顺筌 says: what hap last week why so fun

tiffany says: I HAD THE CAR....
so it was v convenient to leave (dad went usa)
a lot of things ah

顺筌 says: no leh i saw dear daniel in churchon sunday tell me bout all this tings

tiffany says: he came back on sat! shucks i cant rly rmb hahaha wait hmmm monday i went to mark's hse to himym.. then movie at night (battle: los angeles) tues went for trng in evening only

tiffany says: wed janell's xctry race. and met up with all the jc friends :) thurs met up with rj classmates, then 30min class HAHA, friend's 21st bday dinner fri met up with rj cmates AGN to discuss one of the girl's 21st bdays... then mum's bday dinner

顺筌 says: o the same mum who got married at 21.. wah haps man, all this celebrations wallet not cui ah

tiffany says: sat , met up w jes in the morning~ (PS it's nth nd hahah jst saying like that cos 1 i'm talking w sq 2 i dont rly wna divulge(spelling?) what we met up for) , then went to oriental hotel for stayover

顺筌 says: jes? jessie nicholas chan ah what the heck damn happening la ur last week

tiffany says: till sunday, then coach's shop opening, after tt went for jan's race at gombak for the whole aftn (and omg. i rly love watching races la), then dinner at cousin's hse
YESSSSSSSSSSSS

that's right. hahah. but this morning i woke up at 730am and i forced myself back to reality. to my mundane life ; of a friendless university sch life. i think at this pt i really need to acknowledge, or rather accept, that i have a life partner or boyfriend wtv and his name is called loneliness. i'm perpetually with him. but once in a while, we take a break from each other and i go have fun . i go wild, i indulge in other things and i forget about him. but ultimately, i realise my heart's calling..OR RATHER life comes aknocking agn, and i'm reminded who my one true love is....and so i go back to him even after all that i've seen of the world. yeah. BOO xP

//omg i'm so superficial. hahaha what a 'surface' post. but. i forgive myself. hahahhhaha

ARRRRRRSHHH :( (hahaha) been trying to replace my old blogskin with a newer one.... but i ttly dno all these template settings rubbish :( i copy and paste alr and all that comes out are letters and numbers ^ 9432803982.

lady A: need you now

Whats the opposite of love?
No its not hate, its indifference.

What happens when you pack reciprocation of love?
You hurt.

What drives out hurt?
I learnt it today, and its a sure way...
Fear drives out hurt. Putting yourself in the unknown. Then your thoughts will be tainted with the fear for survival. And you wont be able t dwell in your hurt. And you will forget abt it.

Sophia: Amazing freakin blog here. I almost cried while reading it!

one of the tags. HAHA aww thanks ^^ heheh .LOL who the heck are you now . that psalmist person .... -.-

VERSE 1:
Because I'm so stupid and such a fool
My eyes don't see nobody but you
Even though I know you love someone else
You could never know the pain that I felt
Oh oh oh

VERSE 2:
You probably never think of me at all
And I know we have no memories
But the one who really wants you is me
In the end only my tears will fall

BRIDGE 1:
I stay, you walk away
I stand back, watching you day by day
You can't see that I'm so in love with you
Like the wind you just fly right through (ohhhhh)

CHORUS 1:
There are days when I just miss you so much
There are days when I just long for your touch
"I love you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left crying for you
Once again I'm left here missing for you
Baby I love you I'm waiting for you

VERSE 3:
You'll probably never have a dream of me
And I know I'm in love all alone
That's why we don't really have memories
In the end, I'll make them all on my own
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/s/ss501/im_stupid.html ]
BRIDGE 2:
Love's like a river of tears
That will flow whenever you're not here
Even though your heart will never be mine
It's enough just seeing you smile

CHORUS 2:
There are days when I see nothing but rain
There are days when I just feel so much pain
"I miss you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left wishing for you
Once again I'm left here missing for you
Baby I love you I'm waiting for you

VERSE 4:
Bye, bye, never say goodbye
Even though it's not me by your side
I need you, I just can't say it but I want you
I cannot stop wishing for you

