did i mention, as well , that i'm super damn demoralised? and sad and pissed off. so pissed off that when ww came to ask whether i was alright, i just shrugged and ignored him. and prob so that mr q came down to tell me (after he gave me a slight trashing abt my performance) that e most impt thing is to learn from this screwed up shit.i dont even know what's going on tdy. why did it even exist. damnit. i had to force down my tears when he talked to me.i didnt want to further prove e pt that i'm a wimp.a crybaby.a baby who cries over split milk.when i myself knocked the glass on purpose. and then i called a friend to straighten out my thoughts. and ended up crying. i'm really a screw up man. i'm wasting a space for track when there are people who put in much more effort than i do at trg, who want to rep the sch more than i do. and i'm not making use of this spot. i.\ah basket. now i'm rambling off abt my pathetic sick life. but why am i so sad? i didnt even put in effort. how can i expect results. i hate this feeling. screw.i havent touched econs or physics at all.


I call, You hear me
I've lost it all
And it's more than I can bear
I feel so empty

You're strong
I'm weary
I'm holdin' on
But I feel like givin' in
But still You're with me

Chorus:
And even though I'm walkin' through
The valley of the shadow
I will hold tight to the hand of Him
Whose love will comfort me
And when all hope is gone
And I've been wounded in the battle
He is all the strength that I will
Ever need
And He will carry me

I know I'm broken
But You alone
Can mend this heart of mine
You're always with me

(Chorus)

And even though I feel so lonely
Like I've never been before
You never said it would be easy
But You said you'd see me through
The storm

(Chorus)