hahaha i got 17/20 for that feverishmathtest!. .. oh my,i'm starting to feel very ________. i've always wondered why people wld post their results; in exams wise and running wise. hahaha and i'm unknowingly falling into this pheno..me..non(correct me if my spelling is wrong)!

and i'm gonna indulge into another aspect(?) of people i can't tolerate. (i shan't attempt to describe it. i'll just jump straight into it. here goes: ) I LOST ONE MARRRK!!! arrghh and to be tops with tricia&gang at that!! i think my mind was in a state of whirl that i couldnt differentiate anti&clockwise. oh maaan one mark lost just like that!! how screwed is that?!?! (gosh i cant stand people who do that =x if somebody said that, i'd tell them 17 is good enough alr act.)

gosh , i think i can fully understand how acsi must have felt when they lost to (of all schs) vs. then again, natls and emathclasstest cant be parralled :(

a mental note: i'm nvr gonna use the comp in the morning. get v easily distracted. the xblog is like a...an artifact (spelling?!) of the mgxcountry legend. haha that word was revived ytd reading merrilyn's hist.bk. i think we shld update everyday there. boring or not boring.

on to running stuff, i did a pb for 2.4. i shan't put up my timing if not i'll feel even more smaller than small (in my view) i wanna rerun actually man..on a 400m track. it's different. grrr...i dont know what's getting into me. i dont feel satisfied abt my run. but at the same time, i'm not sad abt it. anyhow, it was great. i felt that it was more pressurising than natls man! my nervous level was much higher. cos 1) all your friends are there 2) you wld be able to hear your friends frm e all sides of the track 3) ... 100) you're a freaking cross country runner. you've to do a damn good time man. fine, the cheerings from the sidelines( haha) did help a lot. due to space confinement, the voices were amplified. i felt the whole 'crowd' cheering when i ran past; oh yea and mr ong's 'looking good. come on'. and actually even opp. the track, i can hear more cheerings, ger reading out timings. and it was very encouraging to see everyone cheer for everyone. and it felt wonderful to hear someone shout, " NO ONE FAILED!" at the end. :) just for that moment, i felt a very strong bond between all 3 classes; much stronger than cross. then after that, the bond just disappeared. like it was nvr there in the first place. but i'd hold this momentary feeling dear to my heart. the fact that it was there yet had an invincible effect...the contrast brings out the emotions more.

ok i'm supposed to leave home like 1/2hr ago. i'm gonna be late for my traffic!! i bet my sisters are still sleeping