http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jeRP59WrKxw Unbeautiful -Lesley Roy
Don't hang up, can't we talk
So confused it's like I'm lost
What went wrong, what made you go
Don't pretend you don't know
This is me I'm unchangable

When did we fall apart
Or did you lie from the start
When you said it's only you

I was blind, such a fool
Thinking we were unbreakable

[chorus]
It was you and me, against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful

[verse 2] I've been told what's done is done
To let it go and carry on
Deep inside I know that's true
I'm stuck in time, stuck on you
We were still untouchable

[chorus]

[bridge]
Wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up
Cause I'm only dreaming
Get out, get out, get out, get out
Get out of my head now
Because we're much better altogether

[chorus] x2 ... made me unbeautiful


listening to the radio now transports me back to uniform days. since for most part of uniform days i took fang's radio mp3 thing.and only won the zenstone in my last crosscountry race recently :D ( it hasn't been a year yet)

that song caught me when i heard it on the radio one fine recent day. but it sounds better on the radio. on the computer it sounds a bit hoarse..

i like the youtube video so much. stewart issuper pretty... i dont know the situation in new moon but it seems just so tragic.falling in love, having everything but approval. it's so painful to watch :( (ohyeah i watched twilight. hahahah which was really quite awkward because fang and i were stoning in vivo-i bet i was following her while she shopped-then suddenly eh lets go watch twilight lah.jan told the story till qte interesting.) maybe stewart isn't really that pretty but her character really strikes me.

and she reminds me so much of doc tancredi in prison break. both of their character roles are so strong yet gentle

.like yelena in poison study.

and to an extent, i guess, mulan from mulan too.give extra bold fonts.

ah! lily from hannah montana too.i bet she can join this grp of very pretty, strong, gentle girls.i say i bet because HM dont have such dire situations to showcase her character but i can see it in her ...... ^^ hahah wth am i saying.

O.O i just found out that karl marx and albert einstein were jewish! and the founders of Polo, coca cola, levi's jeans, google, dell computers, dkny, dunkin donuts etc.... i dno what is it about the jews (are they born jew like how malays are born muslims? or is it a race??? are israel pple aka jews?) except that they're God's chosen people.

and since i believe in the same god as they do, we're supposed to be friends right? but i rmb doing flag day for methodistwelfareservices 2-3years back and i approached this jew (i think. he got white beard) he was friendly, seemd like he wanted to help then when i said it's for methodist ws, he SUDDENLY fan1 lian3 , became cold towards me and dismissed me nastily.

"....how the Almighty God has a hand in the destiny of the Jews (God's chosen people)and also how Singapore is also blessed with what we are and what we have to day base on this bible verse (prohesied more than 6000 yrs ago).. as we have strong ties with Israel during our early independence yrs, and we still have., whereas our neighbouring countries are despising Israel and are still struggling. (Gen 12:3 And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee )"

"And considering the massive relentless attacks on Israel in the 60s, with the Six Days War, Yom Kippur, etc, Israel not only survived, but actually grew. This is amazing, given that they don’t even owe the land until 1948. Nations comes and go. But Israel is the only nation which started in prehistoric time, got scattered without a land for thousands of years, and come back again."

interesting.. i think all these history stuff and nature studies etc damn enticing man. and honestly, to each of his own. i respect every view layed down as long as it's logical. like how people debunk christianity.atheists ?yeah. and recently, ya i'm so outdated, recently i've been told of a 30min video telling us viewers that EH DUDE.we never made it to the moon!

so mind boggling. might as well just stay home and sleep all day .so i've two alternatives when faced in such dilemmas. 1) if the conflict doesn't bother you, like does armstrong actly touching down on the moon or not affect me at all?, screw it. 2) if taking one stand doesn't benefit you and the other benefits, like HOPING a God exists and will come to save the world one day against no one coming to save the world at all, take the hopeful one.

true or not,really, does it matter? just take the side which will make you happy.

OMG. WHICH REMINDS ME. i just watched bruce almighty! aaaaaaah. the lead female , known as the Friends actress to me, is sooooo pretty. i only watched the 2nd half but it was good.maybe ill consider checking it out one day... the Mask actor is super funny.but he can be such a bas tard at times.

How can I have someone love me without affecting freewill ?