sec sch"



after all these turmoil for hte past 2 days, i do two things to close shop . 1) read that extract and feel happy that i made someone's day 2) listen to 31stjan10.



(when i fell aslp in the living room jst now , even w my jacket on, i was shivering...badly. i was thinking abt ob. last night, i spent 2nd part of my slp thinking abt ob too.. oooohhh shudders. since whn i so hardworking ;) )

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

i
like reading friends blogs but...there are only the handful i will bother to read because i feel the least part of their lives... but 1)it's only a handful 2)they dont blog much. lol

hiding place
what am i doing? i dont even know why i am isolating myself. taht day, in the serenity , in the whole cluster and crowd of it all, i felt at home. i felt peace.so why am i running away from it?

but i'm fine with life now, maybe i shld completely cut myself from it. maybe.

for now. ob. accounts. sianz. 40+ more hrs

see, back to my first question. what am i doing? why am i doing this? to you, and to me? it is unfair to me...but i am just trying to do what i think is being fair to you.. or . will you tell me what to do? pls? you said you will take me in your hand..

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

2009
1500m
"Tan, Sumiko NTU
5:23.00"
"Lim, Agnes SMU
5:32.38"
"Phua, Huiqin NYP
5:32.88"


3000m
"Lim, Elaine NTU
11:32.54"
"Tan, Melissa NUS
12:06.92"
"Zhi Yun, Lin NUS
12:11.03"

(it's here so that if any of these 6 pple decide to search their name on yahoo...maybe they will come here ^^ HAHAHA. HELLO IF YOU DO COME HERE =D)

(today janell taught me how to copy and paste things onto blogspot.com hahaha)

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. biathlon on 13march!! i'm gna corporate swimming into training now.somehow.

today sucks.like every other day because.i.remind myself of how ------ i am. XP

chinesenewyear break (Y) ROCKS RAWKZSZXZXZXZXZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ MY SOCKSS!!
but might have to forfeit a bit of visiting for.... -.- LIFE. thanks.

but anyway .we went to an uncle's hse and we met an acjc boy! walao total pwnage LOL. :

boy's mother : come come. say hello to janell. she is from acjc too
boy: hi
jan: hello. so what class are you in?
boy: sdONE. you?
jan: ..oh.. :) smiles bimbotically. saEIGHT

;) so keutz. LOL

the mother more pro.

boy's mother: eh so you all just finish orientation right? (expectantly asks the qn .. -.- )
jan: (in the i must honour adults and homour them way . ) oh yeah. last week
BM: oh and got one day you all end so late right? (last day of their orientation) acjc had bbq ah?
boy: (mutters) campfire...
jan: LAUGHS. no no. not bbq. campfire
BM: oh heehehee... yes yes... aiyah bbq and campfire same thing to me lah

drrrrr.... -.-

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RCqFr6sF0jo&feature=channel

to me not knowing that michael was actually that young , "you know, he was actually 20 years old once..."

HAHAHA. walao acjc makes people bimbotic ..... ^^

i'm just waiting for 2012 when jan graduates then i can see how much ac wld have changed her.me&fang actually. aaaahhhh 2010 O.O we wont be alive by then!!the movie say so!! lolololll..

ohyeah. when simpsons(the runners) came over, ahma was damn friendly to them. she came over a few times to TALK to them hahahah (actly talk to me but make general conversation abt me so the rest can relate also lah ). say complaining things example "wa, this girl ah hokkian girl also dno hokkien. jia gan tang" etc etc etc. and kept whacking me.(ouch to sunburn :( ) so cute. =) really was in pain but as long as you love me (aslongassheishappy)

today went to bainian (when laine sms me that word i thought that was her address lol) at yeoghurt factory.( HA i like that word.. ) and kena suan like siao. 1) pimple 2) eyebags

kena sai.

ohhhyaaaaa... after SUPER LONG. my friend from orange valley sms me happy new year +'you nvr come back bm' bm is bukitmerah. wa sian... how to tell her i kena pwned by lao ahma last time then too hurt to go back after ... -.- oh wellzxz.

i read newpaper abt how a 18year old BOY met a 41year old GIRL and got married after 4years. LOL. zavier said ,' wth. that is me dating your mum' :| and the thing is that no one is rich lor. true <3 sehx

reading book abt (shit whats her name) a girl that went to war as a boy, like mulan . but she really v siong. her first love happened to join her camp;she was damn happy cos nvr see him damn long alr+she no real friend. so she went to look for him aft her duties but he died on his first day of patrolling. siaaan.. then now she damn heartbroken and want to avenge for him so she gna be secret spy.

lol i will chiong ACCOUNTS AND OB after i'm done with the book!

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

michael buble - haven't met you yet
(the video so cute : ) esp the old pple dancing together part haha )

next

how did i fall in love with you by BSB........bsssssssbbbbbb...
what did i say? ha..

