nth much, had dajie-brother time with ryan today.... had a lot of fun walking ard and looking at prettz stuff :) (i think i went a bit overboard at times and made ryan bored...) anyhow, someone asked a kid to call me 'auntie'..... x(( no wayyyyy. ggxx. i dont wna grow old!!!

must remind myself of this day next time if i decide to wear aunty clothes in future... hahaha

anyhow, it's so late and i shld slp but i think i will watch one more of mets! it's really really sad now though :/:(

but one thing i've learnt is, no matter how much hurt is inflicted upon you, life goes on. ...

in the process of learning, there are two points to be remembered : 1) arrogance in knowing the right answer 2) your prejudice in using your own norms to determine things.

a learning not from the answer itself but the deriving of it...

"I hope you find whoever it is you're looking for. And don't let go, once you do." -Zombieland (2009)

Sweeeeet. Somehow pushing away seems like a better option..maybe because it is easier. Less vulnerable

http://jonathanjarvis.com/crisis-of-credit

makes understanding of the financial crisis so comprehensible. jonathan jarvis! -thumbs up

Is it freedom or contentment or the <2 days to the end of exams happiness and comfort im feeling right now...? Hmmm.

ANYWAY. THIS IS GOOD hahahaha! :
"Sometimes in life, if you wanna do something good, you gotta do something bad first." -The Girl Next Door (2004)

itsumo
anata dake no basho ga aru kara

after jan introduced that jap show + memoirs of a geisha, oh and that brief connection over the whole list of countries, japanese doesnt seem like such a turn off anymoer

Gust of cool, cool breeze.. After a while, i just had to put down my notes because it reminded me so much of many overseas experiences. The chill air in perth, the sweet scent of possibilties in korea, a haste breath of humanity in nepal.

Though i was shivering and inappropriately dressed (damn! Missed a chance for pretty winter wear to go for a parade) , each gust of wind was a great reminder of hope and life. That there is so much to life than the microscopic view i currently hold. That life becoming better, it is possible.

If just for that moment... :)

Sheesh, im totally enjoying this insanely cold weather and bouts of rains and thunderstorms. Please dont make fall in love with you :( id be rlyyy sad if-no, WHEN-the sweltering heat eventually takes its rightful place again..

//anyway i watched shes out of my league ytd and damn, ttly enjoyed it!!! The awkward guy was sooo weird yet endearing.. :))) im wondering if i feel so much for him cos i ttly dig awkward guys or cos i see myself in him.. (I really am kind of difficult to talk with.. )

we all want that something to lay our hopes on.. condition: only after it has shown credibility and proven its worth. is that bad?

anyhow..............sm tmr. after that i MUST I WILLLLLL spend the day completing my exchange stuff

One more conversation :

Haven't you written to someone of the future? whether you two have yet to make acquaintances or not...

One day, you'll realise