CHORUS 3:
There are days when I just miss you so much
There are days when I just long for your touch
"I love you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left crying for you

There are days when I see nothing but rain
There are days when I just feel so much pain
"I miss you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left wishing for you
Once again I'm left here missing for you
Baby I love you I'm waiting for you

aww this song... finally found the title of it!! i rmb last year when i heard it on uncle johnny's phone and asked chrissy abt 3 times that night what e title of that song was over and over again cos i really wanted to rmb it and go home and youtube it. but i ttly forgot and i tried so hard trying to rmb it that i got so upset with myself i stopped. yay ^^ must get jammy hooked on to things that i like. hahah shes so resourceful <3

damn.... i really super like this song...!! i dont even know what on earth they are saying but the tune is so nice and their voices (Y)

anyway i just heard one of glee's songs in which finn was one of the main singers... WHICH WAS NICE. (i like his kinda voice) but i dont rmb the title

this song is so sad yet . i feel hope listening to this . because you can sing abt your grieve, it means that you are strong enough to face these feelings. and being to face up to this situation, it just brings hope.. that thigns will change for the better.. yeah..

i'm really perpetually tired manzxzxz. and my eyes are goign really nuts. it seems like theres a layer of wtv on my eyes cos my vision seems kinda clouded.. i dno whether my specs are too scratched, or my contacts too dirty.. and when i'm not wearing any of these things, everything is too blur for me to even know if theres anything clouding my vision. but i like walking ard not wearing my specs/contacts hah .

yeah, really hate this state im in. i'm so . nothing. i dont want to be nothing.

..
i rly dont like how she threatens me :/ do you think you hold that important a position in my life? that you can use emotional blackmail against me? the suckiest thing is that .the answer to both qns is yes :( i hate ppl taking advantage of me.

and flower hurt me real bad tdy. so bad that i didnt even wna share it w jammy cos i didnt wna be reminded of it... we nvr had such a 'cold war' before. it was always btwn jam and i. sigh . sucks :(

i've mastered the art of 'switching off' this emotion, of this kind of pain. it was almost instantaneous i almost couldn't believe it. just one question, why do people like to bring up death? is it meant as a threat, as a reminder for people to love them more?

i am always so resolved to prove that it will be the worst decision of your life by destroying myself bit by bit in front of your very own eyes... i don't know what is to be accomplished but maybe sheer regret will eat you up so badly that you will feel remorse so great you would not be able to do anything else... and you will finally know how i have felt. what do you think of that? come to think of it, by then, i would not give a - about what you think. the latter, to you, i promise

if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me, think again, i'll be at the place that we'd meet. jst because, i'm not like any of you..

Jiggles and I were talking .. Ok I'm lazy to delete. Refresh ahhaha

Jiggles was educating me ,AgNNnn~~ yes wtv :p, abt twitter. So anyway tdys twitter lesson was on searching for famous ppls' twitter accts. we decided to try justin bieber cos he's young. When we typed his name, a whole list of Justin bieber accts appeared and I was ttly omg how to know which one..!! @_@ but jiggles just calmly scrolled down and double clicked one of the accts. I was astounded by her intelligence I had to ask "wow! How did you know this is his account??" to which she replied "aiyo omg. You just see which one got his pic and anyhow whack lor. Then you see how many followers he has. You see this one!! 5mil followers. This is def his acct. You think 5 mil ppl will stupidly 'follow' (ok this is another twitter related term..will explain tt anytime when I fully grasp its concept haha) a wrong acct?"

Upon hearing her words, I had a sudden revelation. And I even said it out HAHA I must have sounded so doof. I said "then Christianity must be a true religion. Jesus christ must be real .Because millions of people over the thousands of years all cldnt have followed sth that isn't real "

Yeah. I'm trying to find some way to insert the word brilliant into my post cos I just adore tt word hahaha. Anyways .I'm entitled to say anyth I want here.... Whn I look at recent photos and at the mirror actly , I think tt I look exceptionally fat and horrid looking ahha. My eyes are rly gross looking I dno why. My hair is so dense and flat and shapeless. My face looks like it has ballooned up...

