i am gonna talk abt 3 particular incidents ;

1) recently, i went for my dad's poly friend's bday party. i met uncle's two kids-boy and girl-, of whom, i vaguely rmb mtg in pri sch. ANYWAY, the thing is, we were having a nice atas dinner at this restaurant. the prawns tht were being served were left in abundance probably cos not many wanted to dirty their fingers. boy came over to our table and asked abt the left over prawns. i SORT OF whined about how we wld dirty our fingers if we were to consume them. what he did next ttly shocked me; he just let out a huge sigh, plonked himself on the chair next to me and proceeded to peel prawns for us. without hesitation-or knowing our names even, i think. haha i was damn impressed la. having such a korkor wld be so cool ^^v

2) we had sim-nepal bbq on friday, and i was left with maggie for a while due to circumstances. because we were alone, i think we became more open with each other. and we chatted a bit. not like super deep talk, but the personal touch to the conversation was absolutely amazing. i really loved it. it was natural, not forced, and things just flowed...for lack of a btr word HAHA, naturally. that is the kind of conversations i crave for..yknow. dont get me wrong, i'm ttly ONZ for bull talk. but not all the time obviously

3) TO CUT THINGS SHORT, i was running late to catch the last train that ngt; and there was a lot of commotion gng all over abt how i'm gna get back home. ( awwww OMG. srsly, i was really frigging touched by that scene... it was damn nice to see how they all were so concerned abt my safety :') sigh....!! they are such genuine and nice ppl :))) ) amidst all that, i noticed a few things. (of those few things, this one thing struck me cos it followed w a conclusion) elephant called across the table to donny..suggesting sth like , forking out 10$ each to 'sponsor' my cab fare ? or sth. which eventually they both did la. i was deeply moved by their actions! i'm not even close to elly at all so i was v surprised by his initiation. and the 'speech' he gave to convince me to accept the $$ was v sweet :) (ok but fyi, i didnt accept it OKKKK. he threw the notes in before he closed the cab door)

alrightz, i'm just writing all these down for memory's sake.

People write to experience life twice; once in the moment, the other in retrospect.

yes. i dont know 1) and 3) v well but their actions moved me cos i found those v gentlemanly :))) yay!

tdy during the short prayer in svc, my prayer request ( btw, all these are spontaneous actly. they arent even stuff that i deliberately mull over during the course of the week) was that i'd find God's heart....well, i DO REALLY WNA find His heart... anywayzxz, before willy prayed taht for me, he said this first " thank You (God) for giving tiffany a heart to know after You" . and that struck me...bcos i thought that was a given. BUT when he said that , it made me realise that to want to know God and love Him, it takes anointing. it is a gift to have that desire.

i came home qte late last ngt cos of work. the surprising thing was that dad texted me, said he'd meet me at the bball court. which he rly did so hahaha :) he ran a bit, sit ups for a while. then we walked back home. i was rly touched... (ok i keep alternating between touched and moved. hahaha i srsly need to expand my vocab!!) but I TOTAHHHHLLY ruined the mood. i got my friend t call so i was talking all the way back home. i dno why i didnt hang up... i guess, even though i really wanted to relish in the moment and the surroundings with dad, i.... i didnt dare to let my heart loose?

OHWELLZ. ok tmi!! TOO MUCH INFO. hahahha! anw my pimples are being rly naughty. STOP COMING OUTTT :(((

i heard a song during bbq... and I FINALLY FOUND THE SONG. I'M TAUTALII LOVIN' ITTTT <3 i REALLY like the approach the lyrics-writer took. a bit too sexual but a bit tweaking here and there and it shld be good for me !!! i shall paste it here :

A rocket to the moon-Like we used to
V1
I can feel her breath
As she's sleeping next to me
Sharing pillows and cold feet
She can feel my heart
Fell asleep to its beat
Under blankets and warm sheets
If only I could be in that bed again
If only it were me instead of him

Chorus
Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts
When you've seen it a million times?
Does he sing to all your music
While you dance to Purple Rain?
Does he do all these things
Like I used to?

V2
Fourteen months and seven days ago
Oh, I know you know
How we felt about that night
Just your skin against the window
Oh we took it slow
And we both know
It should have been me inside that car
It should have been me instead of him in the dark

Bridge
I know love
(I'm a sucker for that feeling)
Happens all the time, love
(I always end up feeling cheated)
You're on my mind, love
(Oh darling, I know I'm not needed)
It happens all the time, love, yeah

Oh, like we used to ~

what a sweeeeeeeet soooooong :)