All i can think is, i dont want the 10yrs older me to be crouching in a corner one day, quivering and cursing the current me.. For not having the courage and strength to stand up for her.

For myself .

Regret, fear, imbalance, expectations... Dont accuse me of finding every excuse ; i cant deny when i bear the burden of decades of pain and injustice

'Then why am i like this?'

'Maybe, because, the idea of being truly happy scares you'

Do such things rly make sense.

I missed the familiarity, complexity, ... Now what was i gna say? x.x

Pictures commemorating al's first bday spent 'tgt' and 2nd one. I hope we get to spend many more bdays tgt so that i can make up for 1) leaving for aussie on our first time we cld have spent his bday tgt 2) sending a telegram to him for our 2nd time. 

The fourth photo is random. But its so nice, isnt it? The quaint looking door. And the boy posing of course. 

In any case. I hope i get to see you soon..

http://www.sharedots.com/you-won-t-believe-what-he-did-for-his-wife-on-valentine-s-day-109.html

ohmy

'to be able to find someone worthy of your love is extraordinary'

Oncoming traffic

Could almost feel the pull of the red lights

And of tension. 

So when i see white, im like a frightened deer in front of headlights.

:/

it is not all about your feelings. It's about your commitment to one another. 

When I Was Your Man - Bruno Mars (Boyce Avenue feat. Fifth Harmony cover...