Discovered a BRILLANT show some wks back. Hawhaw but it's Korean. And the girl is like 10 years older than him :/ but I can ttly look past that cos the guy is sooo charming. He just told the girl tdy "I'm gna marry you in 3 years". Omggg ~ hahaha guys with such assertiveness .. Yeah ok I shld stop. I don't wna sound like those ppl tt talk openly abt their dream guys cos it is so weird. Hahaah. Oh crapz mommas bday is coming soon too!!!!

Lyrics:

[1st Verse] You said things you're gonna regret, and I.
I know I will never forget the way, I felt that day.
I'm never gonna second guess that, little voice in the back of my head, it's true. (I know it's true.)
It was right about you.

[Pre-Chorus] 'cause I've given you too many chances.
Now it's time for me to take a stand.

[Chorus] 'cause it's my way, or the highway.
(Never gonna change for you.)
It's okay, memories fade.
(In time, I will forget about you.)
And it's too late, to come back.
I know you don't think I mean that.
But it's my way, or the highway.

[2nd Verse] Every time I look into your eyes...
It's like you're always busy trying to hide, oh no. (Oh no.)
You should probably go.

[Pre-Chorus] 'cause I've given you too many chances.
Now it's time for me to take a stand.

[Chorus] 'cause it's my way, or the highway.
(Never gonna change for you.)
It's okay, memories fade.
(In time, I will forget about you.)
And it's too late, to come back.
I know you don't think I mean that.
But it's my way, or the highway.

[Bridge] I was fine before you came...
Along and stole my heart away.
Loving you was my mistake.
So why would we want to say goodbye, (say goodbye) goodbye...

[Alt. Chorus] It's my way, or the highway.
It's okay, memories fade... memories fade!
And it's too late, to come back.
I know you don't think I mean that.
But it's my way, or the highway.

[Chorus] It's my way, or the highway.
(Never gonna change for you.)
It's okay, memories fade.
(In time, I will forget about you.)
And it's too late, to come back.
I know you don't think I mean that.
But it's my way, or the highway.

Angel.
Spend all your time waiting for that second chance
For the break that will make it ok
There's always some reason to feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction oh beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
They may be empty and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an Angel fly away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference, escaping one last time
It's easier to believe
In this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees

In the arms of an Angel far away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
In the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here

You're in the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here

is it something i must get used to... =/

anyway i got accepted to go nepalllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll :)))

sigh tngt is horrid.

quoting syoung, i need some happy musikkk :(

nth much just that linkin park is gracing f1's race on 25th sept!!!!!!!!!! omgggg. honestly i rather go for that than for switchfoot >.<

does anyone want/knows anyone who wants my switchfoot ticket??? :)))) the actual price is 98$ for FRONT ROW SEATS (!!OMG!!) but i'm willing to pay a bit like maybe at most 10 jst to get them off my hands hahah. they are performing at suntec on the 28th of april, thurs, if i'm not wrong :)))

I.....I.... I....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EEEE! x(

i dont give a POOP about whether singapore is equitable in the way it's being run... what i care about is whether the systems in place are GOOD for the nation or not, whether her people are NOT put at a disadvantaged. who cares about what is 'FAIR'?who even decides what is fair??? do you think freedom of speech means that singapore is EQUITABLE?! (ok pls dont debate and tell me a long story :( it's just a rhetorical question....)

sigh :((( what i'm trying to say is, it does not matter whether the way singapore is run is fair or not... what matters is whether her people are happy or not! life is so short, what matters is whether one's standard of living is comfortable and happy and good.... that's all.... it doesn't matter if things don't seem 'FAIR' or not... as long as one is happy.because that is what LIFE IS ABOUTTTTTTTTTTT.

i've a busy day tdy.... TOO BZ TO SAY WHAT!! HAHAHA