Jst watched something borrowed. I still dont find the guy good looking haha. Rly dno what jiji sees in him :p the rship btwn the two best girlfriends rly reminds me of my rship w jiji. Like how one isthe spokesperson for both, how one person makes the decision for both, how one always gives in to the other, how one dominates and thr othrr submits ; yet the rship is still v loving and both still loves each other (ignoting the outcomr of e show haha)

Eeps. Its gna rain qte heavily. Lightning pls dont be bad!!

At least once a day, id think how im ever gna be able to eventually get married cos im frigging 21 yrs old alr haha and i still have no wish to be attached. And i always fear tt id jst settle for someone normal and not one i rly 'love' jst cos im scared id nvr find anyone else whod accept me..and i dont wna be old and lonely. Lolzxz :/ ive rly lil faith in Gods plan for me

I wna be connected to my creator and be told what im made for so that i can fully utilise the capabilities engineered into me. I dont want my existance here to be useless and futile!! How how how. Helpzx :(

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