(he only starts playing at 1:10. hahahah. oh myyyy :) )










OMG I'M GNG MAD. kurthugoschneider is this producer. and he has heck lot of sexy videos. most of these vids are from his channel alone. must go spam him.

i'll go post tylerward and audrey&gamaliel vids one day.

ok i'm a really bad person. 1) I'VE NOT DONE ANYTHING REGARDING THE VISIT TO THE OLDFOLKS TMR. HAHA 2) I'M SUPPOSED TO MEET RAEVIC&NIC AT 7PM. i didnt tell them my movie was cancelled so i can meet them =x

thanks charis for the song list! http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/National_Day_Parade#Theme_songs
i shall do this ASSOONASIGETBACKHOMELTR :)

i hope you enjoy some of these songs and can escape from the perils of . life. haha. anw i got kitkat! yayyy. actually kitkat isnt v nice leh.... but cos it's so outofreach for me , i appreciate it so much more

ALL YOU SPAMMERS GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(

I wish you all a long and happy life.

thanks susie

OK LAH NOT BAD. now next step is to find the movie of it! harvey's smartness impresses me. i heard about this police or detective writing a murder book frm the murder's pov. KASDLJFASKLDFJ . sold in singapore. but it was taken off the shelves aft a few days. sian

HI FAY. (i know you come here everytime this is updated HAHA) anywayz,
I THINK YOU SHLD KNOW BY NOW, or hopefully figured out by now, that all these people tagging my blog are just annoying humans of the world that i've no wish to know. EXCEPT hotjenny.

HELLLLLO HOTJENNY~ ;)

i've just started on the book so... far from done! yeah it's really quite an odd book...hmmm... =/ but when you start on a book, it's rude to stop la hor. hahaha. nope is the movie good???? i really wonder what happen anyway...... like is the policeman's wife the first girl that the murderer killed..... and i wna see if the dad really manages to nab the murderer. so?? will you tell me ^^

i was reading the lovely bones and i got a genuine FRIGHT by my dear brother ryan tan with his ikea toy snake (Y) time for trng. i'm gna be so late but ... ?_? oh wellz

ytd i was watching so you think you can dance and phillip and jeanine were so gooood : o



kkkk go do work zz

ANYBODY GOT NDP/(PREVIEW) TICKETS THEY DONT WANT?? =D

to only one that will understand : ............ uuuuughhhhh... it hurtss

:(:(

i wonder what end of year will be like..

my heart rate is ABOUT 76 now =/ eeep x(

i spent my whole aftn reading *'s blog all the way dating back to when * was my age... she's someone i respect a lot.

it dawned upon me that next time when i'm 25,26 years old, rawkwivme will most probably still be around and available for my ,and others', pleasure reading. nothing much about me and my personality will change except for my surroundings and circumstances. so if i want to get out of this shit i am in, i must make a conscious effort to do so...

it's said that people go through this certain stage of growth and self-identity moulding in "adolescence" or "teenage" years... i feel like , during those years that that stage was supposed to happen, i was thrown into so many activities and leadership stuff that i didnt have room nor time for my own personal development .:. it's delayed and is taking place now......... but i'm left alone now to deal with this. and i dont know how

ANYWAY . AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH. three more months of being a teenager. sian sian sian sian sian sian. where did all the time go to?? x(

3RD DAY OF SCHOOL YTD. SIAN. i hate it already. it's so tiring and lonely and boring it's already getting to me :'(

youthday ytd! watched the notebook again. :) wheep

some ad abt showing +ve influences to kids



"maybe we shouldn't ask why we live but for whom do we live"



this one , in contrast, is reaaaaaallly cute. omg :) :) heehee!!

OH AND I HATE SIM. :'(


I think it’s a mistake if people just fall in love and think that that’s the only thing you need to keep you happy. There’s a lot more to being with someone than just love.
“— Sarah Michelle Gellar

"...spent alot of time on camsey... he built a fortress around camsey's bird cage and placed 3 toy dinosaurs around it to protect it"

(the extent of 'alot of time' is spending 30min only on tv instead of his usual marathon :()

it struck me. it pains me to see what he values in life because it shows me that there IS good in him. and he doesn't deserve whatever he's going through now. innocence will tell him that he is having a great life. but when he grows up, he will learn that life isn't how it seemed. he will have a lot of learning to do - and wtv to be learnt is gonna be through many many painful lessons...
i dno if i can take this... :( ......

maybe i really am better off alone. i cant disappoint 'him, 'he' cant disappoint me. yes

but anyway, one thign i wna proclaim is...... even though i still dont support any team YET, it wont ever be netherlands. THANKYOU.