When its known that id be travelling w alli , there were worries here and there. About safety mainly, and about 2 of us travelling

Id like to know , is it normal that people express dire concern? Or do they perceive alli as someone not trustworthy? Or do they look that lowly of me.. That

I cant take care of myself, im not streetsmart, im too naive and will get cheated, im too immature and may make myself prematurely pregnant

In other news. Hate this sense of purposeless.. Check: Ive just ended another half year of my life, and im still searching. To my future self, im struggling in this messed up pool and it gets very very tiring at times..please send some encouragement or sign that ill eventually reach there..... . i have hope nonetheless, and im not running now, but im still keeping afloat. Waiting. 

Watched an epi of himym and they flashbacked many past scenes.. And we aaw how the mum was there many times but we just didnt notice. It was v v heartwarming. Im still in early stages of my life and hv yet to unfold the other part of the story.

#ulcerrrrrr. Rly rly hurts :( when i dont put the medication. Ughhh