Monday, March 29, 2010
- plays a great role in my life though we have parted ways. He is a man of exemplary behaviour and lived according to what he preached. Never once has he faltered in his convictions-he made it a point to be a good role model to his athletics. When I first met him, I shared with him my goal of going to JC and eventually to a local university. Even though he was just a coach to me, he spent personal time with me after every training to check on my academic progress. When I was on schedule, he praised me for a job well done, when I was falling behind, he reprimanded me. He took my ambitions upon himself as a parent. He taught me many life-long lessons as he guided me along. He also taught me that even as a student, one could learn how to juggle both studies and passion (running)-striving to be the best in all areas of one's life is possible and beneficial as experiential learning for the future ahead. That is not to say that I was a model student; I have my flaws and failed him many times. However, despite all the rejection and rebellion I showed against him, as a strict but loving guardian, he gave me many chances and always eventually brought me on track. He has a great influence in my life because of the many teachings that he has imparted to me through running which also serve as life lessons. Even till now, I still think and reflect upon what he taught me in the past and use them as indicators to keep me on track of my ambitions.
yay now there are two more people i know who appreciate michael buble too. i'm so happy
http://www.fmylife.com/
i like this website. this will be my new hangout. lol. here are my fave ones
Today, my iPhone broke so I went an bought a new one. I then went over to my friend's house and thought it would be funny to throw the old one against the wall. Turns out I threw the brand new one I just bought an hour earlier. FML
Today, my girlfriend's mom married my dad. Now I'm dating my step sister. FML
Today, I was talking to a guy at school I had a crush on for a few months. When I asked him for his cell number, he sent me a 7-line math problem to figure out the last 4 digits. I couldn't solve it. FML (Y) (Y)
Today, my car was stolen. In a desperate attempt to do something while they were escaping, I quickly jotted down the licence plate number. It wasn't until after I called the police that it occured to me that I'd just written down my own licence plate number. FML
Today, I had a strange icon showing on my BlackBerry and I couldn't figure out what the hell it was. I looked everywhere online thinking something was wrong with my phone. Turns out I had a text message. I haven't gotten a message in so long that I forgot what getting one looked like. FML
Today, I discovered fmylife.com. I whined aloud that almost everyone just complained about their boyfriends/girlfriends. My sister reminded me that people have a life. FML
lolol jk. ---- sucks. i want ----- to come here so that we can ask her straight our qns. seriously. you come at the start of the year then just sit one corner?and get the noobs to come stage and talk cock?..you shy then fly all the way here for what??you set the thing then you shld explain what .omg. thanks ah. 5.5k. i really dont mind forfeitting this 5.5k and going elsewhere. lol. i will repay my parents someday
talked to jz kor today. asked him how wedding preps were. (oh yesss i'm going for a wedding in june ) he really grow up alr.lolzz.heard that generally wedding preps were crazy hectic so i cant imagine how he is doing ..(BUTBUT-just in case-he said he is ok.he <3s lyanne~~:)~~) impt point: he wants ryan to be the page boy!!!!!!!!!!arrrrrrrgghhh.i hope ryan agrees.....
