being together
would mean we'll be comfortable with each other
being ourselves infront of ourselves
as if we're just naked together or something (not literally)
like theres nothing to hide
and i don't think you should feel that you need a lot of effort to talk to me
and maybe when honeymoon period is the most ... pda or lovey dovey period
i do agree that definitely is enjoyable
but i really too like the 老夫老妻phase (sorry i feel really old now)

tdy i went out with pal and mameha, and it emphasized how little i know of pal. it actly made me retreat back to my comfort zone... i did that since primary school, retreating from a potential good friend because i see her being chummy with another. i just don't like the idea of 'stealing' someone from another because i wouldn't want that happening to me. i guess a smaller part of me also wished to see PGF fighting for me.. 

anyway, i've been wasting far too many days... not that i regret them because it was stress free, but ,i don't remember much of them either. i'm not doing justice to days that should have significance !

okay, timely playing of 'Dying Young' by Kenny G (its a wonderful lullaby).

//so, should i be thankful to have met you?

am reading something that i know i shouldn't... yet i cant bear to tear myself away from this. (will you treat me the same way? or more, even?) it's interesting that i have had been on similar roller coaster rides too... how then are you able to be like this now? aren't you scared we will hurt each other..

#so know that i should not be talking like this here but..........let me stay in my idealistic world where only i am reading this, and whoever else that do are people that are on different continents and cannot be reached~ haha