tmr's friday. so what do i do? go for gb meeting again and be superficial? i dont think it's fair to the other gb people, officers, teachers, and myself..including God. maybe i'll write a letter by next next wk, after obs. i hate doing things half way and having to bluff through my teeth that 'i'm not very sure whether i'm quitting gb'. it sucks. sorry guys. but u really mean the world to me..ok part of the world. esp the skylarkians. u guys were always there for me and nvr once had you all forsaken me..during gb meetings that is. heh

Prefect's Installation 2005. congrats to all u prefects out there =)

while singing 'bless this sch' (it's really stupid) but yvonne told me she doesn't have to look at the lyrics anymore since it's already her 9th time singing it. and i thought abt the retrospect of the past few yrs (9yrs?) sec3 already man... NINETH yr in mgs. wow wow wow wow. was just pondering what life wld be like when i graduate from here. where wld i move off to? where will i heading towards? what wld i do with my life? where wld i be working at? so many graduated seniors told me they miss this (stupid boring) sch and yearn to go back. is mgs really a very secure, protected, lovable place? i didnt really ponder over it. but i guess i shld. i left abt...1 yr and 7 more mths in this sch. sigh! i better enjoy every single day in sch :) actually i am enjoying sch. kind of lah..i adore e x pple =) i feel so attached to this team. i dont know what i'll do without u guys. i'll miss trg with mgx after sec4>.< i dont even know if i'll cont training in jc. like renuka and esther =D i love u guys!

feel like ending with this:
Life is the hardest teacher
Who first gives the test
Then comes the lessons
Which we must digest

extracted it from someone's blog =)
if u come here, thanks!

oh yea! c div netties
great job done todaaaaaay!!!! continue winning schs after schs and win the championship title k! =D

i shall place my trust in God and not think too much

i used to look forward to trg cos i found sch a real chore and it was really stressful.

juniors just came in on monday. guess what..i'm starting to look forward to sch.

sigh. eunice is gone. so many others are gone too. i still cant believe HE had to make that decision. sigh sigh sigh. i miss u. i really miss all of u that arent here for trg. without u guys, mgx isnt a complete team =( it's gonna be tough going on the journey alone. oh well. now to handle the sec1s.....sigh. STRESSED LAH.

nvm there's still studies and God to lean on! and i just saw a super amusing version2 of some song on x. haha! xies really have a lot of imagination and are really GOOD song writers =D whatever they're called. we've been editing many songs. it's time we been given professional training. we shld start venturing into that area and not just run all day long

sch is a lot pressurising compared to sec2 now... i think i'm quite determined to quit gb. it's just a matter of how i'm going to put that fact across in front of the teachers' faces. they saw me grew up from p2 to sec3. it's like, they were the ones that saw me, moulded me, guided me to be what a person i am now. then when i have my character moulded and corrected, i leave the family that i had been leaning and learning from. it's like, so..betray-ish? but do i really have a choice? sheeeeeeeet. i feel super female dog now. ok gb aside.

X NATIONALS. i think mgs rocks la..but do they have to put interhouse track SO CLOSE to natls?! what the heck man. it's like...heats few days b4 nationals. then finals are 2 days AFTER nationals. yes. we runners need no rest cos we're robots technically for running -.- what crap. e 12 chosen pple are gonna be so drained out man. actually, it's everybody in x that is gonna be drained out. the one for all, all for one policy really is a trait in x. even if we're not gonna represent sch for nationals, we still get as hard workouts as the pple that are running. then when the season is off, we cool down and running becomes a leisure. oh yea! this wk's trg has been rocking my shoes man. we still run till we're so tired to even breathe properly but in the really fun way. yay! ok x natls 13th april. route is 3.67km. rmbed that. shld i join 800m =D or 3000m. OH WAIT. i dont feel like joining 3000m anymore..it's so xies. but then i'll be so xtra if i dont join >.< thing ="D">

n today's swimming meeting is horrible and painful. they just had to remind me to start trg again. i dont wannt 135run and 246swim. cos 1stly, i'd die. 2ndly, i dont want to go ALL E WAY to sicc to train and die. 3rdly, it's so malu to go back to train. mrs ong's THREE-is-good answering method. i'm putting what she says to use.

arrghh. i prob shldnt have joined x in sec1? and i shld have reasoned out with my dad that i shldnt stop swimming cos of psle. sigh. cant help it. xcountry has captured my heart.

