hey c, sup??? :(

zzz, i really dno what to say...ABOUT THIS. we really go a long way back. why are you feeling so? shit, am i starting to do that neglecting thing again like i did in jc..... hai..ya..h.. shit, i really hope not but i think it is so. argh. c, i'm damn JDKALDJAER()@#@! sorry. i am just so caught up by the ...routine and boringness of sch that i just switch off and not think abt other aspects of my life, ie religion, friends, feelings, YOU. argh shit. and now all i can talk abt is school and trng and all the boring shit... so boring that sometimes i dont even know how to phrase it lol. aklfjas ccccc damn. i really feel v bad. sryyyy.

anw i read your blog. interesting stuff aye. you really having a lot of ....fun stuff going on hahah :) laughed at so many parts and felt really warmed by quite a few of the experiences that you wrote abt (esp abt your kids) . oh and check this out : derek redmond arms wide open 1992 olympics. on youtube. hey dude, pls .accept my apology...sorry that i am not trying.sorry that i keep using the excuse that ,i'm still learning how to go abt this. sorry that i am such an ass and dont consider your feelings. thanks for accepting me despite all this shit.





anw i watched australian open today. federal vs murray. it was damn emotional match...
"If we see today's champion in Roger Federal, we see tomorrow's champion in Andy Murray." (Y) it really hits straight to my heart to see sportsmen cry