juz went to rjcat to check out on my swimming events. i'm leaving sch...1/2 way on wed and i'm not coming to sch at all on thurs. hehee.. hmm, i'm swimming 100m and 200m free. not my pet events but i juz sacrificed and took those unwanted events.. man, the timings that whichever teacher keyed in is so fast! 1.15 for 100m free. woah can die. i guess i'll juz hafta chiong all e way. man, it's so pressuring. ok enough of swimming for now. haha.. oh btw, the swimming costume is....nice? heh. i prefer last yr's one!! oh well..
hmm, training on monday. went to old holland rd and did the slopes thing. i dont know wat's w me nowadays. i juz dont have the motivation to train well. i dont feel like putting in effort and i juz kinda, let my body go when i was too tired. i kinda jogged up the slope? sigh. why cant i juz push a little. i juz dont really have the determination. gotta work on that. 2ndly, it's the juniors. not meaning anything, but why cant u guys juz be serious during training. go laugh and talk abt boys all u want AFTER training. i'm not pin pointing or anything. but do give a little thought for ur seniors that want to be prepared for training. it's difficult to concentrate and talk to urself when others are chatting away happily in the background. during all those competitions, when i see other schs and their teams. i'm in awe at the juniors. i dun really know who are the juniors. but at least they still look determined to me. read another girl's blog and she doesnt really seem to complain abt her juniors.not saying that i do. haha..sigh.. i juz dont feel as motivated as last yr. i feel kinda burned out. but yet i dun want to skip trg. this friday's training is at NIE..ytd, e way mr ng talked abt how trg wld be on friday.. is really scary. he told us to be prepared and etc. i really duno wat's w me...arrghh! i do admit that i'm kinda demoralised when i see pple that used to be slower than me, taking over me.. or juz being in front of me. i juz feel as if the world has came crashing down on me n i dun really feel like running anymore. but yet i still wanna complete the route. i'm juz a selfish person i guess. better start doing my easy runs!! argh.. couldnt be bothered to do.. and it has done so much harm to me. bleh.
take care, God bless.
hope u guys dont get a cough coz of me! =) hmm.. GJAFDLKGJSAFKLJKSAFKL;JSFKLJSADF
ok that wasnt me. why on earth am i blogging anyway
i didnt even felt like doing it
anyway, it's quite short la.
okok, take care pple!
God be with u always
Tuesday, June 29, 2004
Thursday, June 17, 2004
hi peeps! heh nvr been updating for an ultra long time.. sorry. well, i dun wanna elaborate on tiffany's history.it'll be even more boring than history class i assure u guys. anyway i'll prob take abt 5hrs to complete it. hmm, ytd i went the international prayer conference held at barker. it was really really good =) went w ahgong sam,daniel, chris, shern and bev. it was really eventful man.. the best 'adult service' i've ever had. n i learnt than daniel is actually.. actually quite mature? and he can actually communicate w ahgong! this ipc is more for adults.. n dan's actually going.. wow. the power of God. who ever thot this cheeky guy can be so serious. well, i dunno him well. so i was quite shocked, in a happy way. at 1st, we were feeling pretty out of place.. feeling super xtra.. but i know somebody more poor thing. was all alone. haha. anyway we were fidgeting A LOT. we were even passing sweets ard.. sheesh. haha..we felt that we were too young to be in sucha 'grand' place. well, that's wat i thot abt myself. but as God says, nobody is too young to know Him. soon, it started and we started off w so many songs. those adult-ish type.
but there was this really jumpy song! really nice.. all of us [or most of us] starteds waying and all.. haha.. very cute.i like the beat!
when the speaker came, i had that "oh-man-it's-sermon-time" feeling. i was like ready to leave to e toilet 1/2 way.shern asked me to go toilet after the sermon. so at that point of time, we all[e 3 girls] planned to go toilet after the sermon. the pastor, bishop violet fisher i think, started off with some intro. n pple were laughing and all. n i was juz there, not knowing wat the heck the joke was abt. but as she went on.. she started off quite softly.. then gradually going louder and louder. soon, she's shouting.. w her hands swinging ard. showing lots of action. it's really good. n there's one thing i love abt her. she doesnt repeat herself!! that's wat i totally love her abt. they are some pastors that say one sentence n elaborate on it for 10min.. to only go to the next point after 20 min. this pastor juz keeps going on and on.. going from
one point to another. n when she pauses, she gives us a few seconds to reflect on wat she juz said. n there's one part that really keeps me listening. if i dont listen or juz stone for a few moments, i'll lose track of wat she's saying. so i try to
keep focus for the whole time. well, it's a confirm case wont get bored juz listening to her. but i saw this guy slping. no comments to that. haha.. ytd's topic was abt "restoring the wesleyan flame". n, seeing that this lady, so true to God.. still
believing in Him after 40 plus yrs really..really..err touch me. i mean, i dun even know whether she has ever doubted God or smth lor.. juz by the way u see her speak, u really can feel that...it's a strange feeling. n after that when we're praying, ahgong kneeled. dan stood up and raised his hands. and after a while, bev stood. there was this feeling in me to juz stand up n start singing. but i juz like sat la. almost cried too. i couldnt really understand wat bishop fisher was saying.. but i really was so touched. ok my vocab is pretty limited. but i juz started tearing again. this flame of this lady has been burning for so long. yet it still glows for Him. it's really very touching.
ok i juz feel like elaborating on those few phrases i've said..
shern's tagboard : gosh satan is really condemning me alot. i really really full trust God.. but yet he still comes to me and keeps making me doubt God.. being the pessimistic me, i chose to kinda absorb it.. sigh..
i didnt really trust and believe in God during my pri sch days. i used to be a girl that juz goes to church every sun. juz sitting down there listening to the teachers preach abt God's love. i really pity them. they've been trying for a really long time to think abt all sorts of ways to keep our attention and juz listen abt His word. but yet we still juz sit down there and shake leg. i mean, that's wat i really see. i duno whether e kids really listen. but i did look up to the teachers and try to listen. but i still didnt care. then came my 1st teenage yr.. n my 1st 'youth' camp. aiyah it was combined la.. but who cares. haha.. i suddenly had this over whelming feeling for e 1st time. n that's when my walk w God grew. it was a really great experience for me.. but when i look ard, i see pple feeling the presence of God more. at that point of time, i felt really inferior. but i realised that we shld take things 1 step at a time. shld not rush into things. coz then, we might miss out the insignificant things beside us that can mean so much.
rach daddy: yup, here's wat i wanted to tell u.. u know wat.. i might be asking too much of God. but if that story abt the guy wanting to commit suicide, n the pastor calling e wrong number, really happened to me.. [ok maybe not e same situation. but like if God really showed that He's true] then i only might be able to really believe that His's true.
