this is getting worse. ryan used to have sky high fever temp of abt 38-39.. and..and now it's 35?! what on earth is going on Lord. i think it's really being very unfair to him ok. he did not even do anything wrong. and there u are leaving him to suffer on his own. dont u have any feelings for him?!?!

ok i know God has a plan for him and i shldnt be shouting to Him. but yea, sometimes i feel like God is over doing it.

today was at the coro bus stop and i saw this blind man. he was feeling his way ard the bus stop to the front with his walking stick. really pitied him la. but actually i thought that maybe he was putting on a front so that he could pretend to bump into women and yea. but i dont think he's faking it. i mean, i finally know how a blind man actually goes around taking public transport. he asked a lady next to him to tell him when his bus came. and the lady, a foreigner i suppose, since she has some japanese-like accent, agreed. it's like so wow. i could feel the love of s'pore bursting out of my body. haha..pple are actually so friendly here in s'pore.