so it comes down to this huh. promos ended 3 days ago...ended today for others. so what's up next in the calender one asks? well here it is for me:

1) planning of youth camp! 18-22nd dec. (if you're interested tell me)
2) CHINESE A LEVELS ON THE 29th oct i heard
2a)coach said we MIGHT (might only :( ) be resuming trg after chi!
3) pw
4) CLEAN MY ROOM
--> i've a confession to make. last yr, there was a surprise bday held for yuliang bev and myself. a lot of church people turned up and i received many many gifts :) as it was during my pre o levels period, i read all the cards, opened all the gifts, smiled, thought abt how much effort was put into it and put it into a bag. i said i'll unpack everything after o's. well, a yr and 2days have passed and the bag is still at that corner.
5) REPLY ALL BDAY MSGES. yup.. i've not replied everyone who sent me birthday msg yet :( and i see some along the streets of rjc and amc...and i tell them :" sry i'm intending to reply all tonight" or smth. well....yeah i've not done it. sry.
6) catch up on my sleeep!!!!
7) visit thad's family :) this i cant wait.

so what was life like before promos?
1) study
2) be the least concerned abt youth camp and what shawn's sharing abt it
3) ...maybe other stuff which have slipped off my mind

but the thing is, i feel more ...busy than before promos. okay maybe more... splitted up. in the sense that. my mind is occupied with more things.and it aint nice. okay of e 6 stuff i mentioned above...those are obligations and im fine with it. i can live with them, i dont mind them. but much as i value faithfulness a lot, i find that i dont really like responsibilities.because it comes along with accountability, time, effort and commitment. ah, a big word.commitment. the thing that comes to my mind when ppl talk abt commitment is marriage. and hey, the idea of marriage appeals to me. yet, i really dont like being tied down by something (or things in this case) i prefer to be freelance -ing ard with nothing whatsoever to care abt. you know, like a wild horse in the vast greenery.

okay i shld give a usual bday post. so here goes:

i turned 17 yrs two days ago! so i'm 17 and 2 days years old now on children's day! :) life has lots of ups and downs. and because of these downs, life has it's ups really high and dangerous. but hey we only live life once ;) thank you to everyone who has made my life hell ,to those too who stuck through it with me and to those who planted flower seeds and watered it with me. it's amazing. i pray that my creator will cont to use me for His plans. i've helped in the making of His plans now and then...and wow it's great ! thanks minyi and benedict for calling me to sing birthday song personally :) so touching. as a wl said of me ,' blessed to have such friends'. i agree! thanks daddymummyjanrachryan for waking up SO EARLY to sing bday song and shoving cake in front of me at 6.45.twas really really sweet. THANK YOU TO EVERYONE who sent me bday sms! there're so many i just dont feel it's enough to just list them down!it'll make them feel so insignificant cos their name is just one out of a list;and they mean SO MUCH more to me. thanks for the bday presents all of you!espespesp ben for the liverpool SCARF. eeeeeeeeee :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D thanks kor and shawn for the books.i will read them. thanks nat for the elmo and card :) thanks youthphoria for the notebook. thankyou mummy for the bag and necklaces. thanks waye2jie2 for e shirt. thanks gor poh for e precious moments toy. thanks annabel for the card. thank you jesse for the drawing.you're really talented ! thanks ern for e cookies. thanks alvintheone for the squish ball :P thanks xcountry for the card!it's so beautiful. thanks Father for e past 17 yrs.

i heard a good joke recently!;;.

call me at 12.01am, one day ago (aka 30th sept). IF YOU DONT GET THE JOKE. HA HA. ASK ME. let me snigger at you first then i'll tell you the hidden meaning. thanks for all the wishes on the tagboard too ! :) and on friendster (i know they wont come here but who cares.)

oscars award man..
(sry for any typos etc)