i already do believe that God's real. but when i saw this chi drama abt this grp of pple worshipping this golden calf w this believe that if they really believe, they wld become rich. so they started chopping that golden calf and was trying to gold inside it. but after a while, they realised that they have been tricked. this golden calf god thing was fake. this grp of men pretended that that calf was a god so that they could take the villagers offerings of food. then i started thinking abt God. some pple have done so much for God. in my way, i've prayed to Him. cried out to Him n etc. but when we die, and dont go to heaven, n realise that GOd is fake, wat wld happen? then i cried. i mean, i felt like the world greatest fool to think that of God. i began scolding myself. n became really quiet for e next few days. i really wanted God to punish me. i had created
the worst sin in my life. not believing God is true. and even doubt that we're juz worshipping jus some guy called God, Jesus CHrist.but that was in the past. that juz is the negative and pessimistic side of me.
on the positive side of me, i'm really happy that i've been born into this family where i've been brought to GOd. i'm really happy that i could get into MG..and didnt get into SC, which is not a christian sch. i'm really glad that i'm in AMC where i've really true frens there. i even wanted to transfer to fairfield. i felt that fairfield pple are more practical n they are more holy that MG pple. also, my studies, not really up to standard of MG. i dont really understand MG gals.. MGS is one of the few schs that are known as the holy sch. that's great, but why dont the quality of holiness show thru the girls? anyway, back to the point. hmm... knowing God is a feeling that really makes me so..so..energetic. i duno where that's my personiality that i'm a person that likes to jump and jump n starts acting retarded. but after a really good worship or sermon, i wld feel so much more happier and juz jump ard? yar.. juz start being hyper. ytd's grp of pple can relate to that.we were yar, juz hyper. actually on the way back home in shern's car, i wished that the ride wld be longer.. then we can sing our way home. like the trip back from malaysia after church camp! it was really nice. it gives a wonderful feeling juz worshipping God. coz u know that ur praying and lifting up ur voices and hands, to somebody that's true. i like listening to testimonials.. esp those of the older pple. it really touches me n makes me believe in God more.
but the devil juz keep coming back to haunt me and juz... keep giving doubts to me abt God. i've always tried to brush aside the feeling. but i juz cant stop thinking abt it. ytd during ipc, ahgong actually asked me to go to barker again at 8am to go for the conference again. i was pretty shocked coz he didnt ask shern and bev.. and i was thinking "my doubts in GOd really shows thru me meh? i dun even say anything abt my doubts" oh well, i really duno wat's w me. stop devil juz keeps pestering me. God, why cant u juz shut Him out of my life. i mean, i can juz go on and on abt how great GOd is. how He really saves and all. but there's this little side of me that jus thinks otherwise. and after a while, that little side of me grows. then i'll start stoning. i really hate it when pple ard me starts praising GOd and feels so happy. while i'm juz next to them juz clapping and singing. stop it tiff. it's only between u and God. that a phrase i was really touched by christine. when i asked her smth [kinda personal] she juz paused and juz replied that "it's only between u and God, tiff." it was so.. wow.
i really thank God for all the frens He has given me. oh yea, i juz roll of thunder hear my cry. i found the part where cassie wrote a whole //graph abt.. T.J. it is quite touching. after reading that 2nd last //graph, i juz thot abt eunice.i finally found the words to say wat i've been wanting to say abt my feelings for eunice. gonna write it down. but got the inspiration frm roll of thunder... heeearr my crrrrrry
eunice: I was nvr close to eunice. but she had always been there, a part of me, a part of my life, juz being there like the rain, trees and everything around..n i had thot that she always wld be. yet the rain n trees wld all pass one day. the trees wld wither one day. i knew and understood that.
it really was so sad when i read that TJ's gonna die. it was sad when TJ said that stacey was his one and only true fren. ok why am i talking like that hahaa
ok it feels good letting it all out. i dun really think anybody's reading until here. i'm really lawsaw and i know that. but there's nth bad eh? my lit wld be good =) but i dunno whether i shld take lit. coz during my 1st lit mid yr exam, i was at a lost as to think of wat to write. but as soon as i got my inspiration, i started writing and writing. but again, my vocab is really weak. as wat many teachers say. i know that myself. so pple, plz, when i ask u guys wat a cheem word u juz said means,
plz tell me ok! i really wanna strengthen my eng. and muz start preparing for eng o level. ok out of point.
well, if u guys wanna share anything w me, my email's tiffy_bubblespuff@hotmail ok? i wld really really appreciate it if ur juz tell me abt GOd or wateva la.. i wldnt ridicule or anything. but i really really love reading testimonials abt GOd.aiyah i wldnt mind anything and wateva u guys email me. anything relevant or wateva also can. hahaha.. i sided track a lot.n, it's so fun receiving emails! =X hehee..
oh yar!! abt IPC. INTERNATIONAL PRAYER CONFERENCE. there's a Youth Rally this friday nite[18/6] from 7.30-10. abt there la.shld try and make it! i think it wld be very good. ok i know it'll be! btw, it's at barker.. duno which part.
hahahhaa reminds me.. when dan and i wanted to sit upstairs, we started looking ard for a staircase.. then we walk here and there.. and when we opened some curtains, we saw the stage.. hehee.. we were backstage!! hahahhahaa.. super funny man! imagine if we had actually jumped thru the curtains and shout: we've finally found it! hahahhahaha.. gosh. i think i'm gonna start laughing whenever i see a curtain. ok that's all for today man.. my fingers still can go on leh.. wheee.. typing spree.anyway, sorry abt not for updating for super long. heh.. this ultra long entry shld make up for it? =)
happy days await us! =X bleh. sch's starting soon.
but there was this really jumpy song! really nice.. all of us [or most of us] starteds waying and all.. haha.. very cute.i like the beat!
when the speaker came, i had that "oh-man-it's-sermon-time" feeling. i was like ready to leave to e toilet 1/2 way.shern asked me to go toilet after the sermon. so at that point of time, we all[e 3 girls] planned to go toilet after the sermon. the pastor, bishop violet fisher i think, started off with some intro. n pple were laughing and all. n i was juz there, not knowing wat the heck the joke was abt. but as she went on.. she started off quite softly.. then gradually going louder and louder. soon, she's shouting.. w her hands swinging ard. showing lots of action. it's really good. n there's one thing i love abt her. she doesnt repeat herself!! that's wat i totally love her abt. they are some pastors that say one sentence n elaborate on it for 10min.. to only go to the next point after 20 min. this pastor juz keeps going on and on.. going from
one point to another. n when she pauses, she gives us a few seconds to reflect on wat she juz said. n there's one part that really keeps me listening. if i dont listen or juz stone for a few moments, i'll lose track of wat she's saying. so i try to
keep focus for the whole time. well, it's a confirm case wont get bored juz listening to her. but i saw this guy slping. no comments to that. haha.. ytd's topic was abt "restoring the wesleyan flame". n, seeing that this lady, so true to God.. still
believing in Him after 40 plus yrs really..really..err touch me. i mean, i dun even know whether she has ever doubted God or smth lor.. juz by the way u see her speak, u really can feel that...it's a strange feeling. n after that when we're praying, ahgong kneeled. dan stood up and raised his hands. and after a while, bev stood. there was this feeling in me to juz stand up n start singing. but i juz like sat la. almost cried too. i couldnt really understand wat bishop fisher was saying.. but i really was so touched. ok my vocab is pretty limited. but i juz started tearing again. this flame of this lady has been burning for so long. yet it still glows for Him. it's really very touching.
