to update. ytd was a bad day cos

during trg, i was running downslope when i saw these two couples, they were standing it like;3pple in front, 1person behind. so like they were blocking the whole path lah. i was so tired that i couldnt muster enough energy to 'excuse me' . so when i reached them, i pushed the back of one of the gentleman and went like 'w--ohh--w' (however you spell it) then the man shouted back ,"oi. you mad or what." i said 'sorry' at the same time. so i dont think he heard. i was damn scared after that. but the other gentleman stopped him and tried to calm him down. omg i was super shocked lah. after that incident, i left abt 1.5km more back to the starting point, the safe point. i had many sudden urges to cry but i swallowed them back. i tried turning them to anger and thus serve as a driving force for me to go stronger. (but it didnt work lah. i felt too guilty)

after my run, i tried looking out for them but to no avail. i approached this a grp though but it wasnt them; they were really really nice . siiighhh. ohwells

then i forgot to bring fruits for trg and i feel so bad cos of my forgetfulness, i deprived the team from having their nutrients. so if tmr's trg is gonna be damn screwed, it's what.gonna be my fault?

then a few of us j1s went to j8 for food. and walao. while taking my money out to pay the lady for my desert, she 'EXCUSE ME. please pay there' *gives dagger stare* wth lah. there wasnt anyone else so jingzhang for what :( i was so sad

then i met my pcg after that. yay :)

gee my posts are getting boring with recounts. oh i got hte lyrics of one of my fave. songs! yay

Lips Of An Angel by Hinder

honey why you calling me so late
it's kinda hard to talk right now
honey why you crying is everything okay
i gotta whisper cause i can't be too loud

well, my girl's in the next room
sometimes i wish she was you
i guess we never really moved on

it's really good to hear your voice
saying my name it sounds so sweet
coming from the lips of an angel
hearing those words it makes me weak
and i never wanna say goodbye
but girl you make it hard to be faithful
with the lips of an angel

it's funny that you're calling me tonight
and yes i've dreamt of you too
and does he know you're talking to me
will it start a fight
no i don't think she has a clue
well my girl's in the next room

what a song.it has such deep meaning; prob cos it's so compacted. and abt the 'italicised' phrase, i have felt like that before man. he has a super sereneding voice. i felt so happy and lighthearted after the phone call .ahahha but no , idont like him :) i just like his voice.

i'm finding it hard to connect with my old friends; most of whom went to ac. hahhaa wth lah. i reject their offer to go out .___. and when i think abt it, i think i am studying too hard. but if i'm not trg, i got nth to do. so do what?study lor. aaaaaah. i'm really being a mugger. and i dont think it is cos of rafflesians; i mug more than them.then agn, i dont know how much they mug at home.. ah well. i'm waiting for yuliang russ and liangfu to come over now. and i got chem&econs tests tmr which i havent studied for at all