the weekend so far has been a really spiritual yet eventful one. really exciting too. i thought CME was well spent with our male-sister, Brother John. at first i found him very disturbing and challenging but i got used to the way he spoke over time.

anyway

thanks mel for inviting to me to go that Al-Ameerelafkjdlak whatever place. though i thought it was a waste of time, i felt Him speaking through u to me. was really happy after i went back. i dont exactly rmb what u said but i was pondering over a lot of things after that when i went home.

then today, i just finished reading "From Hollywood to Heaven" by Robin Harfouche. super good book. everybody should haunt elvina for the book. it's a testimonial-cum-autobiography by this really famous dancer-actress-singer(i've nvr heard of her before actually) who was really into the New Age Movement but was saved by the Lord through this ex rockandroll bass-er turned christian guy. really really really good book. i wish i could quote some stuff but better not lah. but, looking at the car and not the passenger, i was actually wondering how the pastor aka Robin's future husband would proclaim his love for her. it was super funny. "i cant deny it any longer. i love u" or smth like that hahaha. it was done at disneyland. i thought it was really amusing. oh yes, i'm not poking fun at anybody. honest. anyway back to 'the passenger', i'm so glad God brought her to salvation. and reading that book kinds of tell me God IS REAL. cos like, aiyah go read the book. if not i'd be giving the whole story away. but it's a really really good book. God works in wonderous ways and now i TOTALLY agree that He works in mysterious ways. esp our 4th this yr and my screwed up race.

i shall continue believing that He works in ways we cannot see but slowly as time comes, we'd see the big picture. and for all the times when things don't go our way, we'd see the light and why He did that. He does HAVE a purpose for OUR 4TH!

hmm.. hey mgxbdiv, a 4th isn't really THAT bad..coming to think about it. it's like FOURTH in the national level! and..ok i shall stop. aiyah i think we were setting our expectations too high lah. 4th is good. yay :) i'm really happy about it. mg is pro. sss cedar st nic all siao sch lah. congrats mgs for getting a 4th! and cdiv, an 8th is like pro too. i mean, not to discourage anyone, we were in the finals and at national level! (not looking at the fact that every sch is automatically into the finals XD) but hey, 8th. u guys earned it as a team. it's a team effort and we shld be proud of it. no matter what the position. besides, God was the one that placed us there. He has a purpose for it. so if u all are still in despair, fret not. mgbdiv06 is gonna come back STRONG. [ok i'm still suffering from the effects of the way Robin's husband proclaimed his love. it's so cute x)]

anyway, i remembered one point that Brother John(ahem)bought up. "You be a living testimonial for others and evangelise. The converting part, leave it to God. if He wants to convert anybody, He'll do it! so just continue giving your testimonial and nvr lose hope. rmb, nvr lose hope"

yup. to let all non christians whom i know, i've been praying for u ALL since the day i found out u guys aren't christians. have faith!

There is a longing only You can fill
A raging tempest, only You can still
My soul is thirsty Lord, to know You as I'm known
Drink from the river
That flows before Your throne

anyway thanks mgx for all the commitment and dedication you put into x. c div, thanks for the depression over your 8th. personally, i dont find it very good. but thanks. goes to show how much effort you guys put into x. goes to show i've not wasted my time over u guys. for now, let's try to study as hard as we train for x, and come back strong after that.

oh yes. 2.4 was 10.11. yes yes yes, it was same as sheryl -.* everybody knows 10.11 as Sheryl's Timing. woah. not bad eh junior