(it's not for anybody to read to get an update of my life.
i'm too tired to write in my log book already. aaah legs so shagged)

1.2k, 4:53:97

i shall assume that i'm happy with my timing since i've not been having proper trg. last trg i had with the team was 11th june, mrr. and i also ran alone at queenstown stadium which i wldnt count. so, yes =/ i'm satisfied with my timing. i was aiming for 6min anyway. i didn't expect a 4: 50+ actually. it's so queer. so maybe that's why i'm so neutral abt today. i had the usual 'shit i could have pushed more' after crossing the finish line. but as i said, ah..heck. i always get this feeling when i run according to time :/ at least i sped up at the last round la. 7 secs. boo. mr ng was so pressurising when we embarked on our last round of the 'for fun' time trial. "come on. keep up if you need to. it's your last round." it wasn't directly to me. i mean all of us wld interprete it differently. for me, i pressumed he was asking me to keep up with the pack in front, who've -.- been trg for the past few wks. oh well, passion. i'd say i caught up with you guys cos i had the hunger for it. it's not cos i'm 'pro'. i wanted to make my first training a success. my desire for a gd timing was far greater than yours. your desire is probably wearing off since it's the dont-know-what-th trg. dont worry guys. dont despair. it's only 1200. it's too short for us lah. besides, we've around 8-9mths to natls? :)

ahhhh. i just love trg. i miss it so much! i'm so glad i'm permantly back in cross now. improve and reach your limits, mgx. expand your capability. let's work as one and help the stumbled up to their feet again. simultaneously, i'm gonna hit the books too, soon. genius&topstudentinelevel in the making(the act that results in something coming to be) good nitos.

oh if you're wondering, i dont write that long for my logbook x)