woke up in the dead of the morning because of really bad cramps... and then this song came into mind 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BFCz1pm4xk8

my mind is troubled... but it's not the time. not right now. (ha haaa yeah....)

//lolllllzzz. just saw the former post, didnt rmb typing that!!! reminds me of a conversation i had 5 years ago... about how diaries, handphones, schedulers even, make peoples' brains lazy- you deposit/throw everything down in pen&paper then forget what it was about.

 didn't want to note this website ive recently been introduced to because i doubt this is something i will read long term but i read someone's comments on a post and it rung true to me: I've just discovered this website and the posts give me shivers. You manage to explain feelings I only thought I felt. Beautiful. .

so here it is, www.thoughtcatalog.com . still dont qte get the concept of it though... me & my compulsion to read/go through every detail when i come across something...

have i also said that rmit accepted me??? hahaha. they did, but they said school term will be mar-dec which is very far-fetched from my expectation (feb-june).