I had a discussion with my aircon contractor -

'We will install an a/c at the kitchen and dining room. Not gonna install in the common area anymore as nobody actually uses the place except my helper'.

To which he responded with a laugh, 'so at least you know that your house do so nice is for your helper after'.

And that's how i feel every morning when i gobble down my breakfast to rush off for work and bid my helper farewell and a good day ahead.

In my rawest thoughts -
I want to buy a house for 100k. I take a loan to buy the house. I will work hard to get a stable income for 10k a month to pay off the monthly loan. Finally after 1 year i pay off the house and i achieve my goal.

Now i want a dog, children and a really nice chair. So I need to continue work, and in fact find more jobs, to earn 20k a month to sustain the bigger desires. I cannot afford to spend as much time at home so i hire a helper to help me clean my dream house and chair. So while i work hard to earn enough to support my desires, my helper stays in my dream home and tend to my dog and kids.. while i don't get to enjoy my house, play with my dog nor kids.

but it's not like i want to be a housewife... So my ultimate goal is to work 6 hours a day only so that i can go home and have time to enjoy my chair.