"i was thinking
why is so much money put into humanitarian organizations
yet the problem is not  being solved
i was thinking along the lines of such organizations working like a business
always seeking to do things the efficient way
and the time spent to seek the efficient way always takes so long
and while the time is being used up to do things the efficient way
there are people dying
maybe humanitarian organizations need to be more practical instead of doing things in what a organization nowadays are working in"

something blatant yet never occurred to the mind till presented.

anywayz, i dreamt that ahma surprised me by appearing by my bedside when i woke up this morning. then .i asked her to cook eggs for me . lolllllll. and her trick was : to add water .