i.....i want kitkat .singapore doesn't sell them anymore
http://www.fmylife.com/
i like this website. this will be my new hangout. lol. here are my fave ones
Today, my iPhone broke so I went an bought a new one. I then went over to my friend's house and thought it would be funny to throw the old one against the wall. Turns out I threw the brand new one I just bought an hour earlier. FML
Today, my girlfriend's mom married my dad. Now I'm dating my step sister. FML
Today, I was talking to a guy at school I had a crush on for a few months. When I asked him for his cell number, he sent me a 7-line math problem to figure out the last 4 digits. I couldn't solve it. FML (Y) (Y)
Today, my car was stolen. In a desperate attempt to do something while they were escaping, I quickly jotted down the licence plate number. It wasn't until after I called the police that it occured to me that I'd just written down my own licence plate number. FML
Today, I had a strange icon showing on my BlackBerry and I couldn't figure out what the hell it was. I looked everywhere online thinking something was wrong with my phone. Turns out I had a text message. I haven't gotten a message in so long that I forgot what getting one looked like. FML
Today, I discovered fmylife.com. I whined aloud that almost everyone just complained about their boyfriends/girlfriends. My sister reminded me that people have a life. FML
lolol jk. ---- sucks. i want ----- to come here so that we can ask her straight our qns. seriously. you come at the start of the year then just sit one corner?and get the noobs to come stage and talk cock?..you shy then fly all the way here for what??you set the thing then you shld explain what .omg. thanks ah. 5.5k. i really dont mind forfeitting this 5.5k and going elsewhere. lol. i will repay my parents someday
talked to jz kor today. asked him how wedding preps were. (oh yesss i'm going for a wedding in june ) he really grow up alr.lolzz.heard that generally wedding preps were crazy hectic so i cant imagine how he is doing ..(BUTBUT-just in case-he said he is ok.he <3s lyanne~~:)~~) impt point: he wants ryan to be the page boy!!!!!!!!!!arrrrrrrgghhh.i hope ryan agrees.....
i.....i want kitkat .singapore doesn't sell them anymore
Sunday, March 28, 2010
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l-wJaLftzAM
omg. it is on youtube.everything really is on youtube !! felt so shit but when i watched this on tv ytd it lifted my spirits so much... he is such a good performer.and the song is so nice
You're a falling star, You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.
And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.
And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
omg. it is on youtube.everything really is on youtube !! felt so shit but when i watched this on tv ytd it lifted my spirits so much... he is such a good performer.and the song is so nice
You're a falling star, You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.
And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.
And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
it's so ......... arrrrhhh. i can imagine(we are entitled to all dream) buble goign home and telling his girlfriend (or wife) ,hey abt that song ,i was thinking about you when i wrote that asdlkfjaksldfjaksdfsdfzzzzzzzzzz lol
watched some mediacorp eng movie ytd too.which wasn't that bad cos of that half angmoh actress who totally blew my mind away with the way she carries herself in the show. i want to be like her when i grow up. my role model
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
yes
ah, went to bedok today for inter sch cross. met tmk who reminded me abt schs.he said, "yes i strongly agree that you transfer. the standard of education there is much higher. study very hard in mis and show them that you can do it." while i was hopelessly taking video aft pic etc i realise that it is so difficult to capture the true essence of these runners.it makes me feel so hopeless and desperate yet in awe of the complex simplicity of running.
b o sian. ob tmr.
c i rly dno how to go abt this.. dno if you are still angry at me...
d hmm if i've ever made you upset .will you tell me plsif so? x(
eee
f (ang) i miss you xP tho you are always (-.-) on the phone
g irlfriend. ryan's. bought him a megahugeass helicopter for his bday! oh come on. first is little kids getting iphone and ipod etc for oneanother ..now this. siaooooo. i got alot of catching up to do with my 6YEARSOLD BRO HAHA
h how do you know if you are pushing too hard or not? lol.very tricky leh.. ytd went back trng aft super long. xxx and zzz were DAMN...screwed up. i think they study too much or sth alr. HAHAHA they talk 99.9%concentrated shit that ....i cldnt think of anything to say. because i feared that anything i said who'd be too intellectual and convo-stifling . lollll. but it was really so nice to hang out with them agn after so long ... :) i could learn to be like them. ^^ (ohhhhh and when zzz saw her boyf she SQUEALED silently "yyy is here!!!" . omggg it was daaaaamn cute... if i were her boyf i'd totally melt or sth lah HAHAHA girlf see me so happy ;) )
i ....I SAID THAT I'D BE HARDCORE. on like....tues or sth! AHHHHH. I AM A HYPOCRITE. MY WORDS HAVE FAILED ME. arrrrrghhhhh. ok muz try to redeem myself.
