hello

for those friends who rarely talk to me but compensate by coming here regularly, life has been------------------------. i nvr blog so long cos something wrong with my tagboard then if i still blog, i'll REALLY be talking to myself. (AHHA. i'm suddenly reminded of those colourful stripes you'll see on tv really long ago when the tv is spoilt; accompanied by the irritating buzzing sound. do you rmb those????)

-i am sleeping much later than janell but waking up same time as her to go sch. cos if mummy sends me to sch, i'll take 1hr less to reach sch. but i decided NOT TO STUDY IN SCH ANYMORE. tmr i'm just going sch to run with tricia then i'll zhao off to try some studying area. thurs i'll go back to sch to collect all my stuff, talk to teachers...basically get all my admin work in sch done so i'll only go back during o level papers

-janell and rachel is hooked on manja. fruit basket. wah really basket. jan and rach no more sch so can watch all they want. but they turn e vol so high so i kena distracted. baka

-my mum is opening a new stall at btp! level 2. go visit sometime. though theres nth much yet =x the stuff there are sooo super cheap

-i met clarissa today! to exchange math papers. she's so nice lah. she actually waited like 1/2hr for me at the bus interchange..then she still smile smile smile. i felt sooo bad.

-i miss typing. haha!

-we had 'family day' last sat and janrachandi had to do a 'speech' thing to appreciate our parents. oh maaan my mum was so touched. (i could tell =p) i felt tears coming when i saw how touched she was...but i stopped. it was instinctively. i gave mummy a hug, turned myself ard and forced the tears down. i cant believe i'm so rigid.a few mths ago, my dad and mum argued. clearly it was my mum's fault so i sat next to daddy and kept quiet.after a while i started sobbinglah. i cant stand it when they two argue. when it was over, pa asked me to take a walk with him. he told me to be strong. to never be like her when i grew up. to never treat my husband like that; never quarrel with him. (he was upset so he used quite harsh words) and lastly, he told me never to cry in front of others; to be strong. i always kept his words in mind man. never did i cry even when the situation was apt; or even when the situation called for tears. a few times, i couldn't hold back, but i tried not to let anyone see.

-------------------my life is really stale now. i've not talked to my friends for quite a while. thankfully i'm runningw tricia tmr.

oh yeah ! i still rmb the starbucks trip with hugo amanda, aud who tarnished the innocent word 'ride', and smelly whiny. hey it goes. smelly whiny :D hahahahha. we went there for lunch after they went acjc open hse. i'll really miss those buggers. studying with amanda was...not really studying. but sat studying isnt very productive so i didnt mind wasting time then. amanda kept hitting her head against the huge 'starbucks' sign. HAHAHAA. she's really such a loser :D and e songs she listens to are really...out of the world. she loves rock but i dont. so i had to live with it (i shared mp3 with her) i heard one pretty cool song though. hahaha okay i'm gonna end abruptly here ....... hahahahhahahaa.