ok i juz feel like elaborating on those few phrases i've said..
shern's tagboard : gosh satan is really condemning me alot. i really really full trust God.. but yet he still comes to me and keeps making me doubt God.. being the pessimistic me, i chose to kinda absorb it.. sigh..
i didnt really trust and believe in God during my pri sch days. i used to be a girl that juz goes to church every sun. juz sitting down there listening to the teachers preach abt God's love. i really pity them. they've been trying for a really long time to think abt all sorts of ways to keep our attention and juz listen abt His word. but yet we still juz sit down there and shake leg. i mean, that's wat i really see. i duno whether e kids really listen. but i did look up to the teachers and try to listen. but i still didnt care. then came my 1st teenage yr.. n my 1st 'youth' camp. aiyah it was combined la.. but who cares. haha.. i suddenly had this over whelming feeling for e 1st time. n that's when my walk w God grew. it was a really great experience for me.. but when i look ard, i see pple feeling the presence of God more. at that point of time, i felt really inferior. but i realised that we shld take things 1 step at a time. shld not rush into things. coz then, we might miss out the insignificant things beside us that can mean so much.
rach daddy: yup, here's wat i wanted to tell u.. u know wat.. i might be asking too much of God. but if that story abt the guy wanting to commit suicide, n the pastor calling e wrong number, really happened to me.. [ok maybe not e same situation. but like if God really showed that He's true] then i only might be able to really believe that His's true.
i already do believe that God's real. but when i saw this chi drama abt this grp of pple worshipping this golden calf w this believe that if they really believe, they wld become rich. so they started chopping that golden calf and was trying to gold inside it. but after a while, they realised that they have been tricked. this golden calf god thing was fake. this grp of men pretended that that calf was a god so that they could take the villagers offerings of food. then i started thinking abt God. some pple have done so much for God. in my way, i've prayed to Him. cried out to Him n etc. but when we die, and dont go to heaven, n realise that GOd is fake, wat wld happen? then i cried. i mean, i felt like the world greatest fool to think that of God. i began scolding myself. n became really quiet for e next few days. i really wanted God to punish me. i had created
the worst sin in my life. not believing God is true. and even doubt that we're juz worshipping jus some guy called God, Jesus CHrist.but that was in the past. that juz is the negative and pessimistic side of me.
on the positive side of me, i'm really happy that i've been born into this family where i've been brought to GOd. i'm really happy that i could get into MG..and didnt get into SC, which is not a christian sch. i'm really glad that i'm in AMC where i've really true frens there. i even wanted to transfer to fairfield. i felt that fairfield pple are more practical n they are more holy that MG pple. also, my studies, not really up to standard of MG. i dont really understand MG gals.. MGS is one of the few schs that are known as the holy sch. that's great, but why dont the quality of holiness show thru the girls? anyway, back to the point. hmm... knowing God is a feeling that really makes me so..so..energetic. i duno where that's my personiality that i'm a person that likes to jump and jump n starts acting retarded. but after a really good worship or sermon, i wld feel so much more happier and juz jump ard? yar.. juz start being hyper. ytd's grp of pple can relate to that.we were yar, juz hyper. actually on the way back home in shern's car, i wished that the ride wld be longer.. then we can sing our way home. like the trip back from malaysia after church camp! it was really nice. it gives a wonderful feeling juz worshipping God. coz u know that ur praying and lifting up ur voices and hands, to somebody that's true. i like listening to testimonials.. esp those of the older pple. it really touches me n makes me believe in God more.
but the devil juz keep coming back to haunt me and juz... keep giving doubts to me abt God. i've always tried to brush aside the feeling. but i juz cant stop thinking abt it. ytd during ipc, ahgong actually asked me to go to barker again at 8am to go for the conference again. i was pretty shocked coz he didnt ask shern and bev.. and i was thinking "my doubts in GOd really shows thru me meh? i dun even say anything abt my doubts" oh well, i really duno wat's w me. stop devil juz keeps pestering me. God, why cant u juz shut Him out of my life. i mean, i can juz go on and on abt how great GOd is. how He really saves and all. but there's this little side of me that jus thinks otherwise. and after a while, that little side of me grows. then i'll start stoning. i really hate it when pple ard me starts praising GOd and feels so happy. while i'm juz next to them juz clapping and singing. stop it tiff. it's only between u and God. that a phrase i was really touched by christine. when i asked her smth [kinda personal] she juz paused and juz replied that "it's only between u and God, tiff." it was so.. wow.
i really thank God for all the frens He has given me. oh yea, i juz roll of thunder hear my cry. i found the part where cassie wrote a whole //graph abt.. T.J. it is quite touching. after reading that 2nd last //graph, i juz thot abt eunice.i finally found the words to say wat i've been wanting to say abt my feelings for eunice. gonna write it down. but got the inspiration frm roll of thunder... heeearr my crrrrrry
eunice: I was nvr close to eunice. but she had always been there, a part of me, a part of my life, juz being there like the rain, trees and everything around..n i had thot that she always wld be. yet the rain n trees wld all pass one day. the trees wld wither one day. i knew and understood that.
it really was so sad when i read that TJ's gonna die. it was sad when TJ said that stacey was his one and only true fren. ok why am i talking like that hahaa
ok it feels good letting it all out. i dun really think anybody's reading until here. i'm really lawsaw and i know that. but there's nth bad eh? my lit wld be good =) but i dunno whether i shld take lit. coz during my 1st lit mid yr exam, i was at a lost as to think of wat to write. but as soon as i got my inspiration, i started writing and writing. but again, my vocab is really weak. as wat many teachers say. i know that myself. so pple, plz, when i ask u guys wat a cheem word u juz said means,
plz tell me ok! i really wanna strengthen my eng. and muz start preparing for eng o level. ok out of point.
well, if u guys wanna share anything w me, my email's tiffy_bubblespuff@hotmail ok? i wld really really appreciate it if ur juz tell me abt GOd or wateva la.. i wldnt ridicule or anything. but i really really love reading testimonials abt GOd.aiyah i wldnt mind anything and wateva u guys email me. anything relevant or wateva also can. hahaha.. i sided track a lot.n, it's so fun receiving emails! =X hehee..
oh yar!! abt IPC. INTERNATIONAL PRAYER CONFERENCE. there's a Youth Rally this friday nite[18/6] from 7.30-10. abt there la.shld try and make it! i think it wld be very good. ok i know it'll be! btw, it's at barker.. duno which part.
hahahhaa reminds me.. when dan and i wanted to sit upstairs, we started looking ard for a staircase.. then we walk here and there.. and when we opened some curtains, we saw the stage.. hehee.. we were backstage!! hahahhahaa.. super funny man! imagine if we had actually jumped thru the curtains and shout: we've finally found it! hahahhahaha.. gosh. i think i'm gonna start laughing whenever i see a curtain. ok that's all for today man.. my fingers still can go on leh.. wheee.. typing spree.anyway, sorry abt not for updating for super long. heh.. this ultra long entry shld make up for it? =)
happy days await us! =X bleh. sch's starting soon.
