even though we aren't on terms, don't any of you dare insult him in my face! i will turn my back to you and ignore you till .

the last time i came online was 28th july! aiyo .

anyway i had an eventful weekend. i met up with jolene,nic, rae on sat.

then on sunday i had my first official stayover at a friend's house. nicole tan house. (jan looks over and smile in happiness for my achievement because the stupid loser #*@()# defy parent orders and had her first stayover like 4 years ago) at pasir ris mrt and further .
we did the usual stuff that girls stayover do.

small clothes give to smallest girl(me. vicki kena pangsehed) present.
talk to malaysian(not singaporean) boy(not our one. nicole one) in australia ( :o skype so cool )
look at people on friendster
comment on friends eyecandys-who are other people's boyfriends and totally out of your reach boy-
look at pretty pretty girls
talk about eating
laze all over the house
get to know handsome champ.(WHARRRRT THE HELL. when i saw champ for the first time when i walked into those fateful doors, is like .o_o. wow damn pretty dog. but is boy so handsome)

ok i cant rmb what other normal stuff we did that can be paralleled to a normal girl stayover outing HAHA

then i went to watch colecole take out her braces and sHIT. life transforming moment. next time i will be the evil aunt that drags rachel and jan kids to the dentist to pull out teeth and not let it ownself drop. braces is a tormenting scary scarring process.

and HANGOVER. lolololoolflasdflkasjdfkasdjflkj every kid above 16 years old must watch this man. shitttttttttttttt damn funny. and fyi, dont watch with your girlfriend boyfriend or anyone similar esp if you are young kids . go watch ice age or smth with her/him. ok. no more shit. hangover is selit sia. good show.

about work, i .. hm. the exchange of smses i had with boss seems like a bidding farewell . it seems so to me lah . so....heh i dont know what to do about this situation... hmmmm ^^ and damn you commenters lah. 7 months 4 jobs, is nothing.i have heard better more itneresting stories so JUST BECAUSE I AM SOMEONE YOU KNOW THAT HAS CHANGED JOB DURING THIS HOLIDAY, stop saying i am fickle. commitment problem and all that shit.

i am home. and waiting for my first driving lesson tmr. aksldjfaskldjfasdklfj

anyway i came here to note down my presence on internet.
over the weekend i learnt that i was a student (IN JC ONLY) whose bag is very small and light, but confirm got jacket inside so during lesson can take out and sleep on it. i always thought i got a very heavy bag. then plus jacket and shoe bag that i cant squeeze into school bag. and like about 5 km worth of track stuff and sweat .ok 745pm. go home now.

today i suddenly had the thought of approaching you and asking if we could start all over.
shit man... why?

says:
you know when i run
says:
in future
says:
i envision me running with people
says:
trng
says:
like proper trng
says:
we warm up stretch, do the workout warm down strengthening stretch
says:
we sweat like siao
says:
curse trng
says:
but meet again 2 days later to do it all over again
says:
and i cant achieve that so which makes me really sad
says:
therefore i cant run

why, why....
many times as i lie on my imaginative inducing bed, i wonder whether my year will be for the better with you in it

george sampson

thomas daley

britney spears

lol i feel so bimbo but whatever. i think they are damn good looking. pretty

the writer in me has been stumped by you .

http://www.metrolyrics.com/leave-out-all-the-rest-lyrics-linkin-park.html

wah shit. i really cannot think of anything logical to type

http://playonclick.com/Videos/?chr=all

http://www.watch-movies-links.net/movies/the_negotiator/
that is the NEGOTIATOR. good movie. but take so long to load :(

romania, iraq/ iran. influx of foreign workers to boost economy

it started out as a good evening... even with your 'hatred' and all that .

but damned my fears it got the better of me again.
now i am agitated all over.

this is my life and i will govern it however i want it. in the end, life all heads to the same direction. death . death. DIE. maybe soon one fine day God will stop giving me chances and tell me "game over" because i keep playing with death. so what shit does it really account to what i do now?! zzz XP

words of wisdom from MYF : no training means no results

i shld just run

Don't you wake me from my dream nowI want you here by my sideAnd it won't be so when I am awake will it

This is as quiet as it getsHush down nowGo to sleepWe were once perfect me and youWill never leave this roomH H H HushYou color my eyes redYour loves not live it's deadThis letters written itself inside out againWhen rivers turn to roads and lovers become trendsH H H Hush this is where it endsThis is the calming before the storm This absolution is always incomplete It's always bittersweetH H H HushYou color my eyes redYour loves not live it's deadThis letters written itself inside out againWhen rivers turn to roads and lovers become trendsH H H Hush this is where it endsI wont make a sound so you don't wakeDon't wake don't wake you don't wake you don't wakeHush You color my eyes redYour loves not live it's deadThis letters written itself inside out againWhen rivers turn to roads and lovers become trendsH H H Hush this is where it endsYou color my eyes redYour loves not live it's deadThis letters written itself inside out againWhen rivers turn to roads and lovers become trendsH H H Hush this is where it endsThis is where it ends http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VeEgwXAyQCs

i especially like hte piano part.
have there really been cases when things happen and you never really find out why?even if it is within your human reach

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-kYYuKbxa30 LOL.FRIENDS IS FUNNY :D

i was watching AYG and i feel it pulling at my heart's strings .so emotional -wrenching.... :( aw man, i was oozing with national pride . i think how camera men and all the IT ppl can capture certain scenes and put it together into a video-collage so nicely is very nice. i never get sick of it even though i watched it abt 3 times in the 2 hours i was watching ayg highlights =D "yay me"

and and i listened to the ayg song for four days in a row and never recognised the voice! lian kim's voice so niceee :)

but most imptly of this post, my friend asked me whether i know quah ting wen because he thinks that "she is quite pretty what " . woooots~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XDapeAuLgu4

finally saw it .
does it have to take that much to get someone to just stop for a while and realise you are there .just there waiting with all his affection laid down for nobody to see but you only