talking abt x ytd makes me rethink
i so can wait for training to resume
i dont want to see the tortured faces again so soon
i dont want to do more intervals to kill myself
i dont want to take the first step of a long run cos i'm not allowed, not i dont want, to stop

i hate crosscountry.
hmph.
i'm actually quite pissed at the new yellow fluffy person
just because of him, our training resumation* is delayed
bah. not fair. i want to run again.

*disclaimer:this word doesn't exist. and i know i'm trying TOO HARD to keep identities disclosed x) check out the contrast. i dont make sense at all. cross doesnt even cost one cent anyway.