Monday, May 24, 2004
well, sorry to all my buddies.. nvr update for soo long. coz yar.. no time. last wk only played computer once or twice. haha.. i'm so much busier now compared than during the exams.. well, as i said in mel's blog, i dun i had studied enough.. and wasn't that kanchiong.. serious man.. after we got back our results n when the teachers left the classroom, 4 of us[charmain, poorky, celestine n me] went to the back of the classroom and started playing bridge. mel and i were even joking ard.. i failed geog.. 47.5/100. sigh!!! oh well, it's over. anyway, i dun like this yr's geog.. i got 3.5/25 for one section some more k.. i'm so loser. ok enough of de-grading myself. oops hahhaha.. i duno wat to write liao.. oh yes.
wow, so many pple tagged me =) thanx man!! so nice of u guys.. eh zhiyi! how u come here one... hahha.. u still swimming at keppel or not arh..
hmm, ytd was the 25th anniversary for AMC!! yay!! 3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for AMC yadadada.. early in the morning 5.50am, woke up and left for the mrt.. in the end, reached the...kallang mrt at duno wat time. then took the caterpilla bus. it was crawling lor! gosh.. i couldnt take the slow-ness of it. wanted to scream at the driver to open the door then i run to the place. wld be soo much faster man.. arrghh! by the time i reached there, the competition ended.. that's wat i heard. *wahhh!!!* unfair man.. then wat's the point of me going.. didnt they wait for me??? SC won.. well, the kiasus always win la.. bet they left their homes at 4plus or smth la! oh well..
after that, went to kap for a while.. then went home, took my time to bath. but shern called to tell that they were gonna practise again for the 2nd time or smth. so chiong all the way la. was sweating so much. haha.. hmm.. after practising for so long, we went to eat lunch at subway. we were separated in fact. ate w joyce, sam and joanne lee! our dance teacher =) she's sucha good teacher!!
anyway, after that, we went to tiff ng's house.. i think. if not tiff goh la. then went to play ps. the pple play until so siao man.. hahha.. i only played bishi bashi or bashi bishi w tiff ng/goh. hahahhhaa.. that girl arh.. sec4 already still so siao one!! hahhaha.. so funny.. we 2 were playing when the rest of the pple changed liao... hahahah.. i wanna play w her again! she so cuteee!! anyway, joel and aaron were trying to confuse us.. so it was even funnier. luckily the machine or wateva wasnt spoilt la..
k then after that, we left for church in 2 separate taxis.. coz we played playstation for too long already. haha joel paid for our fare. heng man.. below $5.. if not i so paiseh.. natural instinct. k then had service. w chinese translation. gosh! the pple are like... wow. so pro at chinese!! then when we were singing the songs, sing in eng and chi.. cheem man.. kk
then after service, we went to pray.. at the covered play area or smth. anyway, then we had dinner. and we went to do our item! straight after we finished our item, we had to dance again. hahha.. the crowd loves us! wheee.. it was really a blessing from God to see so many pple excited over our dance =) and on stage, i saw many pple taking pics of us.. using their digital camera.. and even their hps! i think. so nice =)
oh well, i'm off to bed! nites =)
wow, so many pple tagged me =) thanx man!! so nice of u guys.. eh zhiyi! how u come here one... hahha.. u still swimming at keppel or not arh..
hmm, ytd was the 25th anniversary for AMC!! yay!! 3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for AMC yadadada.. early in the morning 5.50am, woke up and left for the mrt.. in the end, reached the...kallang mrt at duno wat time. then took the caterpilla bus. it was crawling lor! gosh.. i couldnt take the slow-ness of it. wanted to scream at the driver to open the door then i run to the place. wld be soo much faster man.. arrghh! by the time i reached there, the competition ended.. that's wat i heard. *wahhh!!!* unfair man.. then wat's the point of me going.. didnt they wait for me??? SC won.. well, the kiasus always win la.. bet they left their homes at 4plus or smth la! oh well..
after that, went to kap for a while.. then went home, took my time to bath. but shern called to tell that they were gonna practise again for the 2nd time or smth. so chiong all the way la. was sweating so much. haha.. hmm.. after practising for so long, we went to eat lunch at subway. we were separated in fact. ate w joyce, sam and joanne lee! our dance teacher =) she's sucha good teacher!!
anyway, after that, we went to tiff ng's house.. i think. if not tiff goh la. then went to play ps. the pple play until so siao man.. hahha.. i only played bishi bashi or bashi bishi w tiff ng/goh. hahahhhaa.. that girl arh.. sec4 already still so siao one!! hahhaha.. so funny.. we 2 were playing when the rest of the pple changed liao... hahahah.. i wanna play w her again! she so cuteee!! anyway, joel and aaron were trying to confuse us.. so it was even funnier. luckily the machine or wateva wasnt spoilt la..
k then after that, we left for church in 2 separate taxis.. coz we played playstation for too long already. haha joel paid for our fare. heng man.. below $5.. if not i so paiseh.. natural instinct. k then had service. w chinese translation. gosh! the pple are like... wow. so pro at chinese!! then when we were singing the songs, sing in eng and chi.. cheem man.. kk
then after service, we went to pray.. at the covered play area or smth. anyway, then we had dinner. and we went to do our item! straight after we finished our item, we had to dance again. hahha.. the crowd loves us! wheee.. it was really a blessing from God to see so many pple excited over our dance =) and on stage, i saw many pple taking pics of us.. using their digital camera.. and even their hps! i think. so nice =)
oh well, i'm off to bed! nites =)
Friday, May 14, 2004
hmm, so exams are over! yay! but yea, i'll miss those days when we stayed back in class to study.. when we went to kap to 'study' but end up eating more instead. or that time when we went to westmall to look at guys *winks at chessa n ana* ;) ok so i haven't updated for a loooong time.. i think. let's see will start from monday. i cant rmb everything clearly
monday blaaah wat happened?!?! oh yes, science test.. it was ok i guess.. but i can nvr b sure of how well or badly i wld perform.. after science, went to kap w charmain and cherie.. haha crapped for a while then left. wanted to study for history at home..
