"ah, why am i even bothering"
exactly.. why do i even care? :// i dont have to, and i dont need to, and moreover, i dont want to anymore. yep.. it's tiring. maybe it's easier to let go ?which is like giving up. but sometimes giving up seems less tiring than trying to do something abt it. ha haa

anyway its been bloody hot these few days! i'm perpetually coated with a layer of perspiration or sth haha. humid ttm.....

hawhaw, i rly dont wna complain abt ____.....and sound like some annoying spinster.....SO I SHALL S.T.O.P. but FOR THE RECORD, there are so many =.= things gng on now in my life. i guess everyone will have their shit to handle too... it's just how you wna go abt it. yes. so i shall handle these to the best of my abilities. omg i'm perspiring. zzz.