(fyi i got all these songs from chris' ipod. the days of ipod were....how long ago sia.. like mgs that period..yet they were so rare cos i dont dare borrow things for too long.)

anyway, this is random, then again MY SPACE IN THE WORLD,
1) call business - if get good grade for sim, will it help me transfer to their course?
2) call fass- if get a good grade in sim, will it help at all if i apply for fass?

k lah damn late alr. complaining any more than i alr have done abt sim wont help my situation... i will whack. that's what i tell myself. and tell everyone. but in the first place, i dont know the meaning of whack. what is it to whack?how do i whack ,studies?? oh pls, i want a spirit guide...pls tell me how to study .ha... i will work hard. i promise... :(

btw. this sunday aka chinese new year first day .whoever got no plans from 5pm(or whenever actually....), call me! I INVITE YOU TO MY HOUSE.anybody also can. i ask my pa alr. he say ok. come join our family party. my uncle preparing some stuff, gna be quite cool.. and cny aint a day to be spent alone :)

i am damn excited for cny. but... after that got ob ass-t and ACCOUNT TEST.TEST.ETS.ET.SE.TS.ET.S.TSETSETSETS. sianzxz. maybe i shld...hmmm... enjoy myself liberally on... sat..sun...mon....tues night(oh pls oh, i hope we go uncle han's hse. hahaha his hse will be like..personal retreat. resort. plus he is a damn nice guy and ambitious person.)

...

THEN I WILL STUDY ON TUES MORNING. WED. THURS. FRI MORNING.

onz?tiff?
(which reminds me. i'm .gna. do . sth for valentine/time 's day ! HAHA. i know...iknow. so gay. so lame. so dumb. but i'm so excited abt it )

Monday, February 08, 2010

tonight, i actually THOUGHT of being good...for the sake of-.

is this how truly feeling for-is like?

today i talked to two random people in church . shar-line (how to spell?!) and timothy. it was damn awkward leh ...hahahha but ...interesting la. how many times do you actually get out of your comforts and feel awkwardly awkward ?ha. but i cant do this too often or i will be a crab.

ytd 1.5k. wa -.- =/ (awkward moment again) 6.06. zzzzzz or 6.07. arnd there. ya dno why the hell they miss out my name in the results -.- ass...

(i cant copy and paste things here :( -so everything i put in this page is painfully type written out ....) that web down there .looks interesting.but too long for my tired eyes

then nus high girl (my new friend ) was doign the 'make her feel weird' thing...aft a while ,she asked ,'so why you are here? (why are you joining this track event ?) '

so i asked myself

Sunday, February 07, 2010

taylor swift (love story) coldplay (viva la vida) - classic version by jon schmidt

quite nice ah . omg i really like that song.... :( jan said they played it at r&g's wedding but i dno what i was doing upstairs so never see..siannnz

stats tmr. 25% .gta grab (catch) em' all !

Thursday, February 04, 2010

i still believe- hayden panettiere music video (Y)

this song came to mind today on e way home. the lyrics so optimisitc lol

tks wj for the encouragement today

Wednesday, February 03, 2010

another heart calls by .....all american rejects .

i like the lyrics, some parts of guitar play (waaaaaa can reverse and replay those parts 123190210210 times) , and the tune.

but the beat and type of music (rock?) at some parts a bit..weird. and some of e singing.

.:. overall i have to like this song Lol.

have you seen A guitar cover?!?! i thought its lame. but i love this one cos (referring to //graph 2) ilike the guitar playing. this guy talented seh
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A-_m1HENbYk&feature=related
(though he could have done abiiiit more. iknow he can)

WASEHHH. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8IAhNxEW8Qo&feature=related
omg this one (Y)(Y)(Y)
1 LOUDER 2 weird character 3 coolgay shirt 4 gay pants 5 christmas deco
= he makes the song btr .....waaaa....

makes me...want...to...watch BBT. i watched abt 5sec of it just now.. hearing the lead boy's voice v..like..reassuring LOL (Y) show. + HEROES......(claire bennett!!!!!)

i watched uglybetty just now .the bitchy girl is damn pretty ^^ >.< N one of the boys! but he is gay...but at least he is a boy.

, give me sth to live for when life sucks.

learnign abt OB actly makes me learn more abt myself hahh. i must be more indep.

Tuesday, February 02, 2010

http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/o/owl_city/vanilla_twilight.html

owl city songs in acoustic version very nice. but still have yet to find a nice one to copy here..
or (on youtube) "piano man" 's fireflies is not bad.

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OOOH. today, after..... 2010-2001= 9 years. i finally wore THE shirt. the acjc jersey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! waaaa hahha. damn happy. dream come true (Y) ah see, PMA.

the machine to filter out bad stuff and keep the good is still yet to be invented...

sianzzz... today out of desperation i found/made a new pet. pronounced as au-bee.. only my true friends will know what it means LOL.. which is au-bee. sighxxz. ggXx.

owbb will you sing me to sleep? :(