j this morning .on the LONG WAY to bedok. was so sian so i decided to look at the drivers that ma drove pass. of the 2 that i saw, both of them were crouching towards the wheel (too tall or what ah?) and looked damn sian.like bulldog. the mouth was in the math symbol 'intersection' (inverted U) sign. i felt so....disturbed and ....overwhelmed. then a thought struck me - i want to give people meaning to their lives. suddenly i felt so at peace. like i finally know what i want to do in life (-.- lamez fine shutup lol) but it's so vague. i decided that it has to be in the aspect of joy, happiness. because such emotions are so childlike and simple yet difficult to 'generate'. even if it's for 5seconds. yeah. that's it. thanks
all said, in my abcdefgs, (which was tough hah) ,thank you for today. and for ytdn ight. and for people,no matter in the thousands or tens or ones, to share my joy with.
mummy's bday tmr!!!!! 43 years old.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9-FVVxaNoWs&feature=related
ah, went to bedok today for inter sch cross. met tmk who reminded me abt schs.he said, "yes i strongly agree that you transfer. the standard of education there is much higher. study very hard in mis and show them that you can do it." while i was hopelessly taking video aft pic etc i realise that it is so difficult to capture the true essence of these runners.it makes me feel so hopeless and desperate yet in awe of the complex simplicity of running.
b o sian. ob tmr.
c i rly dno how to go abt this.. dno if you are still angry at me...
d hmm if i've ever made you upset .will you tell me plsif so? x(
eee
f (ang) i miss you xP tho you are always (-.-) on the phone
g irlfriend. ryan's. bought him a megahugeass helicopter for his bday! oh come on. first is little kids getting iphone and ipod etc for oneanother ..now this. siaooooo. i got alot of catching up to do with my 6YEARSOLD BRO HAHA
h how do you know if you are pushing too hard or not? lol.very tricky leh.. ytd went back trng aft super long. xxx and zzz were DAMN...screwed up. i think they study too much or sth alr. HAHAHA they talk 99.9%concentrated shit that ....i cldnt think of anything to say. because i feared that anything i said who'd be too intellectual and convo-stifling . lollll. but it was really so nice to hang out with them agn after so long ... :) i could learn to be like them. ^^ (ohhhhh and when zzz saw her boyf she SQUEALED silently "yyy is here!!!" . omggg it was daaaaamn cute... if i were her boyf i'd totally melt or sth lah HAHAHA girlf see me so happy ;) )
i ....I SAID THAT I'D BE HARDCORE. on like....tues or sth! AHHHHH. I AM A HYPOCRITE. MY WORDS HAVE FAILED ME. arrrrrghhhhh. ok muz try to redeem myself.
j this morning .on the LONG WAY to bedok. was so sian so i decided to look at the drivers that ma drove pass. of the 2 that i saw, both of them were crouching towards the wheel (too tall or what ah?) and looked damn sian.like bulldog. the mouth was in the math symbol 'intersection' (inverted U) sign. i felt so....disturbed and ....overwhelmed. then a thought struck me - i want to give people meaning to their lives. suddenly i felt so at peace. like i finally know what i want to do in life (-.- lamez fine shutup lol) but it's so vague. i decided that it has to be in the aspect of joy, happiness. because such emotions are so childlike and simple yet difficult to 'generate'. even if it's for 5seconds. yeah. that's it. thanks
all said, in my abcdefgs, (which was tough hah) ,thank you for today. and for ytdn ight. and for people,no matter in the thousands or tens or ones, to share my joy with.
mummy's bday tmr!!!!! 43 years old.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9-FVVxaNoWs&feature=related
Saturday, March 20, 2010
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z-0-stLXg_0&feature=related
guitar play got quite a relaxing effect
it's only in my notebook that he is mine
hahaha :) shes so cute (and pretty ^^ )
FYI i didnt search my name on youtube lolllll..... really.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mKtdTJP_GUI
the dance i found on the newspaper
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HFn92gSFkQA&feature=related
ok gna watch bbt now then go projecting.
tmr lvp shall do us proud
guitar play got quite a relaxing effect
it's only in my notebook that he is mine
hahaha :) shes so cute (and pretty ^^ )
FYI i didnt search my name on youtube lolllll..... really.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mKtdTJP_GUI
the dance i found on the newspaper
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HFn92gSFkQA&feature=related
ok gna watch bbt now then go projecting.
tmr lvp shall do us proud
Thursday, March 18, 2010
TRUE INSPIRING STORY..
