listening to 'one desire' again.. going back to church tmr.. after like quite a while. sigh, it's quite intimidating for me.. i mean like, it's so scary to go back to church again after like 20 yrs[that was obviously exaggerated] i'm just 'so scared of the church pple'. i guess i dont really like being alone.. or rather, being in a large grp of pple but with no one to talk to. also, in church, everybody have their own partners, or grp of pple, that they always mix with in church. yea, i got the lovable sec2s..but i'm so extra in there!! i just duno what it is. but i cant seem to talk to them.. i cant find anything to talk to them abt. ok, maybe i can communicate in the grp. however, once i'm with any one of them alone, i'm tongue tied. gahh.. i used to be able to talk to them soo freely.. esp online. can talk a lot of crap one.. things have change now. it's pretty weird, for me that is. oh oh oh ohhhh well

had trg in sch on friday. it was fun =) well, trg's quite fun now...NOW.only for now. haha well, we'll see abt next time. yay!!!!!!! monday's trg is at tuuuuuurrrffff citttty!!!!!!!! boy oh boy! i love that place! and why isnt donald and daffy duck or mickey aired on tv nowadays... stupid air-er. i really miss those shows. where the horrible guy is the loser.. and it always keeps me so hyped up. i really missed those days where i'd be watching those stupidly cute cartoons bouncing ard and laughing and all. i really miss their voices. it's super comical, sweet and cute.
ok i duno what crap i'm talking abt.. but i guess i really like them cartoons. they're so funny

oh well, i'm so bored now so i'm gonna sleep. God bless =)
hahahahahhaa i'm weird

woke up, bathed, brush teeth. sees shoe bag on the floor, rmbs abt e 1st trg we're gonna have after exams.. gosh, i took at least 5-10 min just to figure out.. "what do i bring? ok.. i got my shirt and shoes.. anything else? i know i'm missing smth!!! .... oh yea, my socks!"

that was how my 1st day of trg began.. how nice. trg rocked today man. i really missed the times when we'd just talk a lot of rubbish. missed those irritating sec1s' chatterings. missed the smell of overdensed oxygen at macritchie. who wld have thought a slacker like me wld miss trg. i miss the anticipation of whether i'd do a good run today. i miss the sound of the stamps i hear. i recognise christine's and jing's footsteps when they caught up with me. how much i miss hearing them. i miss the way my lungs are so desperate for air after the race. i miss the perspiration of my body, like a mad dog. i miss the way my hair bounces so irritatingly over my neck. i miss the way my hands swing, in momentum with my feet. i miss the determination look i see on my fellow 'sufferers'. i miss the encouragements i get from my running peeps. i miss the adrenaline rush i get when i try to push myself harder. i miss the last part of the race, where u just chiong like mad and give it ur all. most of all, i miss the satisfaction i get after a good run.

soon, i'd dread those things..which i hope will be a long time from now... 5 trgs per wk. i'd better love running man.

well, in time to come, nationals are coming. tough fight, i'd say. the 6 chosen pple to represent mgs for the competition that is.

just came back from my cousin's new house.. it was so dirty! eeek! my feet are like black now. hahaha he kept having debates with his mum as to the arrangement of his stuff. hmm, also had tkd grading today. i'm a red belter now!! bahh, the colour isnt nice. woah, that red-black belter i spar-red with was super scary man... kick my face and thigh. and e front of my feet was super red after that. think i kicked too hard too. hmm that's abt it. it's getting kinda boring for each passing day since exams are over. pple are going out and cant be bothered to sms haha.. oh well, training's starting tmr. intensive trg is starting soon...like prob next wk?when we get our stamina back. mr ng is sooo gonna know that most of us didnt do our self runs. siggghh.. i just i was just too slack abt it too. and i was supposed to 'set an eg.' shheeeeet. i'm so gonna get another lecture.. my stamina totally went down like crap. i was panting already when i needed to walk up a flight of stairs today when my tuition class changed to the 5th level..from e 4th. grrr... oh well..cant do anything abt it now. i cant get back my stamina in ONE day...sigh. it's all my fault!!!! guess i really deserve a really long lecture..and maybe strip me off my post. i really suck. sheeeesh. actually to think abt it..beating chris and yihui for that post....boy, it's totally an achievement.

exams are over! exams are over! exams are over!

ok fine, i dont feel anything so excited abt it. ohohoh. and i had a SUPER weird dream ytd. eeee why did i ever dream i was there.. when i haven't been there in my life b4! ok nvm.. everybody's blur.

went to watch white chicks ytd. so funnnnnyy. tmr hopefully i can go out w e crossies and watch dodge(dutch)balls =) hhahahaha. stupid joy. bah.. ytd 3 angmoh guys asked van, chessa and i whether we wanted to watch movies since they had some free movie pass. grrrr.. if they didnt give us a shock i'd follow them. but why the heck were they at the projection room area. hmm.. then after that thing, walked around the whole of orchard.met annabelle and celestine then went to that skate park thing and watch pple skate ard. it was kinda fun i guess. just sit down and move our heads from left to right.

hmm.. what else did i wanted to say. arrrghhh i cant rmb. oh yar! i slept from 9pm - 8.30am!! yay!! i rawk man. i was waiting since 7pm for that 9pm show then fell asleep while watching it. grr who ask them not to bring that joe joe come. hahaha.. i only watch that show cos i wanna see him. he's sooo cute. he looks like my neighbour man..singapore idol today!!!! yay.

OH I JUST RMbed what i wanted to say. but it's so sad.. siigghH!!! EVERYTIME i hear she'll be loved. i just think abt that stupid audition -.-" dont worry guys. there're still the outside competitions! rmb our plan for e audition? hahaha.. go to some ulu shoppping centre and audition.

okok i'm off to updating the skylarks (http://www.skylarkians.blogspot.com)
[celestine u better thank me] you've been pestering me abt the blog. hmm ok i'm off to surf blogging or wateva it's called. and i'm gonna say hi to everybody.hi!!! .....

all the best for the results!

this is it. all the best for exams. if you guys ever feel like giving up, dont! cos it'll be over very soon!! aww shucks. then it means HOLIDAYS!!! then the start of a new yr =/ sec3...grrr. oh wait, b4 that, we've to go through the torment of choosing between lit, geog and history. bah. i'm either taking 1/2 lit, full geog or 1/2 hist, full lit. nvr gonna take 1/2 geog or full hist. too tedious. aaahhh...
ok so then, u start a new yr. THEN IT'S NATIONALS!!!!!!!!!!!!! man, it's really fast... i cant wait for our post exam competition! some link run...n X CAMP!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAY!!! ok it might be energy draining w ****sec1s but WHO CARES. k i gotta refocus...

*ponders over lit.. lit lit lit.*

all the best for exams once again!! =) exams rocksssss. besides the studying part of cos.