it started out as a good evening... even with your 'hatred' and all that .

but damned my fears it got the better of me again.
now i am agitated all over.

this is my life and i will govern it however i want it. in the end, life all heads to the same direction. death . death. DIE. maybe soon one fine day God will stop giving me chances and tell me "game over" because i keep playing with death. so what shit does it really account to what i do now?! zzz XP

words of wisdom from MYF : no training means no results

i shld just run