crap. i think in my agony of typing an impressive email, i sent a super cocky-sounding sms to a friend. if you do ever come here, i'm really sorry abt it. i was under so much self pressure i just forgot abt my whole self being of a mere girl in comparison to my father. sorry.

i do know that stress is made by God to mold us into his perfect image but i think i'm breaking under the load it's giving me. oh Lord, please teach me to walk in your ways