listening to 'one desire' again.. going back to church tmr.. after like quite a while. sigh, it's quite intimidating for me.. i mean like, it's so scary to go back to church again after like 20 yrs[that was obviously exaggerated] i'm just 'so scared of the church pple'. i guess i dont really like being alone.. or rather, being in a large grp of pple but with no one to talk to. also, in church, everybody have their own partners, or grp of pple, that they always mix with in church. yea, i got the lovable sec2s..but i'm so extra in there!! i just duno what it is. but i cant seem to talk to them.. i cant find anything to talk to them abt. ok, maybe i can communicate in the grp. however, once i'm with any one of them alone, i'm tongue tied. gahh.. i used to be able to talk to them soo freely.. esp online. can talk a lot of crap one.. things have change now. it's pretty weird, for me that is. oh oh oh ohhhh well

had trg in sch on friday. it was fun =) well, trg's quite fun now...NOW.only for now. haha well, we'll see abt next time. yay!!!!!!! monday's trg is at tuuuuuurrrffff citttty!!!!!!!! boy oh boy! i love that place! and why isnt donald and daffy duck or mickey aired on tv nowadays... stupid air-er. i really miss those shows. where the horrible guy is the loser.. and it always keeps me so hyped up. i really missed those days where i'd be watching those stupidly cute cartoons bouncing ard and laughing and all. i really miss their voices. it's super comical, sweet and cute.
ok i duno what crap i'm talking abt.. but i guess i really like them cartoons. they're so funny

oh well, i'm so bored now so i'm gonna sleep. God bless =)
hahahahahhaa i'm weird