God bless and all the best in sch!

i really dont wanna quit gb ok. i really dont. but do i have a choice? after the x season, it'll be the swimming season. and u might think it's ok if i dont go for gb but still be called a gb girl. i actually thought of doing it. but it wldnt be fair to skylarks, and gb. also, i'll have tons and tons of assignments to complete. so i'll have my sch load, trg load, and even gb load to do. i cant handle it. and u know very well that i'm a -prodsoverbook.....10minlater...HEY!wanttoeatsmth?! =D- that kinda person. and i'm not that smart. and and and i'm not as hardworking as u ok! anyway i meant the 'u' as celestine ah. hahaha.

ok what else. today's trg ROCKED. and though i was in the 5-6 gang of NIE fanatics of the day, i realised smth while running round and round and round and round and round the stupid 300m sch track. it actually doesn't matter where we run, as long as we run as a team, trg will still rock =)

OH YES! rmb rachael said abt doing our own trgs on wed etc? we're gonna have a grp going to mrc ya. 12/1 macritchie 3.30pm also la. same thing as usual.

ok i'm off to doing my work. God bless~

first day, orientation day. ahh... nothing much. just that the teachers are making sec3 sounds super scary and that sch is a terror place. i dont think sec3 is THAT bad according to seniors...i'm just very scared for tmr! 1st official day of teachings..then everything will start speeding up! and soon, sec3 finals and the yr ends. then the whole cycle repeats again with O LEVELS!!! ahhhh..darn. oh well.. life is short! but long dist running makes it seem longer eh =D i'm starting to have the feeling of what's my purpose for living again. sigh oh well. all the best guys..for Os and preparation of Os toO! =/

God can't break a promise.
->My covenant I will not break, nor alter the word thathas gone out of my lips. Psalm 89:34

when Jesus flooded earth during Noah's time, he promised Noah that he'll nvr flood the earth again. he also put a rainbow in the sky to show his promise.
tsusami.(whatever the spelling) it only flooded part of asia

God can't make a loser.
->Now thanks be to God who always leads us intriumph in Christ. 2 Corinthians 2:14

all u sports pple out there. if u think u cant make it or whatever, think abt this verse! i think it applies to EVERYBODY. no matter how great or small u are.

God can't abandon you.
->Be strong and of good courage, do not fear norbe afraid of them; for the Lord your God, he is theo ne who goes with you. He will not leave you nor forsake you. Deuteronomy 31:6

hey crossies, i think this really speaks to us. esp when we're say running in the middle of macritchie and u think you're gonna die..God is always there for us! when we're running up the slope or making a U turn at the turf route, God is there! God will always give us the strength to carry on.

God can't stop loving you.
->Yes, I have loved you with an everlasting love;therefore with loving kindness I have drawn you.Jeremiah 31:3

i guess u guys know how to interprete this =)

remembered teo talking abt what God said in the bible. A man cannot have two masters. If not, he'll love one and hate the other. i think it really spoke to me a lot..like A LOT. ok to put it simply, GB and X (*crosses fingers* dont kill me) shld i quit gb. it's on a trg day man. and from what i heard from chris, there're gonna be lotsa work to do.

Forgetting what lies behind
Setting our hearts on the prize
Always keeping our eyes
On our Lord Jesus Christ

We’re running the race to win
All the way to the end
Laying down every sin
That would seek to hinder us

And we’ll be faithful
To our calling
For you are able
To keep us from falling
And in Your promise
We will trust
You’ll be faithful to finish
The work You began in us

(i'm willing to give up the place n give u 2 a chance again. i'm sure u guys will prove it to him! come on crossies!)