WHEN A LIZARD CAN, WHY CAN'T WE?.
This is a true story that happened in Japan.
In order to renovate the house,
someone in Japan breaks open the wall.
Japanese houses normally have a hollow space betweenthe wooden walls.
When tearing down the walls, he found that there was a lizard stuck there
because a nail from outside hammered into one of its feet.
He sees this, feels pity, and at the same time curious,as when he checked the nail,
it was nailed 5 years ago when the house was first built !!!
What happened?
The lizard has survived in such position for 5 years!
In a dark wall partition for 5 years without moving, it is impossible and mind-boggling.
Then he wondered how this lizard survived for 5 years! without moving a single step--since its foot was nailed!
So he stopped his work and observed the lizard, what it has been doing, and what and how it has been eating.
Later, not knowing from where it came, appears another lizard,with food in its mouth.
Ah! He was stunned and touched deeply.
For the lizard that was stuck by nail, another lizard has been feeding it for the past 5 years...
Imagine? it has been doing that untiringly for 5 long years, without giving up hope on its partner.
Imagine what a small creature can do that a creature blessed with a brilliant mind can't.
Please never abandon your loved ones
Lesson from the Story:
Never Say you are Busy When They Really Need You ...
You May Have The EntireWorld At Your Feet.
But You Might Be The Only World To Them..
A Moment of negligence might break the very heart
which loves you thru all odds..
Before you say something just remember..
it takes a moment to Break
but an entire lifetime to make...
dno what the bottom half is trying to say or what the relevance is with the top but . i like the lizard story . omg, it is a good one. PA, STOP HOGGING THE TOILET. I WANT TO USE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
actually now that i got this particular friend , (you know who you are xP ), i'm starting to bcm more reliant on people. doesn't really make sense but that's how it seems to be ... i'm not complaining. just dissing how my loneliness gets to me now .
ok daddy's out of the toilet. bye!
WHEN A LIZARD CAN, WHY CAN'T WE?.
This is a true story that happened in Japan.
In order to renovate the house,
someone in Japan breaks open the wall.
Japanese houses normally have a hollow space betweenthe wooden walls.
When tearing down the walls, he found that there was a lizard stuck there
because a nail from outside hammered into one of its feet.
He sees this, feels pity, and at the same time curious,as when he checked the nail,
it was nailed 5 years ago when the house was first built !!!
What happened?
The lizard has survived in such position for 5 years!
In a dark wall partition for 5 years without moving, it is impossible and mind-boggling.
Then he wondered how this lizard survived for 5 years! without moving a single step--since its foot was nailed!
So he stopped his work and observed the lizard, what it has been doing, and what and how it has been eating.
Later, not knowing from where it came, appears another lizard,with food in its mouth.
Ah! He was stunned and touched deeply.
For the lizard that was stuck by nail, another lizard has been feeding it for the past 5 years...
Imagine? it has been doing that untiringly for 5 long years, without giving up hope on its partner.
Imagine what a small creature can do that a creature blessed with a brilliant mind can't.
Please never abandon your loved ones
Lesson from the Story:
Never Say you are Busy When They Really Need You ...
You May Have The EntireWorld At Your Feet.
But You Might Be The Only World To Them..
A Moment of negligence might break the very heart
which loves you thru all odds..
Before you say something just remember..
it takes a moment to Break
but an entire lifetime to make...
dno what the bottom half is trying to say or what the relevance is with the top but . i like the lizard story . omg, it is a good one. PA, STOP HOGGING THE TOILET. I WANT TO USE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
actually now that i got this particular friend , (you know who you are xP ), i'm starting to bcm more reliant on people. doesn't really make sense but that's how it seems to be ... i'm not complaining. just dissing how my loneliness gets to me now .
ok daddy's out of the toilet. bye!
