sch is a lot pressurising compared to sec2 now... i think i'm quite determined to quit gb. it's just a matter of how i'm going to put that fact across in front of the teachers' faces. they saw me grew up from p2 to sec3. it's like, they were the ones that saw me, moulded me, guided me to be what a person i am now. then when i have my character moulded and corrected, i leave the family that i had been leaning and learning from. it's like, so..betray-ish? but do i really have a choice? sheeeeeeeet. i feel super female dog now. ok gb aside.

X NATIONALS. i think mgs rocks la..but do they have to put interhouse track SO CLOSE to natls?! what the heck man. it's like...heats few days b4 nationals. then finals are 2 days AFTER nationals. yes. we runners need no rest cos we're robots technically for running -.- what crap. e 12 chosen pple are gonna be so drained out man. actually, it's everybody in x that is gonna be drained out. the one for all, all for one policy really is a trait in x. even if we're not gonna represent sch for nationals, we still get as hard workouts as the pple that are running. then when the season is off, we cool down and running becomes a leisure. oh yea! this wk's trg has been rocking my shoes man. we still run till we're so tired to even breathe properly but in the really fun way. yay! ok x natls 13th april. route is 3.67km. rmbed that. shld i join 800m =D or 3000m. OH WAIT. i dont feel like joining 3000m anymore..it's so xies. but then i'll be so xtra if i dont join >.< thing ="D">

n today's swimming meeting is horrible and painful. they just had to remind me to start trg again. i dont wannt 135run and 246swim. cos 1stly, i'd die. 2ndly, i dont want to go ALL E WAY to sicc to train and die. 3rdly, it's so malu to go back to train. mrs ong's THREE-is-good answering method. i'm putting what she says to use.

arrghh. i prob shldnt have joined x in sec1? and i shld have reasoned out with my dad that i shldnt stop swimming cos of psle. sigh. cant help it. xcountry has captured my heart.

God bless and all the best in sch!