XIA XIA XIA XIAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

stupid rachel/

grr i'm bored. i'm so wide awake and i'm not studying physics -.- grrrrr. ok i shall go DO physic qns and not study it. dont worry, my love for physics still stands :)

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think
I don't look
But deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you
I'm weakIt's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You don't know
What you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak
It's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try, anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is trueI know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try, anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

(longest song ever)
i've a comment on this singer:
he's good-looking i realise.

cheerios. btw, i dedicate this post to rachel wang. u and your STUPID XIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. =P ohyea the song isnt for u, obviously. it's for meee

"Mothers do things from an overflow of love for their children and not a grudging sense of obligation."
-Saturday strait times

happy mother's day, mum

i therefore declare PHYSICS the better of BIO.

BIOLOGY sucks. PHYSICS ROCKS =D

bio can go be scissors. muahahaha then physics win bio!! woohooo

7 more daysssss! =D

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go,
There's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

to: my dearest mrChem =)
there's no CHEMistry between us but i hope u go your heart out and try to win me back. 4 more hrs till i ditch u. muahahahah i'll see u 2 mths later. till then

add math was screwed >.< 13 marks gone down the drain. oh well it doesn't seem as bad as natls.

wow, what a great timing.
in history, we learn about the Russian Revolution
let us create the MGX Revolution(2005- )

sigh sigh and triple sigh! i dont know what to do now
i guess there's nothing much i can do lah
just feeling very...confused about what to expect
nice? fierce? hmm

yihui and i have created an anti-horny society
with MANY people in it without knowing :)

rj?hc?ac?

2 whole wks since natls
:) i think i'm the only human now still brooding over it
mid yrs are next yr, i've done.. 2 1/2 chpts of physics! that's it =/
and i'm still here. bleh

i can't believe he agreed! even so, i can't believe i'm so happy just at his approval. ugh..whee! XD
compo was fun!..in some way or another. hahaha was trying to make eye contact with the people surrounding me but they all were stoning O.O :) study hard guys!

I looked behind and all was blur
I looked forward and all was blank
I look down and saw bleeding feet
So i looked up, and saw light.

the weekend so far has been a really spiritual yet eventful one. really exciting too. i thought CME was well spent with our male-sister, Brother John. at first i found him very disturbing and challenging but i got used to the way he spoke over time.

anyway

thanks mel for inviting to me to go that Al-Ameerelafkjdlak whatever place. though i thought it was a waste of time, i felt Him speaking through u to me. was really happy after i went back. i dont exactly rmb what u said but i was pondering over a lot of things after that when i went home.

then today, i just finished reading "From Hollywood to Heaven" by Robin Harfouche. super good book. everybody should haunt elvina for the book. it's a testimonial-cum-autobiography by this really famous dancer-actress-singer(i've nvr heard of her before actually) who was really into the New Age Movement but was saved by the Lord through this ex rockandroll bass-er turned christian guy. really really really good book. i wish i could quote some stuff but better not lah. but, looking at the car and not the passenger, i was actually wondering how the pastor aka Robin's future husband would proclaim his love for her. it was super funny. "i cant deny it any longer. i love u" or smth like that hahaha. it was done at disneyland. i thought it was really amusing. oh yes, i'm not poking fun at anybody. honest. anyway back to 'the passenger', i'm so glad God brought her to salvation. and reading that book kinds of tell me God IS REAL. cos like, aiyah go read the book. if not i'd be giving the whole story away. but it's a really really good book. God works in wonderous ways and now i TOTALLY agree that He works in mysterious ways. esp our 4th this yr and my screwed up race.

i shall continue believing that He works in ways we cannot see but slowly as time comes, we'd see the big picture. and for all the times when things don't go our way, we'd see the light and why He did that. He does HAVE a purpose for OUR 4TH!

hmm.. hey mgxbdiv, a 4th isn't really THAT bad..coming to think about it. it's like FOURTH in the national level! and..ok i shall stop. aiyah i think we were setting our expectations too high lah. 4th is good. yay :) i'm really happy about it. mg is pro. sss cedar st nic all siao sch lah. congrats mgs for getting a 4th! and cdiv, an 8th is like pro too. i mean, not to discourage anyone, we were in the finals and at national level! (not looking at the fact that every sch is automatically into the finals XD) but hey, 8th. u guys earned it as a team. it's a team effort and we shld be proud of it. no matter what the position. besides, God was the one that placed us there. He has a purpose for it. so if u all are still in despair, fret not. mgbdiv06 is gonna come back STRONG. [ok i'm still suffering from the effects of the way Robin's husband proclaimed his love. it's so cute x)]

anyway, i remembered one point that Brother John(ahem)bought up. "You be a living testimonial for others and evangelise. The converting part, leave it to God. if He wants to convert anybody, He'll do it! so just continue giving your testimonial and nvr lose hope. rmb, nvr lose hope"

yup. to let all non christians whom i know, i've been praying for u ALL since the day i found out u guys aren't christians. have faith!

There is a longing only You can fill
A raging tempest, only You can still
My soul is thirsty Lord, to know You as I'm known
Drink from the river
That flows before Your throne

anyway thanks mgx for all the commitment and dedication you put into x. c div, thanks for the depression over your 8th. personally, i dont find it very good. but thanks. goes to show how much effort you guys put into x. goes to show i've not wasted my time over u guys. for now, let's try to study as hard as we train for x, and come back strong after that.

oh yes. 2.4 was 10.11. yes yes yes, it was same as sheryl -.* everybody knows 10.11 as Sheryl's Timing. woah. not bad eh junior

it's been a week and a day since the day that decided how my remainding 2005 wld be like
time keeps accelerating with each day
it seemed like a yr ago since that day,
since i choked in self failure

time waits for no man
i'm not spared either
i guess i have to move on
it's difficult
but I'LL TRY

come on mgbdiv06
let's not despair
let's take 05 as a lesson

2.4 tmr
i'm gonna do it!
i'm so gonna do it man
i've learnt my lesson about setting too high an expectation
first it was sub 10
then 10.15
i'm just gonna aim a sub10.30
=)
i can do it!
sheeet i'm scared
lol
ok i'm dying from math x_x