Saturday, March 13, 2010
1 did first sg bi , 1.5k swim +1o k run = ggxx but yay completed it . even got energy at the finish line to be "aw, so cute" for the emcee to recognise ;) haha met so many ppl! including dawns dad.omg damn inspiring moment.LOL like a PRO-KING saying hi to some nubcake. felt so honoured =p
2 realised that i'm prettymucha (moses vs his bro ) "calf " christian
3 kena pangsehed .for prob the first time!!!waaa.thsi ons is real one. not the fake last min cancel outing kind. and my sisters kena conned into charis' dungeon for dno what reason.
4 and .=/ ya wtv. i'm not sad ....just so stone. anw main point of this post is abt a grp i saw on facebook which is damn funny ; "PUT DOWN YOUR PEN" yes, yes.anyway miss,it's not a gun.it's a pen
HAHA
2 realised that i'm prettymucha (moses vs his bro ) "calf " christian
3 kena pangsehed .for prob the first time!!!waaa.thsi ons is real one. not the fake last min cancel outing kind. and my sisters kena conned into charis' dungeon for dno what reason.
4 and .=/ ya wtv. i'm not sad ....just so stone. anw main point of this post is abt a grp i saw on facebook which is damn funny ; "PUT DOWN YOUR PEN" yes, yes.anyway miss,it's not a gun.it's a pen
HAHA
Tuesday, March 09, 2010
Even if the precise cause for canker sores is not clear, researchers think that it is a combination of several factors that contribute to their formation. These include:
Overreaction of the immune system that causes it to attack the healthy cells in your mouth instead of the pathogens
Minor physical injuries or trauma formed due to mishaps, overzealous brushing,hahahahaha, or an accidental bite
Chemical injuries such as those caused by aspirin or alcohol
An allergic response caused by bacteria in the mouth
Diseases such as celiac disease, Behcet's disease, Crohn's disease, and even HIV
hah
1 wait
2 rinse with saline (salt water loll)
3 put baking powder on it and prepare to cry
4 brush teeth and rinse w antibacterial mouthwash often ( :(damn pain while brushing...)
5 use H2O2 to rinse
Vitamin intake, proper rest, stress reduction exercise and good diet can all help. Avoid foods that may produce mouth trauma. Some even suggest potato chips should be avoided by children who have problems with canker sores.
today i slept in the library sofa which was #(@fSDKLFJS comfortable. though @*(#)@KLDJAS weird. hah.. screwed in mind. FINALLY i thought of sth to the acronym. sianzzz
Overreaction of the immune system that causes it to attack the healthy cells in your mouth instead of the pathogens
Minor physical injuries or trauma formed due to mishaps, overzealous brushing,hahahahaha, or an accidental bite
Chemical injuries such as those caused by aspirin or alcohol
An allergic response caused by bacteria in the mouth
Diseases such as celiac disease, Behcet's disease, Crohn's disease, and even HIV
hah
1 wait
2 rinse with saline (salt water loll)
3 put baking powder on it and prepare to cry
4 brush teeth and rinse w antibacterial mouthwash often ( :(damn pain while brushing...)
5 use H2O2 to rinse
Vitamin intake, proper rest, stress reduction exercise and good diet can all help. Avoid foods that may produce mouth trauma. Some even suggest potato chips should be avoided by children who have problems with canker sores.
today i slept in the library sofa which was #(@fSDKLFJS comfortable. though @*(#)@KLDJAS weird. hah.. screwed in mind. FINALLY i thought of sth to the acronym. sianzzz
when it gets too sian i motivate myself by thinking abt the day i will
1 go OVERseas
2 because 1 is so far away, go watch movie and soak in the overseas atmosphere
3 lie on the sofa like a snake and watch liverpool
ok so liverpool is still damn lousy,i dont deny, but amidst the lousyness, i still can see glimpses of the charm that got me hooked 5 years ago. i hold on to those glimpses dearly.
