[2:25:07 AM] Tiffany Tan: i still am v impressed. but harvey is like the , rider. he takes the amazing knowledge from mike, and then he spins it into sth whimsical and crazy smart
[2:25:21 AM] Tiffany Tan: ok no wait. i cant say i prefer harvey o.o
[2:27:56 AM] alexander wu: so which you!
[2:28:00 AM] alexander wu: youre a mike
[2:28:18 AM] Tiffany Tan:  mike adapts
[2:29:19 AM] alexander wu: i feel i have a harvey character
[2:29:21 AM] alexander wu: and youre my mike
[2:29:25 AM] alexander wu: hahahahahah ;D
[2:29:53 AM] Tiffany Tan: i'd be your mike or no one's mike ^^
[2:30:05 AM] alexander wu: hahaha!
[2:30:06 AM] Tiffany Tan: most gay-loving thing i've said to my boyf haha
[2:30:22 AM] alexander wu: #shitcouplessay

suits . is. awesomeeeeeeeeee

http://mypaper.sg/lifestyle/explore-indonesias-budget-maldives-20140709

togean islands

all over again. and again. and again.

(i'm gna explode on a young adolescent emotional rage so, dont mind me)

really sucks to make yourself available for people, especially to the people closest to your heart. and when it isn't reciprocated. makes myself wonder why i even bothered in the first place. i dont know if i'm being too polite and undemanding with making my presence known (like. EH HELLO YOU IDIOT. i hope you remember that i exist in your life. and that i called you, and texted you and am patiently waiting like a fool for you) .

but after a while, won't you, won't anyone, wonder what the point of this whole 'availing yourself for the one you love, hoping to be noticed and spending some quality time with' is for. when it doesn't get reciprocated. i'm so so sick of waiting for people. i'm so sick of being ignored.

and i know there is no point bringing this up because of this one phrase 'the opposite of love is not hate, it is indifference'

you. all. will not care. and the worst part, i will still come back to you. i will still crawl back to you and crave your attention.

i hate myself for being like that.

i'll have you know that one day , 'again' will end. i will cast away all feelings and forget about having any emotional ties with you. it is so tiring for me, so painful to be forgotten time and again.

i'm writing this all down because i know that any sign of affection will cause me to forget this hurt i'm experiencing. still, yet, i know i will forget . and i will experience this whole shit

again.
. :(((((((((((((

Another week gone (almost) since we came back singapore and are still unemployed.. Hate this directionless feeling...., but very very thankful that i have a bestie to go throughthis tough time with.

Am so grateful for him. This week is proving to be with lots of experiences; but am so thankful for him to go through this tgt. 

Penny and guinny were reunited finally at boston in may 2014! We got the two of them to say hi, to which al pressed their tummies tgt and said 'this is thr penguins way of being happy'

Lol hes as awkward as me! ^^ :x

//edit: sry for bad expression. Tired ttm. Tired but happZ

 :)

Alex's virgin experience to mbs skypark! Made great friends w jayjay's like shiy and tradeMark. Jay's parents are rly cool and were v accommodating to us also. 

Last night was crazy, but good fun. Random people hanging out in a nice hotel room, making each other mindlessly drunk. Watching them drunkies dance in a club. Aaaand thats abt it. Twas so funny when the crowded starting thinning out and the platform in the middle of the room-meant for showcasing your sluttiness to bidders- cleared out. It was first one guy, and then suddenly half the platform was filled with our group of people sitting down there. And then one of them said 'whoa. Old alr, cannot tahan' hahahahha. 

The next morning, alex woke up looking so distressed because 'my body is achjng so much.....' Haha!

K pictures. 

Butter factory

Anddd we end the post with our typical 'because a friend is helping us take a photo, we feel awkward to pose coupley' pose.