"...spent alot of time on camsey... he built a fortress around camsey's bird cage and placed 3 toy dinosaurs around it to protect it"

(the extent of 'alot of time' is spending 30min only on tv instead of his usual marathon :()

it struck me. it pains me to see what he values in life because it shows me that there IS good in him. and he doesn't deserve whatever he's going through now. innocence will tell him that he is having a great life. but when he grows up, he will learn that life isn't how it seemed. he will have a lot of learning to do - and wtv to be learnt is gonna be through many many painful lessons...
i dno if i can take this... :( ......

maybe i really am better off alone. i cant disappoint 'him, 'he' cant disappoint me. yes

but anyway, one thign i wna proclaim is...... even though i still dont support any team YET, it wont ever be netherlands. THANKYOU.