tuesday had history.. hmm found it really difficult.. cant rmb la! i forget abt exam scripts too easily already.. then after sch, went to westmall w ana, chessa and mel poorrkky! then we ate at mos burger.. i ate there for e 1st time.. well, they left me a good impression. i'd write to CASE to praise them. haha.. shan't elaborate on their service.. coz it's quite ex too. hmm.. after chessa left, we walked ard n finally decided to study at e library. we finally settled at the children's section. after reading a few children bks, i studied. then when the grp of pple, taking e seats left, we chiong for them n cont studying.. hmm, then a grp of girls n boys soon came n occupied our kids corner.. hahhaha.. sucha funny name. n suddenly a nerd came in sight and chessa started laughing. well, i laughed softly. i wasnt so mean k. then another one soon came to join him and chessa laughed EVEN LOUDER. hahhahhahhaha
kk gtg bye
monday blaaah wat happened?!?! oh yes, science test.. it was ok i guess.. but i can nvr b sure of how well or badly i wld perform.. after science, went to kap w charmain and cherie.. haha crapped for a while then left. wanted to study for history at home..
tuesday had history.. hmm found it really difficult.. cant rmb la! i forget abt exam scripts too easily already.. then after sch, went to westmall w ana, chessa and mel poorrkky! then we ate at mos burger.. i ate there for e 1st time.. well, they left me a good impression. i'd write to CASE to praise them. haha.. shan't elaborate on their service.. coz it's quite ex too. hmm.. after chessa left, we walked ard n finally decided to study at e library. we finally settled at the children's section. after reading a few children bks, i studied. then when the grp of pple, taking e seats left, we chiong for them n cont studying.. hmm, then a grp of girls n boys soon came n occupied our kids corner.. hahhaha.. sucha funny name. n suddenly a nerd came in sight and chessa started laughing. well, i laughed softly. i wasnt so mean k. then another one soon came to join him and chessa laughed EVEN LOUDER. hahhahhahhaha
kk gtg bye
Monday, May 03, 2004
hey peeps!!! e 3rd grp most pple impt in my life =) after God and my family. heehee.. so how's sch?? i'm enjoying the exam days man! fine. today is only e 1st day of it. all the better! let time past SLLLOOOWWWLLY.. hahaha.. 1stly, we get to go home early! =) and i realised that my house is soooo nice in the afternoon! no kids screaming around. and the park is pretty nice! (= i like it! wanted to study outside.. but so hot.. bleh. ok. read down there|
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ok reason i'm updating is becoz everytime i come to my blog, i see the 'ok seniors.... wats going on thing' and it brings back memorise.. ugh. so i'm updating! i shall start up nice-ly. ok that was a nice start =) ok that arrow so sing eh one. haha who cares. k so today was eng 1 and lit. eng i did on family if u guys wanna know. yes yes... almost everybody's telling me, "tiffany! i saw that family thing and knew u were gona write on that!" haha duh. i can get v emotional and write all those touching stuff to move the examiner's heart.. causing her to give me a high grade. haha.. wat crap. i dont think i did that well.. during the climax i couldnt think of any good words. it was an arguement w my sister. n i exaggerated. a lot. and when i wrote that the arguement subsided, i didnt again, write a v nice ending. coz there wasnt enough time. during lit, same situation. NOT ENOUGH TIME!!! i was seriously scibbling thru my last qns.. the poem parts. ugh. anyway is the girl in the poem the girlfren?!?! i was not sure.. so i juz put "the boy this the girl that" oh well. it's all over. scenerio in class(in my point of view)
: nat loh, leisurely reading thru her qns.. flipping e paper here and there. then slowly staple her papers together [ i think ] i wasn't like staring at her. coz like our heads tilt when we write right.. so yup i could see her at the corner of my eye. and me, next to her, rushing and scribbling my paper like mad, stopping frequently to let blood flow. it shld be quite a funny scene. man, if i were actually perspiring coz i was so jing chang.. it wld be even funnier!! haha..
hmm.. then after sch, walked to the bus stop. talked to so many pple. then christine saw her dddd fren.. hAAHHA.. i shall not sabo her. ok then after that came home, talked to my brother.. ate lunch etc.. blah blah.. smsed beverly, shern and....joanne lee. senior in church. think i sounded really stupid. like this junior fan. errr kk nvm.. haha.. then woah. the smses really poured in.. from 3 of them. then stopped smsing jo. and beverly and shern. but coz i was taking so long to sms, i was smsing non stop. ugh. fingers pain arh.. then suddenly my phone started ringing. gave me a shock k. and guess wat. it's my fren's fren. stupid toot. he was like pranking call me.. and ?!??!?! duno wat he said.. smth like : he told us smth abt u. and i wanted to.... no my roommate.. no [somebody] wanted to find out ......
n the phone hung up. i was so pissed. coz suddenly there was complete silence w laughing in the background. sickening. i was juz giving mono replies.. hahahhah.. then called 2nd time, :sorry. i called the wrong person. it was not u who i wanted to me.........
"okokokok. i get it! my phone bill lah! bye."
muahahha... i rawk ok. i shld not have actually picked up. that stupid guy so law saw. but i heard him say "okokokok" so many times in a high pitched voice.. HAHHAHHA.. i cant even go that high!!!!! wait. my fren concluded that he likes my name. so that makes him my fan. wahahha.. who else wants to join the tiffany fan club. ok nvm that's so loser. he can be my only fan. shucks. wats my no1 fan's name. ahahha.. oh well...
ahh i've been trying to find the lyrics of "one way" by united life! ahh.. cant find. forget it. i'm off to studying the faces of the earth... ?!??! geog lah. eh shabs way of spelling geog: geografffiiiii hahahha.. i couldnt stop laughing when she typed that. it was on msn k. so imagine a girl laughing her head off when juz staring into this computer screen. oh well
one way! Jesus! ur the only one that i could live for
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you are the way, the truth and the life
ok i cant hear the rest of the lyrics.. but like if a girl like me cant even hear the rest, it's ok. well coz it's like i dont have the lyrics! but look. if those were the lyrics i could hear very clearly. it means that they emphasize on those words. yes. i wanna emphasize those into my life. still rmbed last time, nat thery asked me whether i was a strong christian. haha i think it was coz of those phrases i wrote in my diary. well i juz said straight off "no" i said that becoz i wanna be a strong christian. but i cant. it's my dream, my purpose of living that i wanna live for Him. i wanna be a real strong christian that even my frens at sch n the rest could see it. then maybe, pple might be touched on how God actually works in pple's life. i started off as a slack christian. oh well. i'm crapping here. God bless.
