O.O he's switchfoot's brother.....!

hahaha and SFB sang only one too. which is such a memorable song for me.

cutie: eh check out this song: (only one) by yellowcard

jan: oh. nice. where you get this from?

cutie: leon *Y introed it to me

jan: HUH YOU KNOW HIM?

cutie: no. found it from his blog

lolllllll. that was totally 4years ago when i was such a stalker x_x hahaha

sigh...nusssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=akIx2XkaXlM

running is an artistry of the human body

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4X_AgLfpndM&feature=related hahaha

whenever i see you pray, i get kinda envious that your faith is so simple yet strong

i'm glad i am yours

HERE IS HOW A CONVO WILL GO BETWEEN YOU (as in generic you ) AND ME..
*slam - you
yelena - me


slam says:
hows your camp thing

yelena hehe says:
haha (sry im really bad at msn convos)
it was good...
like it was heck tiring and dirty
but it was a damn good experience
i was leading a bunch of kids frm assumption pathway sch
if not for this camp, i'd nvr meet such people in my life so it was an eye opener for me..
and sth i'll really treasure a lot
the kids were so naughty all
like no respect for us etc
but slowly we bcm friends.. then yeah

yelena hehe says:
the last night was so bad cos the kids started crying aft the emcee said ,' ok mentors, speak to your kids for the last time, say your goodbyes and warm up the camp' .. when my co mentor talked to them abt how theyve changed and touched our lives jst as we hoped we touched theirs
like omg >.< didnt know we touched them so much....
it was really sad
anw YEAH crazy right... these kids are really so special
is like . because they aren't damn smart like those smarty pants, it makes whatever they say all the more sincere ?
yeah.... a few of them came up to me and said " 'cher, when you leave us later, must take care ok "
like with succchhhh sincerity and innocence
it was really so heartwarming...
cos like 1) cld tell the kids were really sincere 2) didnt know we touched them so impactful ly 3) for the past few days, we were the ones tt were guiding,leading etc them. then now they were the ones tt tell us to take care. hahaha :') 4) they said it so simply yet with so much meaning
yeah.... it was seriously an experious to treasure and rmb for the rest of my life

slam says:
WAH
omg
all the more must think positively!
always good to feel blessed and be able to bless!
happy for you

yelena hehe says:
omggggggg thats what my friend told me too!
cos the first night, WALAO i was feeling really demoralised and tired...
really wanted to cry and go home so badly hahaha
like, cldnt take the pressure that was on me
but my friend ,yeah, said that it's blessed to be a blessing
and like, must tahan lah. rly glad i did

sth tim said which i muzzzz rmb!! (how often will a boy actly cry cos of a girl :p)
: upon the first tear she cried, many of the boys started breaking down

watched/watching 50 first dates, stepup2&notebook! yes i have no sch so i must do shit like these. lolz. other than tonight i'll sleep by 12

this rly ties in with notebook
hey, we really made it this far :)
wow

Do you know that sometimes you get so damn dhjsodnfb tactless wen you speak that I really feel like whacking your face and asking you to just open your eyes and wake up your idea LA. but I can't. So I just shut up and suck all these shit in. I hope you know what you're doing though.

I think I shld start piling myself up with parttime jobs. Alr got two camps coming up -:( gna miss my nubcake- but tts it.. Yeeeaahh. But I can't and shouldn't spend my time stoning at home and watching friends/prisonbreak/bbt. Or maybe I shld since my hols are limited and I'm destined for shit anw lol. Feeling so hot and pissed off now. Ugh. Why the heck muz I always be the mature one ? Why can't you just take your role or even hv some sympathy and take this shit load of emotional turmoil off me. I'm a freaking child. The least you could do is to NOT throw tantrums at me or attitude me. Geeeeeeee. Am I supposed to pacify you? :( tts not my job. That's yours.. I'm supposed to be the one Stamping my feet and sulking and trying to gain your attention and love (successfully). I don't even know that feels like.

So I'm screwed up. Fine. But whose fault is it? Mine? For bringing myself up badly? Oh ok sorry.
Who will accept me the screwed up way I am. God? He has too. He made me as such. Can you show me some sympathy? Pls? You denied me so many things but let me have this one thing rgt .

- and - ,please... Let me enjoy the childhood that I'm to have. Leave your problems between yourselves and don't get me involved. I've enough of mine. And damn as hell stop saying "nvm when you grow up you'll understand". I HATE IT WHEN YOUDO. Why the heck are you cursing me to have the same future as you? It's alr taking me alot to show you wtv respect I've shown to you so don't test me further. This is my limit.

I want to be childish. I want to breakthe rules and be a nuisance and whiny girl and be able t get away with it.

You brought me up well but you are starting to screw things up. so at 20 I'm mature enough to have my own values and be able to withstand shit? NO NO NO NO XP

10yrs. It's a long time yet .

Drifting off with guitar play and you

aww, I cld get used to that. (just for sq) it GMH!! Hahaha :p :)