Adrenaline coursing through my being. Heart pumping so hard and im shivering. From divergent the film

Im craving for some ice cream..,

I....believe so strongly deep down that im meant greater for... 'this'. Please note the irony in that sentence; lol. But its so v easily unleashed-especially when i listen to songs. (Hahaha, omg. So embarrassing.) am listening to a bunch of songs i just added to my phone and i feel so empowered. I think to myself 'screw this shit. Its temporal; bigger things will come'. -i know its wrong, just need to relish and ride on this wave of emotions now ;)

Anyhow, 

Sometimes, i meet someone... And i think to myself,' this person has to potential to break out of the norm' and so i try to help him. When it doesnt work, just move on yknow. Cos you dont wna waste time with someone who wants to be a part of the norm. Esp when hes caught up in it.

Theres something so alluring abt pathways. Havent figured out why..

Bukit timah hill! This landscape reminded me of my time in korea (when i had the view of a hugeass majestic snowcapped mountain during one of my breakfasts), and tasmania /vietnam (when we were having one of our drives/walks , and we'd see a mountain popping out of nowhere at the end of a road. 

The following is for a short recollection of my previous wkend spent at bukit timah hill w the pixies. Ive grown to this bunch of girls. Highly possible because of our similar (SOMEWHAT :x) backgrds and personalities. 

Ok. Back to reality 

All i can think is, i dont want the 10yrs older me to be crouching in a corner one day, quivering and cursing the current me.. For not having the courage and strength to stand up for her.

For myself .

Regret, fear, imbalance, expectations... Dont accuse me of finding every excuse ; i cant deny when i bear the burden of decades of pain and injustice

'Then why am i like this?'

'Maybe, because, the idea of being truly happy scares you'

Do such things rly make sense.

I missed the familiarity, complexity, ... Now what was i gna say? x.x

Pictures commemorating al's first bday spent 'tgt' and 2nd one. I hope we get to spend many more bdays tgt so that i can make up for 1) leaving for aussie on our first time we cld have spent his bday tgt 2) sending a telegram to him for our 2nd time. 

The fourth photo is random. But its so nice, isnt it? The quaint looking door. And the boy posing of course. 

In any case. I hope i get to see you soon..

http://www.sharedots.com/you-won-t-believe-what-he-did-for-his-wife-on-valentine-s-day-109.html

ohmy

'to be able to find someone worthy of your love is extraordinary'

Oncoming traffic

Could almost feel the pull of the red lights

And of tension. 

So when i see white, im like a frightened deer in front of headlights.

:/

it is not all about your feelings. It's about your commitment to one another. 

When I Was Your Man - Bruno Mars (Boyce Avenue feat. Fifth Harmony cover...