[anybody willing to be my accountability buddy to meet up occasionally to catch up with our lifes, study, talk, and just slack? x)]
reading about people's lifes are fun. some sympathise with u. some speak to you. some just teach you to appreciate your life more. some tells you that, you know, you're not the only one suffering in this world.

there're people that find blogging about their lifes/thoughts stupid cos 'why do i want others to know what goes on in my life?' but there're sometimes when God speaks to you while you're blogging and what u type may just touch another person's life across the world

(btw if my phrasing of words is wrong, my apologies. listening to music and attempting to write in proper eng is kinda difficult xp)

i'm sorry for being so idontknowthevocab. i keep holding on to the past. i'm refusing to let go. exactly 2mths since natls. had our first trg 2days ago. he HAD to bring it up. not his fault though . it's mine. laying my thoughts out, the reason i didnt push myself during the race was because "I still have next yr." what a lame excuse. i just was so selfish

5 mths to finalyrs. 1 mth since midyrs. why cant Time just stop the rivalry. it's not in the midst of a race. besides, Time doesn't have any competitor. ever thought the reason why Time is always racing is cos they do know that they have one serious competitor, ourselves. i dont wish to elaborate.i'm not in the mood into a long entry.but i was talking to shawn and here are some numbers
2 wks to the end of hols.
followed by 3mths of more absorbing of infomation(ugh physics)
ca2
1 wk hols
2mths of crazy revision, more studying
end yrs
brand new yr. correction. my O LEVEL YR.
there shouldn't be a need for me to continue.

((oh yea i just did the most bimbotic thing i've ever done in my life. after bathing in a swimming complex, i wore a skirt. ok probably it's normal for e rest but i felt so bimbo. lol))

there're so many days in our life. why not just take 1 hr or so of it to plan the rest of it? i'm gonna do that. bye.

shawn says: shawn rox

self praise ain't any praise.
[it gives self confidence though :)]