anw that song was 'meant to be' by liberty x.

s said i sound mean in my replies to the person on the tagboard. so. sry , got no space to put emotions...

i spent the whole night looking for something in my room. i was so frantic i was on the verge of tears. i cursed -, cursed myself for being so damn stupid..... whoa my whole world went upside down. i retorted against my mum when she came into my room and didnt bother to apologise. i didnt even turn to look at her while she was talking to me.

i lost the prize i got for winning that only one competition. ha....

oh well.i found it. and i'm so relieved. but the lostness of it was so overwhelming that the relieved ness was kinda negligible....

and ,well, while recovering frm that, i talked to some friend who sounded so pissed off at me. and YOU. YOU again....you did it again.argh...

does anyone of you get affected when someone shoots you a pissed off look?

:(

i sound so emo, bitchy...wtv. basically a typical post i frowned upon...(past tense cos it was only last time i went ard kpo ing abt other pples lives so i can laugh at them)..but .... sigh, maybe i know how those girls felt then... conclusion : receiving such treatment and feeling like this every other day sucks!... unless of course youre dramatising your life. if you are, back to what i've felt towards yall, losertwkdkfl! haha kidding :)

i feel better now. because i just got an update on deb's united states life. and it sounds extremely exciting.i feel so happy FOR YOU! DEBBIE LAMMMMMMMMMMM. i was thinking abt you this afternoon anw =p i sound so les but whatever. I MISS YOU DEBBIE. ARE YOU HERE? DO YOU HEAR ME? the one who condemned me to hell =x hahahahahah jkjkjkjk..... omg i'm kidding ah. hahahah.
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maybe all this shit i'm receiving now is self inflicted........
that's why i feel that my future husband must be more authoritative than me. HA.

i've not heard this in a long while : long run. long run long run long run... no not long run cost curve or whatever the word is. but just the blatant words : long run.