What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness?

What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?

I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you.

ok pestered(=P) to update but nth much going on in my life so there. though it's a chain mail, that's how i feel towards all my friends :)everybodys character is shaped by God and i cant hate anyone cos of that. but...i'm human; with love comes hatred. if your personality is not my type, you wldnt be here. so yes.

(this is seriuosly not getting anywhere) OH YES. trg today was good good good! :) i didnt do an exceptionally well trg but after 5 trgs, i've finally properly completed a trg and hit all the timings! except one cos of wrong pacing. yeahhhh!!! i'm so happy :) so happy that i'm conversing with an acquaintance from...you'll nvr guess. chinese high. hahaha. ok i dont hate him it's just the sch. i've confirmed my doubts; they do lead a sad life. he finds that my punny jokes are 'one level higher' than he has heard.

here's one(it's actually a crossie one):
what did the sea say to the shore?

nth it just waved!