In accordance w my parents' story, im supposed to meet a guy in march whom im gna decide is the man of my life half a year later haha o.o omg. Different generation

I'm not surprised, not everything lasts
I've broken my heart so many times, I stopped keeping track
Talk myself in, I talk myself out
I get all worked up, then I let myself down

I tried so very hard not to lose it
I came up with a million excuses
I thought, I thought of every possibility

And I know someday that it'll all turn out
You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out
And I promise you, kid, that I give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

I might have to wait, I'll never give up
I guess it's half timing, and the other half's luck
Wherever you are, whenever it's right
You'll come out of nowhere and into my life

And I know that we can be so amazing
And, baby, your love is gonna change me
And now I can see every possibility

And somehow I know that it'll all turn out
You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out
[. From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/m/michael-buble-lyrics/haven_t-met-you-yet-lyrics.html .]
And I promise you, kid, I give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

They say all's fair
In love and war
But I won't need to fight it
We'll get it right and we'll be united

And I know that we can be so amazing
And being in your life is gonna change me
And now I can see every single possibility

And someday I know it'll all turn out
And I'll work to work it out
Promise you, kid, I'll give more than I get
Than I get, than I get, than I get

Oh, you know it'll all turn out
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And I promise you kid to give so much more than I get
Yeah, I just haven't met you yet

I just haven't met you yet
Oh, promise you, kid
To give so much more than I get


-:) always reassuring to know about the word 'yet' ... anyhow, i rmb being told tht i shouldnt 'wait for mylife to happen' only when he comes but that is the case for a lot of ppl huh =/ must ditch that mentality away!

I think im just really glad to still be alive ha ha....

Anyw im starting to feel all horrid and what not again... I thought id be more matured abt such things being 22 !!!! Apparently not :( okay, nvm. I must sustain for the next 2/3 wks!! I shld be void of all these by then. :)

Todays cycling for the first time everrr was .

Yes. Its . Hahaha

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To prove how much something means to you, deprive yourself of it and observe how you respond

Dont really like it when ppl merely 'happy vday' me :/ whats the pt? If its meant for the sake of the event then dont bother.. If you wna encourage our friendship, then do so... Show it. All these mere alphabets strung tgt put.me.off

The best thing you can say to a person who is struggling so badly is 'it is okay. It is okay to feel this way, it is okay to be struggling'

I slept at 3am and woke up at 11am. 8hrs!!! Maybe i shld start sleeping late.... I mean, sleeping at 12 and waking up at 10 isnt productive maaaaan

i'm a baby because...

i require 10 hrs of sleep to wake up comfortably. despite such long hours of rest, i still need a nap inserted in the afternoon to keep me energised for the 2nd part of the day.

i still dont dare to get out of bed when i hear disputes.
(do you rmb when you were young and still needed to wake up at 6am for school? more often than not, i'd wake up to the sounds of my parents arguing/talking loudly at each other..i wldnt dare to wake up then because i dont wna be part of their crossfire)

anyhow, i need to write this somewhr but i dont wna remind myself too often about this so it aint gng on my notebk!!!!! i woke up with such a terrible burden on my heart this morning... i know it is for a series of events tht happened the past 2 nights..and a decision made ytd to end the dwelling in misery. while there are parallels, i really feel like i just got ditched by someone (OKAY..that sounded bimbotic but i dno how else to phrase that haaaaaa). so.......SIAN.......may this feeling pass. may i not be bothered by this anymore!

new week, new start!!!

Maybe i didnt want to wake up to a new day... Maybe i didnt want to wake up to reality and leave yesterday behind...

Im too irrational and emotional about this :/