which reminds me of my first arsenal fan i knew frm rj who felt so damn freaaaaking sorry for one of lvp's loss that he actly spared me of his teasings, apologised, empathised and encourage me.lol
it's bad to live day by day right..... haiyoh
does not help that i got ulcer UNDER MY TONGUE now :( grrrrrrrr
might as well proclaim it now ;
how long an ave sgporean brushes teeth : 47seconds
how long to brush to have healthy good clean teeh : 3min
how long i take to brush mine : 5min
(discussion topic for last wk for ob hahahaha)
ya i 'SO FREE AH' to time. hahaha. ipone empowerment.
i shld slp but the earlier i slp, the quicker i've to wake up and...go back to sim.
http://www.lyrics007.com/Switchfoot%20Lyrics/Learning%20To%20Breathe%20Lyrics.html
i feel like .those cartoons with a lot of helium balloons tied to them that they start to float. i try to find my footing but i'm being pulled agnst gravity. i get so caught up in this struggle that ,i cant think straight, i dno how i'm reacting, how i am supposed to. bring me back to earth.
-actly my pertinent issue now is regarding my attitude towards the future. do i really need to study? do i really need to go to nus/ntu? what will i do in the future?
-everytime i think abt j's ambition of being a wedding planner, it encourages me so much. then i go back into the condemning self mode again hahaha :(
the past 3 mondays were bad. is not the first time also , why still let it affect you?so lame.
HA i know what i dont like now. people who ask me all those thought provoking qns and then leaving me hanging after that. what the heck is your problem? you ask me alr then make me think so much then just leave and not try to help?
i asked where the flowers were .
thank God for friends. and for june holidays. i cant wait :) strawberry farm! hahah. but till then....
sg bi
computing assignmennt
exams
sian pon one class costs 104 bucks :( but
i embrace you all ok, ob, computing, accts, stats. get it?i love you <3.will you love me back? dont fail me ,academics...
i hate all these tiger hype. then terry hype. now jack neo's one. wtg nth else to write about ah -.- and channel8 shows.so emo.
ok.enough. snap out of this trance. back to reality. hopefully at least a bit more grounded in my feet. so that i can appreciate my situation now. =)
1 go OVERseas
2 because 1 is so far away, go watch movie and soak in the overseas atmosphere
3 lie on the sofa like a snake and watch liverpool
ok so liverpool is still damn lousy,i dont deny, but amidst the lousyness, i still can see glimpses of the charm that got me hooked 5 years ago. i hold on to those glimpses dearly.
which reminds me of my first arsenal fan i knew frm rj who felt so damn freaaaaking sorry for one of lvp's loss that he actly spared me of his teasings, apologised, empathised and encourage me.lol
it's bad to live day by day right..... haiyoh
does not help that i got ulcer UNDER MY TONGUE now :( grrrrrrrr
might as well proclaim it now ;
how long an ave sgporean brushes teeth : 47seconds
how long to brush to have healthy good clean teeh : 3min
how long i take to brush mine : 5min
(discussion topic for last wk for ob hahahaha)
ya i 'SO FREE AH' to time. hahaha. ipone empowerment.
i shld slp but the earlier i slp, the quicker i've to wake up and...go back to sim.
http://www.lyrics007.com/Switchfoot%20Lyrics/Learning%20To%20Breathe%20Lyrics.html
i feel like .those cartoons with a lot of helium balloons tied to them that they start to float. i try to find my footing but i'm being pulled agnst gravity. i get so caught up in this struggle that ,i cant think straight, i dno how i'm reacting, how i am supposed to. bring me back to earth.
-actly my pertinent issue now is regarding my attitude towards the future. do i really need to study? do i really need to go to nus/ntu? what will i do in the future?
-everytime i think abt j's ambition of being a wedding planner, it encourages me so much. then i go back into the condemning self mode again hahaha :(
the past 3 mondays were bad. is not the first time also , why still let it affect you?so lame.
