this is God's planning, the computer cocked up just now. so my previous entry w all the foul words are gone. but i DIDNT say the f word.. i wldnt. anyway, was just cursing myself on wat a bad timing i did. ok it aint bad.. just that i gotta push myself like shit on finals. so wat if i'm a X runner and only a 'borrowed' swimmer in MG. it still is pressurizing.. i'm starting to feel damn scared for finals. dammit! oral tmr.. heck lah.. if the hong lao shi allows, i'm just going 1st to get over w it. everything just doesn't seems right. i'm in such a good team but i'm not giving any shit abt it. sighh.. bloody asshole lah. argghhh.. kk this is so not me. i'm just damn tensed now. forget it. i'm going to watch legally blonde or wateva the freaking spelling is. maybe they'll be damn stupid, stupid-er than me and make me feel better. cya guys.. all the best for finals.

PS. i cant see the tagboard at my home computer.. so i'm sorry i cant reply. but thanks for tagging anyway. stupid cocked up computer lah. cant go heymath too