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ok reason i'm updating is becoz everytime i come to my blog, i see the 'ok seniors.... wats going on thing' and it brings back memorise.. ugh. so i'm updating! i shall start up nice-ly. ok that was a nice start =) ok that arrow so sing eh one. haha who cares. k so today was eng 1 and lit. eng i did on family if u guys wanna know. yes yes... almost everybody's telling me, "tiffany! i saw that family thing and knew u were gona write on that!" haha duh. i can get v emotional and write all those touching stuff to move the examiner's heart.. causing her to give me a high grade. haha.. wat crap. i dont think i did that well.. during the climax i couldnt think of any good words. it was an arguement w my sister. n i exaggerated. a lot. and when i wrote that the arguement subsided, i didnt again, write a v nice ending. coz there wasnt enough time. during lit, same situation. NOT ENOUGH TIME!!! i was seriously scibbling thru my last qns.. the poem parts. ugh. anyway is the girl in the poem the girlfren?!?! i was not sure.. so i juz put "the boy this the girl that" oh well. it's all over. scenerio in class(in my point of view)
: nat loh, leisurely reading thru her qns.. flipping e paper here and there. then slowly staple her papers together [ i think ] i wasn't like staring at her. coz like our heads tilt when we write right.. so yup i could see her at the corner of my eye. and me, next to her, rushing and scribbling my paper like mad, stopping frequently to let blood flow. it shld be quite a funny scene. man, if i were actually perspiring coz i was so jing chang.. it wld be even funnier!! haha..
hmm.. then after sch, walked to the bus stop. talked to so many pple. then christine saw her dddd fren.. hAAHHA.. i shall not sabo her. ok then after that came home, talked to my brother.. ate lunch etc.. blah blah.. smsed beverly, shern and....joanne lee. senior in church. think i sounded really stupid. like this junior fan. errr kk nvm.. haha.. then woah. the smses really poured in.. from 3 of them. then stopped smsing jo. and beverly and shern. but coz i was taking so long to sms, i was smsing non stop. ugh. fingers pain arh.. then suddenly my phone started ringing. gave me a shock k. and guess wat. it's my fren's fren. stupid toot. he was like pranking call me.. and ?!??!?! duno wat he said.. smth like : he told us smth abt u. and i wanted to.... no my roommate.. no [somebody] wanted to find out ......
n the phone hung up. i was so pissed. coz suddenly there was complete silence w laughing in the background. sickening. i was juz giving mono replies.. hahahhah.. then called 2nd time, :sorry. i called the wrong person. it was not u who i wanted to me.........
"okokokok. i get it! my phone bill lah! bye."
muahahha... i rawk ok. i shld not have actually picked up. that stupid guy so law saw. but i heard him say "okokokok" so many times in a high pitched voice.. HAHHAHHA.. i cant even go that high!!!!! wait. my fren concluded that he likes my name. so that makes him my fan. wahahha.. who else wants to join the tiffany fan club. ok nvm that's so loser. he can be my only fan. shucks. wats my no1 fan's name. ahahha.. oh well...
ahh i've been trying to find the lyrics of "one way" by united life! ahh.. cant find. forget it. i'm off to studying the faces of the earth... ?!??! geog lah. eh shabs way of spelling geog: geografffiiiii hahahha.. i couldnt stop laughing when she typed that. it was on msn k. so imagine a girl laughing her head off when juz staring into this computer screen. oh well
one way! Jesus! ur the only one that i could live for
.....
you are the way, the truth and the life
ok i cant hear the rest of the lyrics.. but like if a girl like me cant even hear the rest, it's ok. well coz it's like i dont have the lyrics! but look. if those were the lyrics i could hear very clearly. it means that they emphasize on those words. yes. i wanna emphasize those into my life. still rmbed last time, nat thery asked me whether i was a strong christian. haha i think it was coz of those phrases i wrote in my diary. well i juz said straight off "no" i said that becoz i wanna be a strong christian. but i cant. it's my dream, my purpose of living that i wanna live for Him. i wanna be a real strong christian that even my frens at sch n the rest could see it. then maybe, pple might be touched on how God actually works in pple's life. i started off as a slack christian. oh well. i'm crapping here. God bless.
Saturday, April 17, 2004
ok seniors.. so what's going on.. why are u suddenly feeling so against us c div runners. yes w/o weilin we wont even win at all. but do u have to tell us that? we're already enough demorilised[spelling?] what did we do? e new season has juz started. man, juz reading ur blogs make me feel v scared to face n train w u guys on monday. it makes me feel that i'm lousy[duh i am] and makes me think that i'm super inferior to u. yes i am inferior to u.. but sigh. i dunno.. anyway i'm juz v sorry if i've ever like made u guys feel wateva way u said on ur blogs. i dun know how to phrase it. but, juz rmb that i'm feeling v demorilised now. if saying that offends u, i'm really sorry.
come to think of it.. wheneva we're doing the workout, we wld always say we cant do it etc.. n our seniors gotta cheer us on etc.. yeah seniors, i know it's v tiring. sorry if i've eva made u guys feel this way. i know i've said i cant finish the workout and all. yeah it's really really super tiring juz trying to tell the juniors that they can do it n muz believe in themselves.. somehow i think i've experienced it b4.. sigh..
okok enough of X.. so going on to church. wait. gosh i think i'm pro man.. my brother was like whining and whining like mad.. then i asked him to stop crying and he juz stared at me and kept quiet! gosh. i rawk.. eh he's slping now!!!!! eyeerrr.... why am i so pro.. hahha.. kk.. i dunno why.. but when i went to church last sunday.. coz i went late, i was sitting near the door. and after service, i juz wanted to run to my sec2 grp and juz give them a hug.. coz i felt hyper.. so yea.. i ran there and almost juz acted super hyped up. but then i stopped. gosh.. why are e sec2 pple so..... =X matured? i duno.. but i felt v weird w them.. esp beverly.. sorry.. i'm not talking bad abt u k.. juz that i've always felt weird w u.. but i feel more 'homely' w rachdad.. but thing's that.. i cant really talk to her that well.. but on msn, we talk so much rubbish.. haha.. i loved that conversation w u and chris! gosh it even made my toes laugh k.. serious -.-/ hahha.. i feel ok w shern.. partly coz she's from the MG family too.. and we both go thru the same stress together.. juz that she can handle it better.. that clever toot! u so clever k.. hmm.. and tracy.. i think i can actually go quite well w her.. juz that she's too quiet.. evan... aiyah... that girl. no comments =P kidding lah. that hyper gal.. haha.. so scary when she gets pissed man. well for annabelle.. she's quite a nice girl to talk to.. juz that she like mei mian zi like that. she keeps teasing me about him when i dont even like him at all.. gosh.. only reason i blushed during church camp when ur suddenly talked about it was becoz he was there! juz one table away. and u guys juz happily chatting away about how i like him. when i only knew hu he was few hrs ago. u noe how embarrasing is that. it's as if u like ur brother in that bgr way.. sheesh. and last but not least.. my gay partner!! woohoo.. hahhahha.. o.O that really sounded gross. no i didnt type that ok! it was my hyper side typing it.. i feel inferior to her. coz she's so smart! hmph! haha.. well maybe i really know why i feel Xtra. coz ur all are from choir lah.. girl guides.. gym.. volleyball.. drama etc. and me, X country. an Xtra cca. the only sport cca while u all are in 'cultured' cca or wateva it's called. haha.. oh wait. there's volleyball too.. but that volleyball-er[tracy] so quiet! >.<" so anyway.. after church i ate there n started doing lit.. then almost fell asleep. suddenly henry,sam,chris,ben,yuliang,rach tham,jo huang and her fren.. and shern came.. eh so fun man! great ahgong was teaching them some weird cup game.. wahhah then i was distracted from lit. who cares abt lit! my frenz are more impt. hahha.. then we all left for fairfield's bball court to go play there.. but b4 that the guys were trying to do all sorts of funny stunts -.- w rach and me laughing. haha.. shern and to leave!!! aww... so sad k.. it was really fun playing bball.. though i was juz standing there.. bai mei lah. haha how to play bball >.< oh yar! erm... that guy was there too.. oh yes. ashley. k so after that we left.. but rach wanted to run one round around the track b4 going back to church.. then ben accompanied her w another guy.. cant rmb. then everybody left.. and it was left ben, chris, me and my 2 meis! gosh i didnt know ben e quiet mickey mouse was so talkative and funny.. hahha i was laughing most of the time w they 2 debating over e traffic light being a tree. how lame is that.. then we got a taxi and left for tuition.. leaving the crappy pple behind.. hahaha it was so fun man! it's making me excited for tmr!