HA i know what i dont like now. people who ask me all those thought provoking qns and then leaving me hanging after that. what the heck is your problem? you ask me alr then make me think so much then just leave and not try to help?
i asked where the flowers were .
thank God for friends. and for june holidays. i cant wait :) strawberry farm! hahah. but till then....
sg bi
computing assignmennt
exams
sian pon one class costs 104 bucks :( but
i embrace you all ok, ob, computing, accts, stats. get it?i love you <3.will you love me back? dont fail me ,academics...
i hate all these tiger hype. then terry hype. now jack neo's one. wtg nth else to write about ah -.- and channel8 shows.so emo.
ok.enough. snap out of this trance. back to reality. hopefully at least a bit more grounded in my feet. so that i can appreciate my situation now. =)
Tuesday, March 02, 2010
Monday, March 01, 2010
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y7c176UyD70
http://www.lyricstop.com/albums/simpleplan/untitled.html
lol heard it on the radio wa siao gd.but damn emo -.-
today, the best day of the week (cos me and let got 4-1 ,nurra sick, more friends to hang out with lol) , was .... hahaha aiyah ob is such a shit ....subject.... whole day talk shit. discuss abt project also must think in a damn 'how can i smoke my way through' way.
then left with s lam, we two went for lunch. which honestly i was quite apprehensive abt lol Initially lah. the whole lunch she just talktaltklaktlatklaktlaktalk and i sit down there and try to listen with the utmost attentive body language. hearing-ly wise i really listen cos ,common interest or what ah. but was just really very tired ... (FROM WHAT I ALSO DNO. WALAO KENA SAI. 4 DAYS A WEEK SLEEP STILL NOT ENOUGH) hope i didnt give bad impression :/
it was instinct to attribute my weakness to the crap i felt in my stomach. instinctive. only.
ah but wtv. dno
maybe i should stop. drop my count to...three. haha. so this is the excrutiating end, and a beginning to a renewed life of the love i had. (eh fang.... i quote your compo leh loll told you i like that sentence of yours )
but one thing i took away from it today, for the last time, is .do you think that's how He felt? when i tell everybody that i've tried so many times alr and nothing seems to happen, he doesnt seem to reciprocate...i'm sick of it, i'm scared of further rejection. so i am like that now. scared. fearful. hung up the gloves.
is it possible to seek your forgiveness . -. am i dumb
.aiyah. damn it. lol didnt know i cause so much trouble to so many others
had a very long talk with janell ytd. i'm not living my life right.
http://www.lyricstop.com/albums/simpleplan/untitled.html
lol heard it on the radio wa siao gd.but damn emo -.-
today, the best day of the week (cos me and let got 4-1 ,nurra sick, more friends to hang out with lol) , was .... hahaha aiyah ob is such a shit ....subject.... whole day talk shit. discuss abt project also must think in a damn 'how can i smoke my way through' way.
then left with s lam, we two went for lunch. which honestly i was quite apprehensive abt lol Initially lah. the whole lunch she just talktaltklaktlatklaktlaktalk and i sit down there and try to listen with the utmost attentive body language. hearing-ly wise i really listen cos ,common interest or what ah. but was just really very tired ... (FROM WHAT I ALSO DNO. WALAO KENA SAI. 4 DAYS A WEEK SLEEP STILL NOT ENOUGH) hope i didnt give bad impression :/
it was instinct to attribute my weakness to the crap i felt in my stomach. instinctive. only.
ah but wtv. dno
maybe i should stop. drop my count to...three. haha. so this is the excrutiating end, and a beginning to a renewed life of the love i had. (eh fang.... i quote your compo leh loll told you i like that sentence of yours )
but one thing i took away from it today, for the last time, is .do you think that's how He felt? when i tell everybody that i've tried so many times alr and nothing seems to happen, he doesnt seem to reciprocate...i'm sick of it, i'm scared of further rejection. so i am like that now. scared. fearful. hung up the gloves.
is it possible to seek your forgiveness . -. am i dumb
.aiyah. damn it. lol didnt know i cause so much trouble to so many others
had a very long talk with janell ytd. i'm not living my life right.
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