have never felt so terrible... hurting someone you love is not rational. and not helpful at all. why would i do that? please grant me some independence...
i'm spent....
a kitchen towel wrung hard
i see that it is still wet
and try to wring out the excess
but no matter how i try
how i try so, so hard
nothing comes out
sorry elly :( sorry for causing much pain...
a drip falls out