yes

ah, went to bedok today for inter sch cross. met tmk who reminded me abt schs.he said, "yes i strongly agree that you transfer. the standard of education there is much higher. study very hard in mis and show them that you can do it." while i was hopelessly taking video aft pic etc i realise that it is so difficult to capture the true essence of these runners.it makes me feel so hopeless and desperate yet in awe of the complex simplicity of running.

b o sian. ob tmr.

c i rly dno how to go abt this.. dno if you are still angry at me...

d hmm if i've ever made you upset .will you tell me plsif so? x(

eee

f (ang) i miss you xP tho you are always (-.-) on the phone

g irlfriend. ryan's. bought him a megahugeass helicopter for his bday! oh come on. first is little kids getting iphone and ipod etc for oneanother ..now this. siaooooo. i got alot of catching up to do with my 6YEARSOLD BRO HAHA

h how do you know if you are pushing too hard or not? lol.very tricky leh.. ytd went back trng aft super long. xxx and zzz were DAMN...screwed up. i think they study too much or sth alr. HAHAHA they talk 99.9%concentrated shit that ....i cldnt think of anything to say. because i feared that anything i said who'd be too intellectual and convo-stifling . lollll. but it was really so nice to hang out with them agn after so long ... :) i could learn to be like them. ^^ (ohhhhh and when zzz saw her boyf she SQUEALED silently "yyy is here!!!" . omggg it was daaaaamn cute... if i were her boyf i'd totally melt or sth lah HAHAHA girlf see me so happy ;) )

i ....I SAID THAT I'D BE HARDCORE. on like....tues or sth! AHHHHH. I AM A HYPOCRITE. MY WORDS HAVE FAILED ME. arrrrrghhhhh. ok muz try to redeem myself.

j this morning .on the LONG WAY to bedok. was so sian so i decided to look at the drivers that ma drove pass. of the 2 that i saw, both of them were crouching towards the wheel (too tall or what ah?) and looked damn sian.like bulldog. the mouth was in the math symbol 'intersection' (inverted U) sign. i felt so....disturbed and ....overwhelmed. then a thought struck me - i want to give people meaning to their lives. suddenly i felt so at peace. like i finally know what i want to do in life (-.- lamez fine shutup lol) but it's so vague. i decided that it has to be in the aspect of joy, happiness. because such emotions are so childlike and simple yet difficult to 'generate'. even if it's for 5seconds. yeah. that's it. thanks

all said, in my abcdefgs, (which was tough hah) ,thank you for today. and for ytdn ight. and for people,no matter in the thousands or tens or ones, to share my joy with.

mummy's bday tmr!!!!! 43 years old.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9-FVVxaNoWs&feature=related