today, had track meet. yay! woke up at 6 and reached ACJC at 0730. had the events going.. then cheerleading competition.. woah pro man! but jackson couldnt do their major stunts. aww.. nah it's alrite =) jackson still did a real good job! we got 2nd!!! for cheerleading. and blackmore 1st.. they deserved it. they were good. i realised what's cheerleaders' fave line. person 1: ready? pple: ok!
hahhaha.. so cute! but too common so not really nice. then we had the relays!! yay.. i ran 8 by 50m [ coz got not enough pple k. i didnt like:yay! run 50m !! so fun !! -.-] and 4*400m.. we got 1st for both!!!! 8*50 was really fast k. it was as if i ran for 10secs only. hahah.. and that sec1 ah-ma-deh-la person was ultra fast k! i dunno her name. hahha it was so funny.. b4 the race our team were 'practising passing the bat-ten' and when that sec1 gal got the bat-ten thing, my team members were all 'bowing' to her. hahhahha so funny. then 4*400.. franky was super fast.. then geraldine was super fast too! and once i got the bat-ten, i started chionging.. and i heard footsteps behind.. thinking it was christine, i sped up again. i didnt want to lose the christine since i started running off earlier than her. but actual fact was that danielle was behind me. oh well.. at least i did my best.. but i was damn toot. i slowed down at the end!!!! i was v scared to pass the bat-ten. anyway i did it w/o dropping the baiten. then off went joy! w weilin behind.. gosh weilin recovered v quickly.. and was juz few steps behind joy! so scary. i was like screaming my lungs off. coz i knew i slowed down at the end.. and i wld feel super bad if we got 2nd. but weilin was tired.. so sad. she was the 4th in c div for nationals! but WE WON!!!!! man i was soo happy. franky and geraldine are super fast! haha.. 2 netballers, 2 crossies. man i felt xtra. coz i was so short compared to them. oh well.. so for 2.4 i muz buck up! i wanna get 2nd again.. like i did since p4.. but there're so many good runners in class.. eg. joy[duh], ethel, franky, natalie, shiyan, lynette, venessa.. aiyah. so many lah. i'm too tired to rmb all the names.. oh man! i wanted to study at like...... 6.45? i over shot! oops. crap. anyway i feel better letting my feelings go =) i bet nobody's reading now.. haha who wld actually read this boring entry till here =P kk gotta eat dinner. ahh!! church tmr =B ----- > =X
come to think of it.. wheneva we're doing the workout, we wld always say we cant do it etc.. n our seniors gotta cheer us on etc.. yeah seniors, i know it's v tiring. sorry if i've eva made u guys feel this way. i know i've said i cant finish the workout and all. yeah it's really really super tiring juz trying to tell the juniors that they can do it n muz believe in themselves.. somehow i think i've experienced it b4.. sigh..
okok enough of X.. so going on to church. wait. gosh i think i'm pro man.. my brother was like whining and whining like mad.. then i asked him to stop crying and he juz stared at me and kept quiet! gosh. i rawk.. eh he's slping now!!!!! eyeerrr.... why am i so pro.. hahha.. kk.. i dunno why.. but when i went to church last sunday.. coz i went late, i was sitting near the door. and after service, i juz wanted to run to my sec2 grp and juz give them a hug.. coz i felt hyper.. so yea.. i ran there and almost juz acted super hyped up. but then i stopped. gosh.. why are e sec2 pple so..... =X matured? i duno.. but i felt v weird w them.. esp beverly.. sorry.. i'm not talking bad abt u k.. juz that i've always felt weird w u.. but i feel more 'homely' w rachdad.. but thing's that.. i cant really talk to her that well.. but on msn, we talk so much rubbish.. haha.. i loved that conversation w u and chris! gosh it even made my toes laugh k.. serious -.-/ hahha.. i feel ok w shern.. partly coz she's from the MG family too.. and we both go thru the same stress together.. juz that she can handle it better.. that clever toot! u so clever k.. hmm.. and tracy.. i think i can actually go quite well w her.. juz that she's too quiet.. evan... aiyah... that girl. no comments =P kidding lah. that hyper gal.. haha.. so scary when she gets pissed man. well for annabelle.. she's quite a nice girl to talk to.. juz that she like mei mian zi like that. she keeps teasing me about him when i dont even like him at all.. gosh.. only reason i blushed during church camp when ur suddenly talked about it was becoz he was there! juz one table away. and u guys juz happily chatting away about how i like him. when i only knew hu he was few hrs ago. u noe how embarrasing is that. it's as if u like ur brother in that bgr way.. sheesh. and last but not least.. my gay partner!! woohoo.. hahhahha.. o.O that really sounded gross. no i didnt type that ok! it was my hyper side typing it.. i feel inferior to her. coz she's so smart! hmph! haha.. well maybe i really know why i feel Xtra. coz ur all are from choir lah.. girl guides.. gym.. volleyball.. drama etc. and me, X country. an Xtra cca. the only sport cca while u all are in 'cultured' cca or wateva it's called. haha.. oh wait. there's volleyball too.. but that volleyball-er[tracy] so quiet! >.<" so anyway.. after church i ate there n started doing lit.. then almost fell asleep. suddenly henry,sam,chris,ben,yuliang,rach tham,jo huang and her fren.. and shern came.. eh so fun man! great ahgong was teaching them some weird cup game.. wahhah then i was distracted from lit. who cares abt lit! my frenz are more impt. hahha.. then we all left for fairfield's bball court to go play there.. but b4 that the guys were trying to do all sorts of funny stunts -.- w rach and me laughing. haha.. shern and to leave!!! aww... so sad k.. it was really fun playing bball.. though i was juz standing there.. bai mei lah. haha how to play bball >.< oh yar! erm... that guy was there too.. oh yes. ashley. k so after that we left.. but rach wanted to run one round around the track b4 going back to church.. then ben accompanied her w another guy.. cant rmb. then everybody left.. and it was left ben, chris, me and my 2 meis! gosh i didnt know ben e quiet mickey mouse was so talkative and funny.. hahha i was laughing most of the time w they 2 debating over e traffic light being a tree. how lame is that.. then we got a taxi and left for tuition.. leaving the crappy pple behind.. hahaha it was so fun man! it's making me excited for tmr!
today, had track meet. yay! woke up at 6 and reached ACJC at 0730. had the events going.. then cheerleading competition.. woah pro man! but jackson couldnt do their major stunts. aww.. nah it's alrite =) jackson still did a real good job! we got 2nd!!! for cheerleading. and blackmore 1st.. they deserved it. they were good. i realised what's cheerleaders' fave line. person 1: ready? pple: ok!
hahhaha.. so cute! but too common so not really nice. then we had the relays!! yay.. i ran 8 by 50m [ coz got not enough pple k. i didnt like:yay! run 50m !! so fun !! -.-] and 4*400m.. we got 1st for both!!!! 8*50 was really fast k. it was as if i ran for 10secs only. hahah.. and that sec1 ah-ma-deh-la person was ultra fast k! i dunno her name. hahha it was so funny.. b4 the race our team were 'practising passing the bat-ten' and when that sec1 gal got the bat-ten thing, my team members were all 'bowing' to her. hahhahha so funny. then 4*400.. franky was super fast.. then geraldine was super fast too! and once i got the bat-ten, i started chionging.. and i heard footsteps behind.. thinking it was christine, i sped up again. i didnt want to lose the christine since i started running off earlier than her. but actual fact was that danielle was behind me. oh well.. at least i did my best.. but i was damn toot. i slowed down at the end!!!! i was v scared to pass the bat-ten. anyway i did it w/o dropping the baiten. then off went joy! w weilin behind.. gosh weilin recovered v quickly.. and was juz few steps behind joy! so scary. i was like screaming my lungs off. coz i knew i slowed down at the end.. and i wld feel super bad if we got 2nd. but weilin was tired.. so sad. she was the 4th in c div for nationals! but WE WON!!!!! man i was soo happy. franky and geraldine are super fast! haha.. 2 netballers, 2 crossies. man i felt xtra. coz i was so short compared to them. oh well.. so for 2.4 i muz buck up! i wanna get 2nd again.. like i did since p4.. but there're so many good runners in class.. eg. joy[duh], ethel, franky, natalie, shiyan, lynette, venessa.. aiyah. so many lah. i'm too tired to rmb all the names.. oh man! i wanted to study at like...... 6.45? i over shot! oops. crap. anyway i feel better letting my feelings go =) i bet nobody's reading now.. haha who wld actually read this boring entry till here =P kk gotta eat dinner. ahh!! church tmr =B ----- > =X
Monday, March 29, 2004
hey guys.. k so like today was our 1st day back to training =) e feelings great. though i know that in time to come, we'll meet the difficulties again like we faced last yr. we'll meet troubles.. lack of time management.. late nites of studying.. stress.. feel so bleh physically and mentally. but this yr, it's gonna be worse.. coz of the new stuff mr ng intro-ed to us. but we all know that w God's help we'll pull thru yeah? i was quite nervous for today coz like.. yar.. 1st day of trg again. during our 3wk break, i recovered fully from the competition.. which was good. i felt that i never had eva ran in my life. that i'm not a Xie at all. but doing e trg days.. i felt that i've smth missing me in.. smth missing in my life. after sch on Monday/Wednesday or Friday, i would wonder during the last period.. hmm what am i gonna do after sch? n i really forgot i usually had X trgs.. and after a while, i juz realised it. i realise that running's part of my life. though my schedule's super hectic, and i cant study that much.. i realise that X country has actually made me a stronger person. X has brought me closer to God as i pray to Him for energy etc during the race. when i had my stitch[which was like killing] during the X comp, i juz wanted to give up. it's true. i duno what got to me. but God cheered me on.. He gave me the courage.. He gave me good supporters that can actually cheer for me that i dont even know. k fine besides judy.[those were the ACJC pple =) i love u AC seniors =)] so i started jogging. jogging ok. and i let a good whole lot of 20+ 30 pple pass me. i thought i was a failure. i felt super demoralised[spelling?!?!?] i really wanted to stop thinkin that i'll be pulling e team down anyway.. and chris wld definately speed up anyway. but my legs juz went on. the power of God. anyway i realised that chris didnt do that well.. and heng ah.. lucky i didnt stop. and coz of all those trgs.. i couldnt go out as much.. but i had my fair share of fun =) go kap lah.. go here and there.. and when reach home late, blame it on trg haha. but it's always the same pple i'm going out w. yay! Xie rox.. they dont make me feel weird.. or that i'm xtra.. coz that's what we are! Xtra.
ok that was out of point.. well today after assembly, went to chapel for Discover Jesus Wk. so sad the sec4s could only watch thru the projecter screen. hmm.. then we watched will hung!!! wahhaha.. and then a will hung look alike came and started dancing.. 4 gals went up to be the girl dancers.. haha rmb that time i went to watch a will hung show then one part the 4 gals went to hold william and kissed him. HAHHAHA yar and jennifer was quite enthu.. as usual.. haha.. and that sec4 gal was so cute!!! dance like it's nobody's business.. haha so cute man. the other 2 juz following him. then we watched part of Scream. gosh it's super freaky. but i dun see y it's so scary until muz scream like siao.. man i wanna go watch those scary shows!! w erm...anybody? haha wanpin!! then scream until everybody irritated.whahha..
oopies.. daddy's calling me.. so yar.. i really felt that i needed to update today.. woah last update was quite... oh. only 2 days ago. but it was rubbish lah.. haha
ok that was out of point.. well today after assembly, went to chapel for Discover Jesus Wk. so sad the sec4s could only watch thru the projecter screen. hmm.. then we watched will hung!!! wahhaha.. and then a will hung look alike came and started dancing.. 4 gals went up to be the girl dancers.. haha rmb that time i went to watch a will hung show then one part the 4 gals went to hold william and kissed him. HAHHAHA yar and jennifer was quite enthu.. as usual.. haha.. and that sec4 gal was so cute!!! dance like it's nobody's business.. haha so cute man. the other 2 juz following him. then we watched part of Scream. gosh it's super freaky. but i dun see y it's so scary until muz scream like siao.. man i wanna go watch those scary shows!! w erm...anybody? haha wanpin!! then scream until everybody irritated.whahha..
oopies.. daddy's calling me.. so yar.. i really felt that i needed to update today.. woah last update was quite... oh. only 2 days ago. but it was rubbish lah.. haha
Wednesday, March 24, 2004
Saturday, March 20, 2004
YO YO YO.. WASSUP... muahhahhahha so happy man.... gosh.. i'm hyper. the linkway area's installed w air-cons!!! oh man.. this is so great. but sch's not great until they let assembly up in class.. or they have a better proposal? like.. assembly in audi? even better. haha i sound sooo pro.not. anyway like i'm super super super happy. yay
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